I broke it again guys. I should've NEVER have fapped in the first place. I need to stop NOW if I wanna make it before the finals. SHOOT ME YOUR NEGS!!
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05-06-2014, 03:04 PM #4951"You think this is a f**king game?"
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05-06-2014, 03:26 PM #4952
Guys. I've done 5! min of eding, should I shoot it off? I have full control of the situation now, but I don't think it's healthy to have a big cum in my pen0r.
Tips?
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05-06-2014, 03:30 PM #4953
Haha, I know that feel brah. Had TWO wet dreams sunday to monday night, boxers were wet as phuck when I woke up. Went to the gym and wanted to rip all the yoga pants I saw, horny as hell. Used that to hit a PR on my front squat and DL. Chit felt light as fuk!
Important thing is to not even consider fapping an option. We're all gonna make it brahs!
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05-06-2014, 03:58 PM #4954
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05-06-2014, 05:58 PM #4955
Since April 29.
On day 8.
In on NoFap May.
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05-07-2014, 01:27 AM #4956
- Join Date: Apr 2014
- Location: Muscleville, New South Whales, Australia
- Age: 36
- Posts: 33
- Rep Power: 0
I failed, I'm getting to the stage its 2+ times a day.
I WILL HOLD STRONG ! FROM NOW no more shwanking. prms srs*Official CELLTECHnician
*Confessed Misc addict.
Winter is coming #IaintTalkingAboutGameOfThrones
has been aware.
we are all gonna make it brah
*Crossfit not even once.
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05-07-2014, 11:23 AM #4957
I feel like a wreck.
Been feeling depressed/sad as fuk. Feels like all my social skills are gone.
I went grocery shopping earlier and I had an anxiety attack.
Let me repeat that: I had an anxiety attack while buying almonds and chicken breast earlier today
Something is seriously wrong.
I'm not gonna fap again. **** this."You think this is a f**king game?"
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05-07-2014, 03:19 PM #4958
Day 36,
I feel like I've removed the conditioning related to porn, but this flat line is killing me.Currently Cutting:
Start 312.6
Current 200.4
Goal 185 (By July)
"I shall either find a way or make one."
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05-07-2014, 04:24 PM #4959
You're right man. This beast needs to be conquered. Phuckin quality post, thanks for sharing. I feel you about the god thing too, just yesterday I was searching for those good warm vibes.
Good luck to you too brother, this is all part of the journey
we're all gonna phuckin make it brahs!!
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05-07-2014, 04:28 PM #4960
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05-07-2014, 04:30 PM #4961
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05-07-2014, 04:49 PM #4962
day 57, Had another wet dream, second one in 2 days lmao
fuked up thing though is that i was watching pron in the dream... in the dream i had forgot i was on no fap.. the whole thing where in 75% of my wet dreams i am a spectator instead of a participant really reveals how much porn has fuked with my mindNo Shampoo crew
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I only crack stick with my left hand... my right hand? Strictly for buckets.
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05-08-2014, 12:32 AM #4963
Started no fap on March 8
Was about to reach my 2 month anniversary of no fap tomorrow but.....
- Spotted hot girl at gym and when I got home was thinking of the sloot
-penor started to rage
-did not stroke but tucked penor in waistband to constrict and used no stimulation
-suddenly started to get weird sensation and i explode out of nowhere all over my shirt and pants it went everywhere oh my gosh what have i done
brb gonna kill myself. I don't want to restart fuk fukfukfukfkfufkfukfufkfuk
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05-08-2014, 03:59 AM #4964
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05-08-2014, 05:08 PM #4965
- Join Date: Apr 2009
- Location: Sydney, NSW, Australia
- Age: 32
- Posts: 504
- Rep Power: 3534
Day 9 of no fap May. Momentum is on my side now. Once I surpass that 2 week barrier, the world is my oyster! Keen to hit double digits for tomorrow.
Goal wise: Studying for my Masters degree has been productive, meditating regularly for 10 minutes, logging on myfitnesspal regularly, training five times a week, reading a book.
Hitting up the dentist today for dat dere pearly white teeth, getting comp fixed from techy, then hitting up library and smashing legs. Productive day ahead brahs, chin up, we're all gonna f*ckin make it.
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05-09-2014, 05:26 AM #4966
I fapped yesterday. Not because I relapsed. But because I will do a test that requires me to be on abstinence of 3-5 days, not 15 haha.
It was not a good feeling, felt guilty. But I didn't fantasize at all or watched porn. It sucks to be on day one again, but i think not watching porn is the most important thing on this challenge .
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05-09-2014, 05:59 AM #4967
- Join Date: Feb 2007
- Location: United Kingdom (Great Britain)
- Posts: 972
- Rep Power: 2800
broke on day 6
then again twice yesterday......no porn used but FML
i used to be able to do a month....now i struggle to hit a week!
day 1 again
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05-09-2014, 06:08 AM #4968
Same day crew! Feeling similar today. Today, I had a long talk with my mum about random chit like things that happened when I was a kid. Going "hey do you remember that time when our car broke down...", etc. I kid you not, it's like once in a blue moon I have a talk lasting more than 5 minutes. This was like almost an hour. Good to spend time with my mum chit chatting now with mothers day around corner as opposed to me being in my room all day on my laptop.
Caught up with some friends, getting yucky, playing pool and what not. I don't know if it's placebo or whatever, but I seem more social. I had errands, had to leave my friends and one of them were like "c'mon man come kick it with us and play some fifa" - versus them flaking me off cause of my bored presence.
Positive about hitting 2 weeks too.
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05-09-2014, 12:18 PM #4969
- Join Date: Jun 2012
- Location: State / Province, India
- Age: 36
- Posts: 75
- Rep Power: 253
Demotivated
Day 141...really depressed now...had a chat with some frnds..told dem that I am on no-fap so i can't watch any porn wid dem which they were planning....they replied to me "u r nuts"..."male produces lots of sperms lifelong, u r 26 so dont worry, u will nt run out of them"...when i told dem that its about self-development they said "u get life only once, so u should enjoy everybit of it" so i said " y dont u enjoy wid ur GF instead? PMO effects mind and it is harmful mentally "...to this they said "y dont u preach ur sh**t outside, just get out...there r many people who watch porn and are alright, i dont know wat happen to u, u were alright couple of months ago , r u trying to become a saint (laughs) ?"
Last edited by nitin24; 05-09-2014 at 12:27 PM. Reason: addition
Sex is one of d greatest of all forces which motivate human beings.Because of dis fact it is also one of d most dangerous forces.If humans would control their sex desire n transmute dem into a driving force wid which to carry on their occupation - dat is, if they spent on their work one half d time they dissipate in pursuit of sex, they would never know Poverty.- Napoleon Hill.
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05-09-2014, 12:43 PM #4970
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05-09-2014, 12:46 PM #4971
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05-09-2014, 08:46 PM #4972
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05-09-2014, 09:14 PM #4973
- Join Date: Jun 2012
- Location: State / Province, India
- Age: 36
- Posts: 75
- Rep Power: 253
well it was a small get together , we met after 6-8 months after we passed out frm college and all were working here and there, so they just made a plan to have a small get together party at home , we order lots of stuff, they saw my pc , one was checking FB on it.. and I don't know they will make a plan to watch porn late night.
Sex is one of d greatest of all forces which motivate human beings.Because of dis fact it is also one of d most dangerous forces.If humans would control their sex desire n transmute dem into a driving force wid which to carry on their occupation - dat is, if they spent on their work one half d time they dissipate in pursuit of sex, they would never know Poverty.- Napoleon Hill.
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05-09-2014, 11:14 PM #4974
Yea what freaks me out though is that instead of dreaming that I am the one having sex, I dream of watching other people. Its like I've been brainwashed to believe that I am only allowed to watch as another male ravishes the female I desire, instead of me being the guy. It's like this idea is so deeply ingrained in my head that it pops up in my dreams...
I had a dream right before i started no fap that I remember vividly because it was so fuked up. Brandi Love picked me up from a bar and brought me to her place. She said ok just sign this release form and we can film this little scene. I was like ok. The when I thought she was gonna gime dome this bish cut the tip of my dink off and said ok now fuk me. I was like GAHHHH and ran out of the place looking for a hospital with my D head in hand. I swear thats dream has to have some kind of psychological significance. Even if I do go back to fapping, it wont be Brandi Love thats for fuking sure.
Also day 60, big milestone. We out here bros.No Shampoo crew
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I only crack stick with my left hand... my right hand? Strictly for buckets.
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05-10-2014, 01:53 AM #4975
Day 15
No libido. I'm assuming this is the reboot stage. I feel much more calm and collected most of the time and when I look in the mirror I can't help but say, "Damn I look good." Confidence is high and I can tell when women are checking me out, it's like I'm tuned in to their frequency. I'm also on dat dere no porn time, but I've been stumbling across a lot of hnnnngggg threads, not to get turned on, but out of curiosity. Am I still good brahs?
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05-10-2014, 07:13 AM #4976
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05-11-2014, 06:44 AM #4977
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05-11-2014, 07:17 AM #4978
Made it to DAY 27 and gave in......
Wasn't even worth it. Feels like it will be forever until I get to 27 days again.Cobra Kai Crew
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05-11-2014, 08:36 AM #4979
read all the pages I missed out on, when I was gone....
A. Noticed Tobias didn't even bother to respond to my post I directed towards him. You responded to all the other posts that were directed towards you, but chose to ignore mine. That comes across as very rude.
B. Noticed Tobias didn't respond to my PM when I told him I had a record of 22 days. Again, also rude you didn't bother to repond to my PM. Didn't hear a peep out of you. I remember when kanay made it to DAY 27 and Tobias was so happy for him and congratulated him. Well, my record is now 27 days as well even though I relpased today.
C. I figured Gabriel Anton would be back. I bet him and CSOleson are pretty happy I relapsed.
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05-11-2014, 10:33 AM #4980
sigh, just fapped 4 consecutive times
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