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03-10-2014, 12:37 PM #241
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03-10-2014, 01:19 PM #242
Yes, hello self. How are I right now?
I semi know these feels. 2nd girl in my life I ever got a crush on last summer, has daddy issues (her dad was 60 when she was born), caller ID when her parents call is "Hell"
and I wanted to get involved with her because at the time I didn't know about daddy issue being a red flag. We had such a similar background in terms of interests (tennis cars etc.) and had dealt with similar life and parental problems and altogether had similar childhood. I thought we were set. Until i learned that she coped with it using drugs, she is almost never NOT drunk and has been this way all throughout high school whereas I coped by busting my ass in school. She is incredibly naturally smart brb 32 on ACT while high and possibly drunk srs which would make her naturally smarter than me, but my work ethic supersedes hers by a lot. But she never had anyone supporting her to apply herself and I wanted to be that person. Shes currently in a sorority probably getting rammed as I type this. We were semi-together for about a week, until we found out we started the same but grew up to be two entirely different people.
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03-10-2014, 01:38 PM #243
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03-10-2014, 01:39 PM #244
Damn thanks for all the support guys. Srs.
I'm leaving for the army in april to get the hell out of this life.
Will update continuously. And after everything is said and done.
I can't wait to start my life there. Get back to taking college classes to.
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03-10-2014, 01:43 PM #245
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03-10-2014, 01:45 PM #246
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03-10-2014, 01:48 PM #247
this, faaak. Not sure what I wanna do tbh. Kinda wanna become a social butterfly cause I always just had gf's and focused attention on them
Would prefer to just settle into a new relationship though. It's easy and stable. But I dunno would be better to have more adventures and all thatTom Leykis Crew
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03-10-2014, 01:49 PM #248
cant maintain a relationship outside of anything sexual and chit gets lonely sometimes just moving from sloot to sloot and losing interest cause im attracted to dirty whores and sex is always on my mind, and when i find a good girl another sloot comes around and i keep telling myself im 23 and young so dont get attached but those sad feels come by every now and then =/ but i love you misc
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03-10-2014, 01:58 PM #249
I get paid WAY too fukking little for the good work that I do and want to quit so bad. Logic dictates that I wait until I find something else but it's starting to take its toll on me.
PM me if you're interested in developing your social skills; I have some resources in the works and would love to help!
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03-10-2014, 02:03 PM #250
Disappointed at my lack of self discipline of late.
A year ago I was the strongest I have ever been and felt great. I got injured training and was out for ~3 months and been lazy ever since. REALLY difficult to get motivated right now but I hate being out of shape...
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03-10-2014, 02:04 PM #251
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03-10-2014, 02:04 PM #252
i do it by choice. because i have nothing else to do srs. if i didn't work i'd be sleeping all day like i did two years ago. and i can't just go homeless and travel the world because i have my family to look after (dad, step mom, 3 child siblings, and my older brother)
There is only one Hell: the one we live in now.
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03-10-2014, 02:16 PM #253
Closest female friend of many years fukked me over awhile ago, havnt spoken in maybe 9 months. I made maybe 1 or 2 attempts to talk to her since but she wouldn't answer.
I know I should be pissed and I am, and I can't help but think about her all the time and it makes me feel like chit.
The worst part is that I don't even know what happened, and i sort of realize I might never find out.- bulldog
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03-10-2014, 02:27 PM #254
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Im wayyyyyyy too lazy for my own good. I lost the spark that used to make me go out there and learn something. Im coming into the last weeks of my Mech Eng degree and dread each day that passes. I should have been sending my resume out but I havent dont **** about it. I have had great work experience all throughout college(been working since 16) and just feel that if I dont take this chance to be lazy(kick around with the bros, build something just for the hell of it, ect) that I might not get another chance. However its time to buckle down and find a job and I cant seem to find the off button on my laziness.
I also found out that my mother (She has a clotting problem in her leg+ Aneurysm in her abdominal aorta) has been putting off her surgery till I graduate. I am not happy about this, she could have been done with the whole ordeal a year ago but has been putting it off. It kills me because I took a 5th year and if something happens before I graduate, I will feel like I could have done the degree quicker and she would have gotten a surgery.
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03-10-2014, 02:40 PM #255
I'm a beta ******* whos addicted to porn and the internet. I ignore my friends on purpose and act tired 24/7 because its easier than being happy. I've never stood up for anything in my life and I'm afraid that I'm going to grow old, die a virgin and be forgotten in the blink of an eye. I project my insecurities onto other people so I'm always thinking about my actions every minute of everyday so no one can say I'm weird or stupid. There hasn't been a day in my life where I have let loose and been myself, not one fuking day. I'm only 18 and feels like the best years of my life have passed me by because I was busy playing stupid video games and being shy for absolutely no reason...
holy fukkkkkkkkkkkkkk, that felt good to type out. Thanks for this thread OP, i'm trying to change and I hope anyone feeling the same way is also trying to change. This place is retarded 99% of the time but it has its moments. Remember, we're all gonna make it.
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03-10-2014, 02:42 PM #256
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03-10-2014, 02:43 PM #257
Fuark. You have to be frauding man. You play a D1 sport, lift, and got a social circle, and seem social as hell, and couldn't get any girl at all?
I graduate in 1 semester(taking extra semester), and I've gotten nothing from girls, my first few years I went partying, put myself out there, but nothing came of it, not even one #.strong 2.5/10 facial aesthetics
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03-10-2014, 03:18 PM #258
meh i feel like i messed up my whole life.. didnt care about college and just went out all the time n never woke up for classes.. brb i thought nothing would happen but end up getting kicked out of college.. brb mom tells me shes disappointed in me and starts crying at random times during the day i cant take it anymore.. now going to community college for 1 and a half years then hopefully going back to a unviersity to make it right again... sigh these days are boring
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03-10-2014, 03:21 PM #259
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kind of effed up with a question on my organic chem 2 midterm today. studied like balls for 2 weeks, knew everything but dropped the ball. them feels when you know you could have done better. sigh. i'll get in the Bs, but i wanted that A!
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03-10-2014, 03:28 PM #260
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03-10-2014, 04:13 PM #261
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03-10-2014, 07:39 PM #265
-dad hasnt talked to me in years and when he does its to ask for favors
-mom and step dad constantly argue and she tells me all her plans for divorce like wtf
-step dad is crazy psycho who will argue for 3 hrs because you dropped a banana peel
-brb all my grandparents died
-brb ex gf n me of 2 years broke up bc her mom always treatened to get a restraining order bc she didnt like me
-brb caused more arguments at home.
-dont know what college im going to and if im getting accepted(already a senior)
-Brb lost my confidence and game with girls.
-brb have no friends anymore bc dont drink or smoke
-brb work 2 jobs and never have money wtf
-brb 2 car crashes..
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03-10-2014, 07:41 PM #266
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Same age, sorta same situation and errything. Idk if this will help you but it's worth trying:
One quote that has always stuck with me is "do the thing, gain the power."
As people that are constantly internalizing things and chit, we tend to overthink things...instead of thinking about going out, go out. Just do the thing, instead of working up the courage/will/whatever to do. It'll feel weird at first, but you'll get better brah, I believe man. Idk if that resonates with you, but best of luck brahN.O. Saints Crew
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03-10-2014, 07:50 PM #269
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