Ok so I met this hot ass "girl" at a latin clubs years ago, thought she was a legit female, in fact thought she was the hottest girl in the club, got the number, etc. My friend then tells me that she's a tranny(cuz he danced with her earlier and she told him and he went to north carolina right away). So I was like "whaaat she's so hot if thats the case I'll just bend her over and fuk her anyway". They all laughed said I was crazy. Ended up going on a date with her a week later. Got tipsy, brought her home, clothes came off....then I saw it and I was like "yo hold up I need another shot". She said "oh its ok sweetie its your first time". I took a huge shot of vodka. 20 min later ****ed the **** out of her, busted a nut, etc. It was good. Then I started to **** other trannies I met at clubs/online, etc.
Over time my mind normalized it, because they were so feminine/beautiful, always DTF and always willing to do anything to impress you. As a guy who was always only attracted to women, I was now mainly wacking off to tranny porn, and banging them(with some real females in between). Then I got with one(fully passable and hot), she became my gf after a while..for 3 years. She told me she didn't like that I never went down on her....so I did. And then that became normal too. As you can see it was a long slippery slope. But in my mind at this point a girl could have a dick or a pussy and it made no difference, they were still a girl to me...but over time became more turned on by the freakiness, taboo, and the "this is wrong but feels so good" of the tranny till I didn't really want to bang a pussy any more.
It got to the point where I didn't even see a vagina as attractive but was still extremely attracted to women in general(zero attraction to men). Then I knew it was a problem, because its not real and I wanted a real women deep down inside. It took weeks of forcing myself to jerk off to pussy close ups and lesbian porn to unlearn the problem this had created in me, till I learned to love pussy again. ****ing hot trannies is like trying drugs for the first time. Starts off as all fun and games till you realize you messed up your brain chasing cheap easy pleasure and you have now serious issues. I avoid them entirely now, and have been seeing normal women again and I feel like life is back to the way its supposed to be. But it wasn't an easy road.
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