One of the things that depresses me most about my life is not being white

[Alonebrahh]

I'm fuking depressed as **** right now

Not being white has been something that I've been constantly depressed about since I was a little kid. In 1st grade, this one girl used to make the most absolute racist comments towards me. It was really weird considering we were only in 1st grade and I couldn't even grasp the concept of race at the time while this girl was saying comments one would get out of a neo-Nazi handbook. At one point during 1st grade, we had a project where we had to bring in a food that represented our heritage. All the white kids brought in homemade irish/Italian/polish foods and impressed everyone else. I brought in some poverty disgusting dish that my father had and was made fun of for it (nobody ate it either). Throughout the rest of elementary school, I forgot about it and was just a carefree kid. Then middle school hit and the race comments started up again. This was when my self esteem really took a hit. I tried to assimilate with the other kids yet was still singled out for being different, over something I had no control over. That drastically affected my personality. I became shy because I was afraid of people saying I was living up to the negative stereotypes of my race. I was afraid of even more negative race comments so I isolated myself. I became extremely conservative because I was afraid to put myself out there and make myself vulnerable.

Deep down, I'm jealous of white people. I'm jealous of the fact that they can date any race of people without being looked down on by the general population. I'm jealous of the fact that they can move or vacation nearly anywhere in the western world without fear of racism. Above all else, I'm jealous of the fact that they can be judged on their individual characteristics and not lumped in with a bunch of people that they have no control over. When a white person is in public, he's only representing himself. When a non-white person is in public, he's representing a entire race and even if they don't feel like that, that's the way white people see it. That's a lot of fu cking pressure. I'm jealous of the fact that they never have to be paranoid about people talking about them behind their backs. I'm jealous of their hair and skin genetics. I'm jealous of how photogenic they are. I'm jealous of how carefree they get to be and how they don't have slanty eyes (Asian), huge noses (blacks) or poop colored skin (Indians) holding them back from maximum aesthetics. I'm jealous of the fact that they never have to worry about not being able to fit in because of a physical characteristic that's out of their control.


Whats even more depressing is that the mods are probably going to think I'm trolling when I'm dead fking srs.


Not specifying my race and I know white miscers are going to come in here and make me feel like chit. What the fuk does it even matter. I'm going to be alone on Thanksgiving, alone on Christmas and alone forever. Probably just going to get drunk by myself and go off to some random isolated island to live the remainder of my life by myself.

Cliffs
- Just read if. If you aren't white, I'm sure some of these feels will be familiar.

[supremebro]

im a tan-skinned mexican, sometimes I really wish I was white ( dead srs)

[bigdogfarmhand]

Jackson / thread

[dylanrpxxx]

I think Even if you were white you would be depressed.
You would find some other reason.
srs.
Learn to accept yourself as you are.

[Alonebrahh]

im a tan-skinned mexican, sometimes I really wish I was white ( dead srs)

I'm generally okay with my race but I have times like this where I get depressed over it.

[ZahL]

Holy wall of text


Deal with it *******

[rocketsfanumad]

You are a HUGE phucking ******* and i hope your generation ends with you. Disgusting

[awwmad]

lol'd

it has nothing to do with your skin color. you're just a sad human being.

[Alonebrahh]

I think Even if you were white you would be depressed.
You would find some other reason.
srs.
Learn to accept yourself as you are.

Doubt it. My only other sources of depression are my family and my underachieving life so far. I could cut one of those things out of my life and just improve the other but I'll still be depressed about my race. Cant change that

[Hardcorewhitey2]

them feels...someone upload a gif of that feel guy to settle the mood

[Alonebrahh]

You are a HUGE phucking ******* and i hope your generation ends with you. Disgusting

What a surprise, a white guy who doesn't know how good he has it lecturing me on being a *******

[NoShatsGiven]

Ha! Just made my first miscer red. Take that you negative complexed *******.

[Tyrenz303]

I'm a minority (race), but 100% American…

I managed to marry a 10/10 white girl…

Just saying….

[SlootFlute]

I'm black

I like being black

If I had a chance at another life, I'd come back as black..

love yourself man, or no one else will

[GenGenesisx]

Lol at this kunt still creating accounts to try and degrade people.

[Alonebrahh]

lol'd

it has nothing to do with your skin color. you're just a sad human being.

You live in Toronto, you don't understand. Not everyone grows up in a big diverse city

[ProtonFart]

Being white is boring as fuk. Poor genetics (more prone to being ugly), terrible women, and boring culture. I always wished I was black because I play bass, basketball, and strictly listen to black music (old school funk, parliament, funkadelic, all that jazz)

[Alonebrahh]

I'm a minority (race), but 100% American…

I managed to marry a 10/10 white girl…

Just saying….

pics?

[Alonebrahh]

Being white is boring as fuk. Poor genetics (more prone to being ugly), terrible women, and boring culture. I always wished I was black because I play bass, basketball, and strictly listen to black music (old school funk, parliament, funkadelic, all that jazz)

No offense brah, I've seen your photo. You're an exception lol.

[Haplo21]

OP, take solace in the fact that (virtually) no white people give a flying **** about the color of your skin. But on the other hand, you are a morose whiny ******* who would hate himself no matter what your skin color was.... so I dont know, maybe grow up and stop making excuses for your "plight" and make a better life for yourself? Oh no, thats too hard. Just cry about race bull**** instead.

[enterthewu]

lol whats your background? be proud of who you are man. once people get to know you they'll judge you based on you. if your a ******* then your a ******* doesn't matter what race you are.

[Zillionz]

focus on STRENGTHS and POSITIVES.

I'm not sure where you're from but in the USA it is Thanksgiving...a time to be thankful for what you HAVE.

[Alonebrahh]

Ha! Just made my first miscer red. Take that you negative complexed *******.

Doubt it was you that made me red.

[enterthewu]

i can't even tell if half these posts are genuine or sarcasm lmao.

[Alonebrahh]

OP, take solace in the fact that (virtually) no white people give a flying **** about the color of your skin. But on the other hand, you are a morose whiny ******* who would hate himself no matter what your skin color was.... so I dont know, maybe grow up and stop making excuses for your "plight" and make a better life for yourself? Oh no, thats too hard. Just cry about race bull**** instead.

I could tell that you haven't been lurking the misc for very long

[BeforeTheDawn]

[BenD4Me]

move back to whatever country you came from? or ****ing get over it.

[eldermisc]

My advice to you is to get your bodyfat <6% brah....pick up sloots without even trying.....then id like to hear what you got to say.

[CuzHeBrown]

Fuark brah..

[dylanrpxxx]

Doubt it. My only other sources of depression are my family and my underachieving life so far. I could cut one of those things out of my life and just improve the other but I'll still be depressed about my race. Cant change that

I have dealt with depression over big things. Eventually they went away/were resolved and at the end I always found something else to hate myself for. Anyways you can't do **** about it so make the best out of it. It's not that big of a deal. Man The PHUCK up