Today not only marks the end of April but marks 68 days porn free! Bring on May!
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04-30-2017, 06:24 PM #1501Personal Goals
1.Bowling Community Level Coaching = Completed on June 1st 2014
2.Security License= Completed April 24th 2015
3.G License = Completed May 26th 2015
4.Nike+ Road to a million = Completed August 22nd 2015
School Goals ECE (Early Childhood Education)
1.Anaphylaxis Certification = November 13th 2016
2.Babysitting Certification = December 4th 2016
3. Respite Care for People with Autism= May 14th 2017
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05-07-2017, 08:47 AM #1502
75 days porn Free today!!
lets go with the bad news I just got booted out of my program and sent down to general arts for a year fml, i can't get this school concept down pat yet ugh. good news though is that usually when stuff like that happens i go on a fap binge and I haven't yet so I'm pretty happy about that.
Personal Goals
1.Bowling Community Level Coaching = Completed on June 1st 2014
2.Security License= Completed April 24th 2015
3.G License = Completed May 26th 2015
4.Nike+ Road to a million = Completed August 22nd 2015
School Goals ECE (Early Childhood Education)
1.Anaphylaxis Certification = November 13th 2016
2.Babysitting Certification = December 4th 2016
3. Respite Care for People with Autism= May 14th 2017
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05-08-2017, 01:16 PM #1503
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05-08-2017, 07:10 PM #1504
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05-09-2017, 04:06 PM #1505
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05-14-2017, 04:09 PM #1506
Day 82 of No Porn!!
I can add now ton my list that I got my certification for Respite Care with People with Autism!!!
Personal Goals
1.Bowling Community Level Coaching = Completed on June 1st 2014
2.Security License= Completed April 24th 2015
3.G License = Completed May 26th 2015
4.Nike+ Road to a million = Completed August 22nd 2015
School Goals ECE (Early Childhood Education)
1.Anaphylaxis Certification = November 13th 2016
2.Babysitting Certification = December 4th 2016
3. Respite Care for People with Autism= May 14th 2017
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05-17-2017, 02:23 PM #1507
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05-17-2017, 04:40 PM #1508
So after reading all this no fap **** on MISC I decided to give it a try. Honestly the first few days where easy, altough I had to make a consious decision not to fap, it didnt take all that will power. Problably around the 4th or 5th day I started noticing that I had a semi every time I would go take a piss. Starting on like the 9th day, I began to get raging hard boners out of the blue (for no aparent reason). At this point I had to will my self not to fap. Fastfoward to day 13. im sitting there watching the mid day news on KUTT your local leader in independent television services. Well actually, I was sitting there FBing/MISCing, with the TV on in the background. The mid day news had problably been over for atleast 27 minutes (I honestly wasnt even paying attention). It wasnt until I heard, "Jerry, Jerry, Jerry.." on in the back ground that I actually noticed that the news where over and Jerry Springer was on. This particular show was tittled, "My mom is a man... and I had sex with her/him" It was about children, who much their chagrin, found out their their mother was really a cross dressig man... and ultimately wound up in a sexual relation. Well at first I was like lol/groce. But then **** got real when I realized how turned on I was. At first I was like dat milf. dem lips. dem powerfull legs (mind you, ken, who now goes by the name kerin, was a former armature bodybuilder, so needless to say, she had an amazing physique). dem biceps. dat back. Fuk it, I couldnt help it any longer! FAP. FAP. FAP. I stroked my cokc vigorously. Harder than I ever had before. It wasnt even two minutes later that I blew my warm load. Holy fuk! It went clear across the room, 12 feet to be exact. I think it might be a world record but wont know for sure until Larry from guiness book of world records comes on tuesday for official records. But I digress. Immediately after I orgasm, it all sinks in. The fukc did I just do? I am over whelmed with feelings. confusion. apathy. hunger. guilt. I ask my self, am I gay? Oh lord what have I done?
Well, it has been two days since this all happened. I still dont know how this happened. I spent my days curled in my bath tub, crying (I am typing this from my bath tub). I really dont know what to do. The one thing I know is that this could of all been avoided. I am not here to make my self a martyr, but please fellow miscers, learn from my mistake.
Cliffs for you ****ots:
-Start no fap
-After no fap for several days start to get boners for no reason
-Watching Jerry Springer
-Get turned on by "my mom is a man
... and I had sex with her/him
-get turned on/fap
-feel guilty
-am gay?
-wat do?
srs now day 18
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05-17-2017, 04:43 PM #1509
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05-17-2017, 04:46 PM #1510
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05-17-2017, 04:48 PM #1511
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05-18-2017, 11:15 AM #1512
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05-18-2017, 01:58 PM #1513
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05-20-2017, 08:10 AM #1514
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05-22-2017, 03:51 PM #1515
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06-01-2017, 03:27 PM #1516
so i broke at 87 it was a pretty good run for me!
then I built up a measly 3 day streak before breaking it agaib but i did get my smart serve certification during that that little streak so i can add that to another goal completed!
well its june 1st and today marks day one again for me, hope everyone has a solid june run!Personal Goals
1.Bowling Community Level Coaching = Completed on June 1st 2014
2.Security License= Completed April 24th 2015
3.G License = Completed May 26th 2015
4.Nike+ Road to a million = Completed August 22nd 2015
School Goals ECE (Early Childhood Education)
1.Anaphylaxis Certification = November 13th 2016
2.Babysitting Certification = December 4th 2016
3. Respite Care for People with Autism= May 14th 2017
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06-13-2017, 07:50 AM #1517
Wow. Incredible to see these threads still going.
I last gave a fuk about nofap in 2013-2014, atleast for real. Now I have once more reached a point in life where i look back at previous experiences in hopes of finding guidance now and in the future. Particulary I remember the times in which had the longest streaks of nofap to being the most productive and self improving period of my life.
I've gone 15 days now and heading for at least 90, you guys are my witnesses and this post is my promise to you and myself to achieve my goal.
To every bro out there battling bad habits: you can do it dont doubt a thing
Thank you for this thread, Wish me continued luck!
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06-13-2017, 11:44 AM #1518
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06-13-2017, 06:12 PM #1519Personal Goals
1.Bowling Community Level Coaching = Completed on June 1st 2014
2.Security License= Completed April 24th 2015
3.G License = Completed May 26th 2015
4.Nike+ Road to a million = Completed August 22nd 2015
School Goals ECE (Early Childhood Education)
1.Anaphylaxis Certification = November 13th 2016
2.Babysitting Certification = December 4th 2016
3. Respite Care for People with Autism= May 14th 2017
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06-13-2017, 06:13 PM #1520Personal Goals
1.Bowling Community Level Coaching = Completed on June 1st 2014
2.Security License= Completed April 24th 2015
3.G License = Completed May 26th 2015
4.Nike+ Road to a million = Completed August 22nd 2015
School Goals ECE (Early Childhood Education)
1.Anaphylaxis Certification = November 13th 2016
2.Babysitting Certification = December 4th 2016
3. Respite Care for People with Autism= May 14th 2017
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06-16-2017, 09:58 PM #1521
7 days cleaned of both No Fap and No Porn!
depressed week pretty much!
Personal Goals
1.Bowling Community Level Coaching = Completed on June 1st 2014
2.Security License= Completed April 24th 2015
3.G License = Completed May 26th 2015
4.Nike+ Road to a million = Completed August 22nd 2015
School Goals ECE (Early Childhood Education)
1.Anaphylaxis Certification = November 13th 2016
2.Babysitting Certification = December 4th 2016
3. Respite Care for People with Autism= May 14th 2017
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06-18-2017, 01:01 AM #1522
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07-04-2017, 11:19 PM #1523
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07-08-2017, 08:40 AM #1524
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07-08-2017, 08:41 AM #1525
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07-08-2017, 08:47 AM #1526
Your soul knows that what your doing is wrong and you're not satisfying your desires in a healthy way. Keep at it and it will go away as the weeks turn into months. Although chronic porn use could be a coping mechanism for a real case of depression which you will have to address beyond simply stoping porn use and fapping.
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07-08-2017, 09:02 AM #1527
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07-08-2017, 07:21 PM #1528
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07-13-2017, 10:19 AM #1529
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07-14-2017, 09:48 AM #1530
wow this thread has died down. Day 1 here
You can, and need to find a ground that you know you are suppose to stand on.. hence, stand your ground, this is the place where you know everything is as it should be for you. If you stand in a place where you know in your heart things are wrong, most things around you will never be right.
Rule number one, never work at being what another man defines as being "honorable", Honorable is is being true to what you know and and doing what you know is right for you..
Nagalfar
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