[SRS] Depression Discussion and Support Thread Part III

[apple2yourEYE]

GO TO A FUKIN THERAPIST/PSYCH

I went to one and it changed my life. They put me on the correct things as well as help me break down what the initial problem was. Life sucks but oh well at least make it manageable.

I have crippling anxiety. I can't leave my house now I can.

Listen to this please... I was suffered for about 5 years, straight misery couldn't leave the house just straight rotting. Almost offed myself.

Just last week went to a psych got 2 meds and now feel like my old self.

What took so long? Afraid of being locked up in a hospitals, also not wanting to get "help' and being put on meds.

Do it and be saved guys, we aren't suppose to suffer the way we are. It's not normal and all this is coming to light now.

[eod8989]

I've noticed that when i misc too much i get a headache. Really need to figure this chit out and cut my time down on these forums. Every topic just becomes an argument it's weird af cuz

[SteadyWayfarer]

I've noticed that when i misc too much i get a headache. Really need to figure this chit out and cut my time down on these forums. Every topic just becomes an argument it's weird af cuz

yeah, i try to cut back on internet in general. I realize that there's very little discussion, mostly arguments, and debates that will never be solved in an online setting anyway.

[Deathstroke]

I fukked up cutting my hair srs

I'd put my back to the mirror on the wall while holding a hand mirror in front of my face and trimmed the back of my head as best I could with the scissors and the buzzclippers. The front and side I could get alright on my own just not the back without one hand holding a mirror and the other trimming.

[2RDEYE]

I've noticed that when i misc too much i get a headache. Really need to figure this chit out and cut my time down on these forums. Every topic just becomes an argument it's weird af cuz

i'm trying so hard to not click most of the threads now for that reason. it sucks that i'm also addicted to reddit, it's even worse there with the arguments. on reddit i just post something and someone immediately starts an argument with me, and I go full on fight mode lol because of how retarded they are. but i get too emotionally invested. but yeah i try to just open up like the non-social topics threads. i've always only liked the guys in the anime thread, they pretty much avoid the rest of the misc lol, they don't post as much anymore, most moved on, but they usually just pop in to have a joke every now and then. but yeah the rest of the misc is really toxic. there are interesting threads now and then though, but the ones that have like social-topics, it just feels like more of the same. like you get involved in one topic... and then you're so into that mindset that you get so involved in another topic. well that's me anyways

[eod8989]

I'd put my back to the mirror on the wall while holding a hand mirror in front of my face and trimmed the back of my head as best I could with the scissors and the buzzclippers. The front and side I could get alright on my own just not the back without one hand holding a mirror and the other trimming.

That's what i do i just cut my hair so often that sometimes i fuk it up lol

[eod8989]

i'm trying so hard to not click most of the threads now for that reason. it sucks that i'm also addicted to reddit, it's even worse there with the arguments. on reddit i just post something and someone immediately starts an argument with me, and I go full on fight mode lol because of how retarded they are. but i get too emotionally invested. but yeah i try to just open up like the non-social topics threads. i've always only liked the guys in the anime thread, they pretty much avoid the rest of the misc lol, they don't post as much anymore, most moved on, but they usually just pop in to have a joke every now and then. but yeah the rest of the misc is really toxic. there are interesting threads now and then though, but the ones that have like social-topics, it just feels like more of the same. like you get involved in one topic... and then you're so into that mindset that you get so involved in another topic. well that's me anyways

I haven't had a huge problem with reddit but i don't use it much. It's my secondary to this forum. This place is just getting too toxic though and the topics have been beaten to death. If i had friends i would barely even post on forums.

[BigTimePlayer]

I haven't had a huge problem with reddit but i don't use it much. It's my secondary to this forum. This place is just getting too toxic though and the topics have been beaten to death. If i had friends i would barely even post on forums.

It’s why I don’t post much on here anymore. It’s just way too negative & people always leaving nasty comments. It just brings me into a bad mindset automatically.

[2RDEYE]

been on the comp all day. only ate breakfast. time disappeared for me this day

I haven't had a huge problem with reddit but i don't use it much. It's my secondary to this forum. This place is just getting too toxic though and the topics have been beaten to death. If i had friends i would barely even post on forums.

totally man. if i had an excuse to go out or had people to talk to. i think i wouldn't be here as well. i imagine my life would be like talking to buddies on skype and doing fun things, idk. idk if people even use skype nowadays lol **** i think people use discord now

[2RDEYE]

i'm in that giving up mode again. don't want to go outside, or find a new job, or anything. too scared to go outside. too much anxiety to talk to someone. ah ****. have to go to downtown for something ****ing anxiety. i hate going downtown, my anxiety there is so bad. homeless, and drug addicts everywhere.

i actually sprained my neck 2 days ago in the gym, so it doesn't help they i can't even go to the gym. gonna try tomorrow though.

[slimchopra]

I was wondering if anyone had any success stories dealing with their depression?

I'm currently back on some meds which are really helping me feel better, and I want to use the motivation and energy to make some major lifestyle changes. I'm looking to improve my diet, create an exercise habit, and stop isolating myself and create a social network.

I was wondering what stuff you guys have done that has helped. I don't want to have to take meds for the rest of my life.

[eod8989]

LOL at work i always see the same people with their heads down walking around listening to music on breaks. I just know they are FA's

[eod8989]

i'm in that giving up mode again. don't want to go outside, or find a new job, or anything. too scared to go outside. too much anxiety to talk to someone. ah ****. have to go to downtown for something ****ing anxiety. i hate going downtown, my anxiety there is so bad. homeless, and drug addicts everywhere.

i actually sprained my neck 2 days ago in the gym, so it doesn't help they i can't even go to the gym. gonna try tomorrow though.

I just don't feel right in my body anymore so anytime i go anywhere i get insecure and have anxiety. I just feel off from not socializing. I would need to do it pretty much every day to even get decent at it again.

[eod8989]

All I hear anyone talk about is normie stuff. Literally every conversation I hear is like the exact same

[2RDEYE]

do u work in downtown eod? i had to go there today, oh god, it's terrible. i'm on the opposite side of downtown, i hate it because it's so congested and ugly. can't imagine all the white collars that are working there. my anxiety was through the roof lol ****in like it felt like i was going crazy. huge skyscrapers everywhere, too many people, etc. etc. i hate going there. i don't understand the people that like to hang out there.

also shaved for the first time in 6 months. holy ****. i look like an alien now lol. it's like a huge difference, my face looks so much more baby face. but at the same time i look good in selfies vs with facial hair. i've never experienced this feeling before. like growing it out for a couple months then clean shaving. kind of regret it because now i look like i'm actually 18 again, but at the same time it suits me more i think.



this ****ing feel lol

[BigTimePlayer]

I feel this is as good as it’s going to get for me at this point. I’m likely never going to feel 100% normal again otherwise why am I still like this? Life just sucks so bad. I just feel completely trapped in my body & I can’t escape this mess.

[eod8989]

do u work in downtown eod? i had to go there today, oh god, it's terrible. i'm on the opposite side of downtown, i hate it because it's so congested and ugly. can't imagine all the white collars that are working there. my anxiety was through the roof lol ****in like it felt like i was going crazy. huge skyscrapers everywhere, too many people, etc. etc. i hate going there. i don't understand the people that like to hang out there.

also shaved for the first time in 6 months. holy ****. i look like an alien now lol. it's like a huge difference, my face looks so much more baby face. but at the same time i look good in selfies vs with facial hair. i've never experienced this feeling before. like growing it out for a couple months then clean shaving. kind of regret it because now i look like i'm actually 18 again, but at the same time it suits me more i think.

Yeah i work right downtown in a huge corporate building and i hate seeing all the lawyers and douchebrahs dressed up. There are literally like 1000 people that work in my building maybe more. I can't be myself there either. Have to pretty much stay professional. I don't live in a big city though so it isn't that bad but traffic sucks at rush hours.

I feel this is as good as it’s going to get for me at this point. I’m likely never going to feel 100% normal again otherwise why am I still like this? Life just sucks so bad. I just feel completely trapped in my body & I can’t escape this mess.

It's a nightmare. I really don't understand it. Literally around 2014-2015 i isolated from the few fake friends i had and i haven't met anyone since. I simply don't exist anymore.

[2RDEYE]

fuk me... im trying to take a selfie because it's required for this meeting people online app ****, but i cant do it. im so ugly face

Yeah i work right downtown in a huge corporate building and i hate seeing all the lawyers and douchebrahs dressed up. There are literally like 1000 people that work in my building maybe more. I can't be myself there either. Have to pretty much stay professional. I don't live in a big city though so it isn't that bad but traffic sucks at rush hours.

feel like i can understand ur pain of work a little more lol. just being there in the heart of downtown, i want to gtfo so fast. get my **** done and get out.

[eod8989]

Like what are you supposed to do its impossible to meet anyone because everyone is in groups and its awkward bothering people and trying to make random conversation. I want to talk about things that interest me anyways

[2RDEYE]

oh my god i spent like 4 hours trying to get my ****ing stupid printer to read my new ink that i just got refilled still doesn't work. waste of time

[2009joindate]

oh my god i spent like 4 hours trying to get my ****ing stupid printer to read my new ink that i just got refilled still doesn't work. waste of time

if thats yur hardest problem brah....

smh been way 2 fuked up haven't left the house fior 4 days.. no job kidna sucks more than i thought... fuk got toys in the garage to play with just no motivation... no friends anymore

[hidingwithmusic]

I've been going through bad times for 12 years now.. I'm very tired of being unhappy. Right now I'm working on getting my insurance to pay an oral surgeon to fix my TMJ. I'm really hope this is the answer to fixing all of my problems.... I miss the man I used to be more than anyone. My body is getting to the point where I don't want to goto school and i want to lay down all day. Im behind on everything. I really hope things will finally get better for me.

[2009joindate]

I've been going through bad times for 12 years now.. I'm very tired of being unhappy. Right now I'm working on getting my insurance to pay an oral surgeon to fix my TMJ. I'm really hope this is the answer to fixing all of my problems.... I miss the man I used to be more than anyone. My body is getting to the point where I don't want to goto school and i want to lay down all day. Im behind on everything. I really hope things will finally get better for me.

one thing i learned is that one fix you always think will change **** never does facts...

[DoUEvenDrift]

Like what are you supposed to do its impossible to meet anyone because everyone is in groups and its awkward bothering people and trying to make random conversation. I want to talk about things that interest me anyways

im not sure where you live but I think its a societal change we are witnessing along with materialism (srs)

This impacts the average person in a negative way i would say past the age of 20.

Its no coincidence unique personalities and people cease to exist past the age of high school. Everyone literally turns into a drone.

[eod8989]

im not sure where you live but I think its a societal change we are witnessing along with materialism (srs)

This impacts the average person in a negative way i would say past the age of 20.

Its no coincidence unique personalities and people cease to exist past the age of high school. Everyone literally turns into a drone.

Yeah I've noticed this too most people after 25 or so are drones. They don't have 1/4 of the youthful energy as someone that is still early 20s. Especially around my age the majority of people that are 30 have no life left in them.

[2RDEYE]

Yeah I've noticed this too most people after 25 or so are drones. They don't have 1/4 of the youthful energy as someone that is still early 20s. Especially around my age the majority of people that are 30 have no life left in them.

the second i turned 25, i became an absolute cynic lol. i just gave up with being upbeat. i'm just like "ok" "whatever" "oh"

even right now i'm just like "oh... leg day... -_-" just calculating whether it's worth it or not

[eod8989]

the second i turned 25, i became an absolute cynic lol. i just gave up with being upbeat. i'm just like "ok" "whatever" "oh"

even right now i'm just like "oh... leg day... -_-" just calculating whether it's worth it or not

It was 26 for me when i started working at an office and realized nothing really matters anymore. It's hard to be upbeat when you spend 90% of your life doing things you don't want to. I don't take lifting too serious anymore it's best to just stay lean and lift when i want instead of lifting every day lol

[Sinan09400]

Listen to this please... I was suffered for about 5 years, straight misery couldn't leave the house just straight rotting. Almost offed myself.

Just last week went to a psych got 2 meds and now feel like my old self.

What took so long? Afraid of being locked up in a hospitals, also not wanting to get "help' and being put on meds.

Do it and be saved guys, we aren't suppose to suffer the way we are. It's not normal and all this is coming to light now.

Using meds prescribed by newly graduated stupid docs only made things worse. I felt like I turned into an emotionless thing. Then I quit and swore to myself I'll never go to a psychologist and take antidepressants again. This was 8 years ago; I do not believe I have depression now; I'm just in a dont give a fuk mode; either that or I've been depressed for so long it feels normal to me.

Either way; it doesnt bother me anymore so I dont consider it as a problem

fuk me... im trying to take a selfie because it's required for this meeting people online app ****, but i cant do it. im so ugly face



feel like i can understand ur pain of work a little more lol. just being there in the heart of downtown, i want to gtfo so fast. get my **** done and get out.

It's been proven that women are extra picky online. Even most aesthetic dudes I know get few matches. Better invest in irl dating

[2RDEYE]

one good thing actually happened to me the other day, so i was trying to fix my printer so i could print out a return slip for amazon because this pants i bought i didn't like. and i couldn't fix my printer. so i just contacted amazon and said my printer is broken is there any other way i can return this product. and they told me that i didn't have to return it and they will just issue the full refund. so i basically got $60 pants for free.

It's been proven that women are extra picky online. Even most aesthetic dudes I know get few matches. Better invest in irl dating

i can't do irl dating, i'm in a pretty bad place in life in all aspects, don't have a car, education, or job, still live with family. i kind of just want to talk to girls for now. but on this app, they just give me one word answers and don't continue the conversation so i think most girls are not interested in me. but whatever even that one word answer feels good to receive. better than nothing.

[hidingwithmusic]

I'm so behind in all of my classes. I believe that i will be reading from you each of my classes everyday for the next 3 weeks to catch-up. I'm disabled and I'm very blessed that I can "barely" handle going to college.. I've had ongoing fatigue for the past few years and I'm doing a sleep study this week to see if it's from sleep apnea.. I'm hoping doc discovers it because my sleep and fatigue are absolutely horrible. I moved out of my small town to baton rouge, La and I love it out here... All I need are friends but I don't plan on becoming more social until these doctors can figure out my problems. Good luck to everyone here with the upcoming week, maybe things might get a little better with someone. I'm a diagnosed schizoaffective depressive type so I'm very sad even during my good times. Have a great day!