there's no reason for me to live, and things aren't getting better

[ballsman13]

I've been trying to change things for the last 10 years, life style improvements, health/fitness, working towards things, things just aren't getting better and my tank has been on empty for quite a few years.
23, wasted my teen years hiding in my room sitting on the computer, wasting my 20s doing the same. I'd love to make friends, memories, something to look back on when I'm 30-40. You might say "just get out there", if you could only see what I'm dealing with you'd understand why I don't want to go outside. My body is disgusting after losing weight, people point it out and make fun of me for it, I feel worthless, and I'm so fking sick and tired of it. I'm tired of having no motivation, tired of being alone, tired of feeling like dirt, tired of feeling empty, I'm tired of being me.

[SuccessInMind]

time for cell tech

[Jormund]

Are you going to be feel sorry for yourself or are you going to get on the grind and fix everything in your life? Stop feeling sorry for yourself *******.

I am so sick of the: ''I want to do this and that, but I don't have this, so I will keep complaining''

FUKK YOU

[GravityLee]

My brother and I go to board game meetups and conventions. Most of the people look like wow players. If thats the look youre rocking i recommend taking up nerd hobbies. My brother also writes superhero stories and goes to clubs where authors help each other. Basically im saying find hobbies and social groups. Meetup dot com is a good place to start.

time for cell tech

Also this

[Getter_done]

At least wait till 40 before u end it

[MetroBrah]

Play Yugioh and go to comic con dead srs. Loads of fun and you'll meet a lot of interesting people

[f00d]

Stop letting other people's opinions be the main criteria in forming your own, it's weak AF. The only people who make fun of you for trying to get healthy are wastes of air anyway, ignore them.

[MattManYo]

Did you go to college, if so did you not meet anyone? Anyways things will get better bro, there's always a light at the end of the tunnel, just keep making improvement everyday. Do something each day that betters you as a person. It may seem hard now, but you'll be laughing 5-10 years from now. We are all gonna make it brah, stay up man. And never think of ending it, that never goes well for you or the people who care about you(which is usually more than you think)

[ballsman13]

Are you going to be feel sorry for yourself or are you going to get on the grind and fix everything in your life? Stop feeling sorry for yourself *******.

I am so sick of the: ''I want to do this and that, but I don't have this, so I will keep complaining''

FUKK YOU

no motvation, no light at the end of the tunnel, no friends, no one to talk to, still pushing myself, going to gym and dieting for years just to realize my body is ****ed and will need surgery, drawing for 2 years just to suck, learn programming for a year just to realize I hate it.

You don't know what it's like to hate your body so much you don't want to take showers or leave your bedroom, you can't talk to people or be yourself. When you're not on the computer distracting yourself all you want to do is lay in your bed. This is truly a nightmare.

[TooMuchTruth]

I've been trying to change things for the last 10 years, life style improvements, health/fitness, working towards things, things just aren't getting better and my tank has been on empty for quite a few years.
23, wasted my teen years hiding in my room sitting on the computer, wasting my 20s doing the same. I'd love to make friends, memories, something to look back on when I'm 30-40. You might say "just get out there", if you could only see what I'm dealing with you'd understand why I don't want to go outside. My body is disgusting after losing weight, people point it out and make fun of me for it, I feel worthless, and I'm so fking sick and tired of it. I'm tired of having no motivation, tired of being alone, tired of feeling like dirt, tired of feeling empty, I'm tired of being me.

23... loool. Your life has barely even begun. Go out and take some risks and make mistakes. This **** isn't supposed to be easy bro!

[getseverygirl]

I think your overthinking it every person who looks in your direction is lauching at you? i don't think so relax and don't overthink every step my friend no disrespectt ofcourse i know it can be difficult to be FA

[KhumatMibra]

Age
47

[Boba155]

Same OP, I just drink

[Omnivium]

How much does the surgery cost? Just gotta stay strong until you have the money for surgery. That's the light at the end of the tunnel right there

[bjjnovice]

i have no interest in offering advice to or trying to help people that don't want to help themselves

you've obviously decided you're giving up, that you're worthless, that your life is worthless, so nothing I or anyone else says is going to help you.

if you offered even a shred of hope in your op i'd try to help

fist yourself.

[MetroBrah]

How much does the surgery cost? Just gotta stay strong until you have the money for surgery. That the light at the end of the tunnel right there

this

Consider it a challenge. Saving up for the surgery and knowing how good you're going to look afterwards

[TimboSlice36]

I know it's easier said than done but you have to change your mindset and grow some ballsman.
Get out and meet people, join a club, go to the Y....anything, something.

[Natureal]

Find some bitch online who feels the same and get to know her and hook up man, just a thought, it's not over, you're not the only one feeling bad, there's a lot of people just like you and you need to find them.

[Issobolic28]

I've been trying to change things for the last 10 years, life style improvements, health/fitness, working towards things, things just aren't getting better and my tank has been on empty for quite a few years.
23, wasted my teen years hiding in my room sitting on the computer, wasting my 20s doing the same. I'd love to make friends, memories, something to look back on when I'm 30-40. You might say "just get out there", if you could only see what I'm dealing with you'd understand why I don't want to go outside. My body is disgusting after losing weight, people point it out and make fun of me for it, I feel worthless, and I'm so fking sick and tired of it. I'm tired of having no motivation, tired of being alone, tired of feeling like dirt, tired of feeling empty, I'm tired of being me.

Cool.

I'm 41, Indian, and a manlet and I have a better outlook on life than you do.

[stasmtl]

in b4 Staberella

[ballsman13]

How much does the surgery cost? Just gotta stay strong until you have the money for surgery. That's the light at the end of the tunnel right there

5k, my parents said they'd loan me it and after I'd be able to get a job to pay it back. I'm tying to cut down in weight from about 18-20% to 10-15% bf before I see a doctor.

[kalvinmc]

time to start sipping on some of dat dere Capri Sun

[CodyZellery]

PURGE
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[doughnutking]

What is the surgery for? Is it to get a bigger cock or liposuction or what?

[kalvinmc]

What is the surgery for? Is it to get a bigger cock or liposuction or what?

loose skin I presume

[DatFeelGuy]

Boohoo

You're perfectly capable of changing your life for the better. You choose not to.

[Omnivium]

5k, my parents said they'd loan me it and after I'd be able to get a job to pay it back. I'm tying to cut down in weight from about 18-20% to 10-15% bf before I see a doctor.

Well that's not bad at all then. Just go on a hard cut for a couple months and then get the surgery

[GreekyBeth]

You need professional help asap. Look into it please.

[AndYUKnowThis]

Agent 47 strikes again

[ballsman13]

i have no interest in offering advice to or trying to help people that don't want to help themselves

you've obviously decided you're giving up, that you're worthless, that your life is worthless, so nothing I or anyone else says is going to help you.

if you offered even a shred of hope in your op i'd try to help

fist yourself.

I don't know what you're talking about man because I've been trying hard everyday to fix this for the last 10 years. I have no energy to get out of bed and I can't see a future where things go right, but I'm still trying because that's all I can do. I spent a year learning programming, pushed myself for months despite hating every second. At this point I'd rather die than accept being a 30-40 year old ugly loser who might as well have never been born.