I hear ya, and i have respect for you doing what you want. I think its easier to avoid those bad habits if you simply tell people (friends/family) that you are trying to better yourself. If you are a shy person who like to go with the flow, its very easy to be persuaded by these "negative" influences. After awhile they will get the gist of what you are doing, and be supportive when they see your success. If carrying that around is what it takes for you to stay on track, then so be it. I just think you may be misundersood by people in our circle. They may see you as a wannabe if you are not huge and doing things that pro bodybuilders do.
I personally dont carry a water bottle to the gym so that i have to keep moving durring my workout. Not to mention how quenching that cold water from the drinking fountain is over room temp. I also feel more confined if i feel like i have to drink a gallon of water every day. Chances are i probably drink at least that much, but i just drink water/milk only as it is the most healthy option. If im thirsty, i drink, and i choose water 90% of the time... makes it feel like im doing something good for myself opposed to another chore. Same goes for eating ****ty food.... if i tell myself i cant eat mcdonalds, there is more of a chance ill binge on it if im not happy. However if i stay positive and tell myself i could eat anything i want, but what would help me get to where i want...then im more likely to make the right option. This is just what works for me.
Props for you trying to better yourself! Stick around this motivation section, it will help you stay on track!
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