Official No fap Thread V4. Let get this shiz started. v3 is gone.

[fafaedras]

^^^^

No it doesn't. You're ****ing. Not imagining some broad from a movie and not imagining that your hand is that broad. You're good to go mate.

Anyways, day 11 just started 1hr ago and I'm going to sleep. Don't remember the last time I went this late. Meh.

Try getting up at 4.45AM every school day, guys.

[NoFapstidor]

^^^^

No it doesn't. You're ****ing. Not imagining some broad from a movie and not imagining that your hand is that broad. You're good to go mate.

Anyways, day 11 just started 1hr ago and I'm going to sleep. Don't remember the last time I went this late. Meh.

Try getting up at 4.45AM every school day, guys.

Yeah I guess it still breaks the porn/fap addiction which is definitely a good thing. But it's not a gf/ho from school and I could do better is what I'm sayin.

[Yashkovich]

9 weeks down!

[mntbikedude]

9 weeks down!

Congrats man that's awesome!!!

[nicebutwise]

Day 40!
Had a good time last night, getting yucky with the boys.
congrats to those who have hit certain milestones.

[Barteh]

7 weeks done, day 51 or 52 or something, not sure on exact count. Haven't had much time to catch up on this topic and kept postponing it because the unread posts piled up to 500+. I used to read every post, but I just couldn't keep up so I decided to just read the last two pages (50 a page brah) and catch up a little.

Good to see so many of the cheeky kunts in. David, your long emotional post coincidentally was the very first post I started reading at. I'm with you brah, we all are. You have our support. Dutch, lekker dat je nog bezig bent na die natte droom, ga zo door! Ik dacht nog aan je (no homer).

To everyone else, keep it up brahs. There is no need to touch your dink, don't be so pathetic. We can do it, we are going to do it! (or not do it...)

[WhirlwindTobias]

Gents, before I go to sleep I owe you an apology. I haven't posted any updated lists, and my 200 day post is overdue (as David rightfully observed).

I promise I will address these tomorrow; last night I was occupied with quitting the next addiction on my list, an MMORPG, and tonight I have been hanging out with a friend of mine. Tomorrow I have zero plans apart from a work shift, so all loose ends will be tied by monday.

Goodnight Fellas.

[ScottRose]

day 9

keep hustling cuzzzz

[mntbikedude]

7 weeks done, day 51 or 52 or something, not sure on exact count. Haven't had much time to catch up on this topic and kept postponing it because the unread posts piled up to 500+. I used to read every post, but I just couldn't keep up so I decided to just read the last two pages (50 a page brah) and catch up a little.

Good to see so many of the cheeky kunts in. David, your long emotional post coincidentally was the very first post I started reading at. I'm with you brah, we all are. You have our support. Dutch, lekker dat je nog bezig bent na die natte droom, ga zo door! Ik dacht nog aan je (no homer).

To everyone else, keep it up brahs. There is no need to touch your dink, don't be so pathetic. We can do it, we are going to do it! (or not do it...)

7 weeks man that's amazing, glad to know you aren't missing in action. I think it's a good thing to be so busy you just don't have time to post. Thanks for you comments of support. I still have your re-proval post printed out and sitting on my desk. I need to remember to read it everyday/

[mntbikedude]

Day 40!
Had a good time last night, getting yucky with the boys.
congrats to those who have hit certain milestones.

Day 40 I want that feel, nice you were able to unwind wit the boys.

day 9

keep hustling cuzzzz

Good to see you still hustling for Feb we still waiting on some more rhymns.

[Spartaperez]

Day 40 I want that feel, nice you were able to unwind wit the boys.

I'm on day 38 atm if I'm not mistaken...how's the journey going for you bro ?

[Improveskillz]

Day 18, I think. Planning to go 90 this time. I'm still dealing with effects from oneitis at the moment, so haven't been feeling too alpha. Despite the beta *******ry, I have noticed people are interacting with me more. I'm hoping to reboot by summer, but I'm not counting my chickens yet. I'm getting a lot of pornographic thoughts of me with sloots while meditating. There's still a long way to go.

There's a great Ted talk by Derek Sivers
That you guys should check out, it relates to fap and so much more. My account is new, so I can't post links yet

[snowyowl]

dear diary, today 17 days have passed without fap and can't even remember why i'm doing this.

edit: pic removed brahs, calm down

[Tax843]

Snowyowl, why the fawk would you post that? That could cause someone to relapse.
Stupid arrogant kunt

[Adrogeus]

^^^ well I just relapsed. Thanks Obama.























not srs.
3 weeks woot!
This was the first week since I started lifting again on new years that I did my 4 day split to the maaaaaax. Gainz here I come.

[Xhale12]

Dammit. Day 1 again.

I felt terrible and convinced myself that if I fapped it would make me feel better. Now I feel even worse.... Such a ****ing pussy.

[zatch7]

in...again

[RainMan215]

Day 9 here of no fap. Gotta stop watching the porn though.

[asyrafalqhadri]

busted 2 nuts yesterday, feeling like crap and now in Day 1 ! yeah aiming for 30 days at least

[asyrafalqhadri]

btw, a new kid from malaysia here...been seeing this thread for weeks now. i think this is really a good thread for someone that have been addicted for years now

[WhirlwindTobias]

in...again

Your Avi is relapsing.

[mysticpolarbear]

Just reached day 40. No desire to look at the stuff any more. Pictures on threads are starting to get boring. My libido is behaving very oddly. Sometimes right before bed my thoughts to go nuts and revolve around sex. The proclivity to "search" for porn is pretty much completely gone.

Very interesting....almost at the half way point.

[Tax843]

Day 7
Thinking about giving up on no fap srs. The flatlining and mood swings are unbearable. I have no desire for anything right now.

My first time on no fap I lasted 40+ days, and it was the best time of my life. Had a care free attiude. Didn't care what others thought. Never been happier. Although, I just can't see or find myself reaching that state again.

Idk :/

[hmichaelt]

Day 7
Thinking about giving up on no fap srs. The flatlining and mood swings are unbearable. I have no desire for anything right now.

My first time on no fap I lasted 40+ days, and it was the best time of my life. Had a care free attiude. Didn't care what others thought. Never been happier. Although, I just can't see or find myself reaching that state again.

Idk :/

just tough it out bro dont be a *******. i fapped today, feel like chit.

[mntbikedude]

I'm on day 38 atm if I'm not mistaken...how's the journey going for you bro ?

Man always good to see you and see you doing well at that. The journey has been hard but I'm making progress, still reeling a bit from the relapse at the end of Jan. But you know one thing we are surrounded by the finest example of the future leaders of the world right here in this little thread. A lot of people are saying that the kids today are going to the dogs. But I say I have been in the middle of our best and brightest. You all just inspire me so much and when I feel weak I words come from all of you that gets my head back in the game. I just need to get to that point where you and others are.

dear diary, today 17 days have passed without fap and can't even remember why i'm doing this.

edit: pic removed brahs, calm down

Thats ok just keep doing it.

Dammit. Day 1 again.

I felt terrible and convinced myself that if I fapped it would make me feel better. Now I feel even worse.... Such a ****ing pussy.

It is a horrible feel I guess you have two choices you could just ditch out now or you can look around you at people left and right that are doing it. I don't mean the usual fail at 3 days but brahs that really are long term getting this under control. There were times I wanted to walk away and never come back and then I thought, when would I ever get a chance like this to be surrounded by so many solid kunts that care about each other and care about themselves. I'm staying and I'm gonna make it because there is just too much good surrounding us, to much power to fail.

^^^ well I just relapsed. Thanks Obama.
not srs.
3 weeks woot!
This was the first week since I started lifting again on new years that I did my 4 day split to the maaaaaax. Gainz here I come.

Don't do that ^^^^^^ 3 weeks yeah that really is woot.

[TheStaringFrog]

Day 7
Thinking about giving up on no fap srs. The flatlining and mood swings are unbearable. I have no desire for anything right now.

My first time on no fap I lasted 40+ days, and it was the best time of my life. Had a care free attiude. Didn't care what others thought. Never been happier. Although, I just can't see or find myself reaching that state again.

Idk :/

Those mood swings should pass one day. I haven't been feeling very well myself lately but I believe that will change. Besides, if you are going to ever stop fapping, you are going to experience withdrawal symptoms at some point of your no fap. Just wait, better days should come!

[ScottRose]

Good to see you still hustling for Feb we still waiting on some more rhymns.

hey, whats up!


well here goes another one for my no-fappers

I keep doing this **** again
looking around and wiping the sweat out of my face
faces everywhere they say "do it for ****'s sake"
I know I'm done when I can't control my self
trying to calm down I'm still trying to stop this thing
addiction taking over me I hope is not too late
all I think is about doing it and taking the bate
convincing my self that all is ok no hate

I no longer me
and me no longer see
starting to do a plea
hoping somebody is listening
"please keep this **** away from me"
I know who you are and what you want from me
no longer in control of my limb

PLEASE NO!
what have I done?
few seconds needed to giving in
like Kobe 3 points straight to the bin
I lost my streak once again
what the ****? all this in bane
I didnt hesitated I'll take all the blame
I thought I had it tamed down
it took over me and took over my crown
on my knees once again
like a junkie on his old ways
put again on this endless maze
just like on my old days
ok, walking through haze
I know I will stand strong
I know all of this is just wrong
I know where I belong
and whom I'll get along

I'm not ****ing with the devil no more
"**** you! what you want?" I've told you before
when the kid plays with you he ends up sore
need a hand? I'm no longer your vicious whore
I didn't know what I was getting in when I first started
now I know that everything has a price untagged
****ing with the devil like that? you'll end up f a g ged
I never asked you for **** keep me stranded
I'm making an effort trying to fight you
I don’t give a **** bitch I don’t like you

[x_Exhaust_x]

Day 20! One more day and I've reached my short term goal.

[big77]

Day 7 checking in and I honestly have no desire to watch porn anymore. My libido is through the roof but porn just doesn't seem very interesting to me it's like my body just realized that this whole time porn wasn't real. I just got back from a party and I danced with a bunch of girls and I got 3 of their numbers for later, which is something that I probably never would have done before nofap. Thank you everyone for all the support and stay strong my brothers as we conquer this challenge together!!

[Adrogeus]

Dammit. Day 1 again.

I felt terrible and convinced myself that if I fapped it would make me feel better. Now I feel even worse.... Such a ****ing pussy.

Oh man I know that feel. You gotta avoid getting to that place where you feel compelled to do it. My last big failure (on nov 8th I think, after more than a month clean and before I went on a binge until new years) was because I allowed myself to get behind in school so much from procrastinating and looking at porn, and because I felt like I had already in effect failed by looking at porn and lusting. So I felt at my wits' end, and I thought I needed to do it to get it off my mind. Then comes the big burst of hormones. Then I felt terrible, apathetic and like I failed, so I stopped caring and ran back to fapping and porn, because the pleasure seemed more desirable than trying again.

To stop "missing the mark", as you Orthodox say in regards to sin, you have to recognize the tricks of your mind when it wants to break your morality: Fulton sheen described how Jesus appears before and after sin here and I think it's worth a watch. The video of his talk about "temptation" is good too.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?&v=XsrUd97Xddw#t=248s

Don't do that ^^^^^^ 3 weeks yeah that really is woot.

Yeah I was feeling a little cheeky when I sat down, and I wanted to express how I thought that above gif was just a joke, but it still got me feeling bad - I've been weak in front of porn so many times. I gotta remember this ain't no joke, the despair that comes with addiction and all that. But thanks mbd, your encouragement keeps me going.