Ask a recovering meth addict and alcoholic anything

[bigbtree]

Waiting for you

[twovalvekid]

How much cawq did you suck for meth?

[WoofieNugget]

Whenever I've heard meth addicts describe the high, they say it's way better than sex or anything else. What did it feel like for you?

How much of your life did you destroy with your addiction?

[RW2]

What compelled you to try meth? How do you casually just decide to try it?

[BasedKun]

How are you doing now? Do you struggle with potential relapse?

[bigbtree]

Whenever I've heard meth addicts describe the high, they say it's way better than sex or anything else. What did it feel like for you?

How much of your life did you destroy with your addiction?

Well, I think I kinda messed my dopamine receptors up but I would say if there were no negatives consequences and I wouldn't go to jail/hell or restart my addiction down the rabbit hole into inevitable psychosis and could just use meth once and walk away I would say the meth would be more pleasurable than a one night stand. I think it would just give me more dopamine than the sex would.

But thats not how it would go, I would not be able to stop because the dopamine spike from getting high now with no tolerance would be so high it would take away my will to do anything else but chase the dragon into oblivion.

Tbh when I did meth I never sought out sex, I use to be more sociable from it but everytime I have relapsed all I want to do is lock myself away in the dark and masturbate to porn. Sometimes for a few days straight. What a pathetic excuse for life that is.

[Paul Kreul]

What was your original account?

[bigbtree]

What compelled you to try meth? How do you casually just decide to try it?

Well I had family that was addicted and I once despised it never thought I would, then in my later teens I had friends experience with it.. never really got high though. But I suffered from a lot of depression/anxiety and self hate and wanting to escape most of my life.. when those research chemicals were a thing I was right on the ship using those. It started with more "innocent" forms of escape like alcohol, weed, porn.. then I had the opportunity to try meth in bigger quantity so I thought why the hell not? I can just use it and see what its all about, I'll never become like one of those half lookin dead tweakers DARE officers tried to scare me into thinking I would become..How wrong I was.

[Berts]

"Meth, Only Once"

[DustinTheHuss]

Good for you for choosing recovery!

[OliverHeldens]

If you had a hall pass on one for a single night, would you pick the Meth or the Alcohol?

[Goat_187]

Where you doing any other hard drugs like coke before you started meth? What's the longest days you stayed awake and how did it start feeling from euphoria to being miserable with no sleep?

How you doing with alcohol? you going AA everyday?

[LuigiMiami631]

How hard is it to get into meth and does it require a master's or PHD as well?

[FelixTheCat1919]

How much cawq did you suck for meth?

This.


Meth heads are the absolute worst of the worst. Zero redeeming qualities about them. Can't stand how they act.

[PaulJerome]

Congrats on recovery. Your dopamine receptors will reset over time.

A couple years ago, I ran into my Aunt and asked her how my cousin Michelle (her daughter) was doing. She said she is in Georgia and not doing good at all. The whole household is addicted to meth and they haven't been paying the mortgage where my aunt was the mortgagee. I said give me her number.

Went to Georgia a couple times. Got the house sold. Bought her a trailer after she took a couple drug tests. The whole household has kicked it and are all gainfully employed. Received the coolest text from my aunt thanking me.

[Pats2022SBwin]

How much cawq did you suck for meth?

He did it for free

[bigbtree]

Where you doing any other hard drugs like coke before you started meth? What's the longest days you stayed awake and how did it start feeling from euphoria to being miserable with no sleep?

How you doing with alcohol? you going AA everyday?

I tried coke as a teen but probably got ripped off, dont remember getting high it was probably placebo.
And I maybe stayed up for like 3 days or so, then I usually run out of drugs by then and crash.

Once I relapse the pleasure doesn't last long. Get really high the first time then I will be chasing that high the whole week while getting less and less pleasure and more sickly and tired. Then by then I am already entering into psychosis probably.

[twovalvekid]

He did it for free

This is prolly the answer.

I love AMA threads where OP only answers half the questions.

[bigbtree]

Congrats on recovery. Your dopamine receptors will reset over time.

A couple years ago, I ran into my Aunt and asked her how my cousin Michelle (her daughter) was doing. She said she is in Georgia and not doing good at all. The whole household is addicted to meth and they haven't been paying the mortgage where my aunt was the mortgagee. I said give me her number.

Went to Georgia a couple times. Got the house sold. Bought her a trailer after she took a couple drug tests. The whole household has kicked it and are all gainfully employed. Received the coolest text from my aunt thanking me.

Good work dude, and yeah I am hoping I recover. Tbh I still crave it a lot even though I know how terrible it is. I just cant deal with reality sometimes and remember why I started using drugs in the first place. Stuff as simple as going to walmart can absolutely be miserable to me because of my depression and anxiety.

[chalup]

What compelled you to try meth? How do you casually just decide to try it?

Lets just say you're drunk off your ass and your plug doesn't have any snow.. How people get addicted to it ill never know. Felt like I took 10 ******** and I blinked and it was 24 hours later with zero sleep.

[FelixTheCat1919]

Congrats on recovery. Your dopamine receptors will reset over time.

A couple years ago, I ran into my Aunt and asked her how my cousin Michelle (her daughter) was doing. She said she is in Georgia and not doing good at all. The whole household is addicted to meth and they haven't been paying the mortgage where my aunt was the mortgagee. I said give me her number.

Went to Georgia a couple times. Got the house sold. Bought her a trailer after she took a couple drug tests. The whole household has kicked it and are all gainfully employed. Received the coolest text from my aunt thanking me.

This kinda sounds like a bullchit story, or a ton is being left out at least

[bigbtree]

Lets just say you're drunk off your ass and your plug doesn't have any snow.. How people get addicted to it ill never know. Felt like I took 10 ******** and I blinked and it was 24 hours later with zero sleep.

Its pretty simple really, how do people get addicted to food, porn, exercise, sex..etc because of the flood of dopamine. Meth releases more dopamine than any of those, especially if you combine meth with porn or sex.

[FelixTheCat1919]

Its pretty simple really, how do people get addicted to food, porn, exercise, sex..etc because of the flood of dopamine. Meth releases more dopamine than any of those, especially if you combine meth with porn or sex.

Don't almost all meth users tend to end up doing vile sexual chit together?

[bigbtree]

Don't almost all meth users tend to end up doing vile sexual chit together?

Probably. I got into some weird tranny porn stuff so wouldn't be surprised.

[Goat_187]

Lets just say you're drunk off your ass and your plug doesn't have any snow.. How people get addicted to it ill never know. Felt like I took 10 ******** and I blinked and it was 24 hours later with zero sleep.

This from experience? As a former alcoholcel and snow connoisseur I'm afraid of this scenario. How would you compare good quality snow to firs time meth? 24 hours later from 1 hit? Or you gotta keep doing meth like snow lines every hour?

[Goat_187]

Probably. I got into some weird tranny porn stuff so wouldn't be surprised.

So your use was mostly alone in at home? Is the only activity you can and want to do is masturbate for days straight?

[bigbtree]

This from experience? As a former alcoholcel and snow connoisseur I'm afraid of this scenario. How would you compare good quality snow to firs time meth? 24 hours later from 1 hit? Or you gotta keep doing meth like snow lines every hour?

I feel like when I first do it I can do it once and be going for almost the whole day and night before coming down but my tolerance shoots up really fast then I will be taking hits or doing lines every hour or two and still not getting anywhere near as high.. eventually you dont even really feel euphoria but you are just compulsively wanting more anyway.
Idk if it was because of the meth or the ******** laced in it but before going to treatment I almost died ended up in the hospital.

[PaulJerome]

This kinda sounds like a bullchit story, or a ton is being left out at least

Unlike many on this site, I do not post lies on this forum. Never have. The text I received:

[FelixTheCat1919]

Unlike many on this site, I do not post lies on this forum. Never have. The text I received:

Good for you


That being said, you won't know they're out of the woods yet until they get a few years under their belts without drug court mandating weekly tests on them. It's incredibly common for people to fall back into chitty old habits once the leash gets lengthened.


In any case, like I said, good for you. I can only dream of having a family that's willing to speak to me so highly, or reach out to me at all for that matter.

[bigbtree]

So your use was mostly alone in at home? Is the only activity you can and want to do is masturbate for days straight?

Yep pretty much. When i first started using it I actually wanted to do stuff.. work, socialize, game, listen to music, build stuff..etc but then once I jerked off while really high on it edging it activated some kind of new dopamine pathway so now every time I use that seems to be the only thing I want to do is isolate and jerk off.