To be honest there was a srs tragedy in my childhood in which I lost all my old friends. Slowly made new friends again, but in the recovery process I got fat and I was never able to really talk to girls during puberty due to that (was always getting interest from girls though I told them to gtfo, didn't want their cooties and fleas and sht). The first time I was approached, no harrassed, by a womanz in PE class I felt like my privacy was invaded, I read up on this puberty thing and the only thing I learned from it was how to fap (no prons though, that didn't come till years later). I still hate puberty and the fact that it took my innoccence, srs. I'm still a bit insecure on that issue, srs.
Oh and with my childhood I picked up some skills such as sailing (I know how to sail and how to fold a mast and ****), interior design (Dat dere HGTV time, anyplace I live will look good, srs), strength (despite being the fattest, I'm always active and unlike every other single ****ing person in my family I can walk and bike longer than any ****ing one of them(family is full of ****ing lazy and tired ***gots who can't walk in the city all day, wanted to ice skate in Boston one time but everyone was cranky and tired of standing while I wanted to to ice skate because it was no problem)(Also rode my bike for 130 miles one day like it was no ****ing problem)), listening skills (despite being hearing impaired (I wear hearing aids though)), reading skills (speed reader, I also read entire encyclopedias as a kid because, hell, why the **** not?), gardening skills (I'm the only male gardener in this family, I do bonsai and ****) and the ability to figure **** out.
I'm also argumentative plenty of times which tends to piss a certain type of people off for some reason, but the same ability helps me learn.
Another thing: I've been hospitalized for a month at the mere age of five but since I was Russian, doctors there expect you to handle it like a mother****er and get up and go to get treatments and shots by yourself, on-time, even if you're just a wee kid.
Let's see what else....
I grew up in both the city and the farm, to be honest, I liked the farm a lot more (love the outdoors and the forests and fields and mountains and animals and ****, hated my life when I moved to Miami since no mountain.)
In high school, the one thing I was dedicated to was the choir, I was the only member of the male ensemble that made it to all the practices and read and memorized all the songs, I was the best singer despite not being the one with the best natural talent (****ing ***got wasted his talent, srs.)
My mom in the early ages of my life worked as an administrator for the theater, so I grew up with the appreciation for the Ballet, the Opera, the Theater, and the Orchestra. Because of that I can't listen to most pop-music because the music and the vocal expressions are sht, srs.
While I had no male figures (except both of my uncles but they only pop up here and there during family reunions) in my life, I learned alot from my grandmother, my other grandmother, and my grandfather about certain things. Parents really grew detached from me once my mom got together with step-dad, and step-dad hated the fact that I wasn't his son and treated me as garbage.
I did play plenty of video games (RPG and strategy) as a kid, but I got bored of them.
Currently I focus my attention on college, work (work all day on the weekends), lifting, and my hobbies. I could definetly have some sort of a healthy social life if I got off the misc (yea I need to get off the misc) but none of the bros I met so far seem to match the quality of my old group (which sadly split apart after high school but it happens). One thing I'm looking for are individuals who are always improving themselves but I've yet to meet a "deep" guy who isn't "coasting" through life. Fuark, misc was right, it's hard to find trustworthy bros.
Oh yea my hobbies
Bonsai (old people hobby but IDGAF, currently looking for a nice pre-bonsai Acer Rubrum specimen)
Deutsch (I know two languages, why not learn more)
Piano (I fuarking love music, so I'm learning the Piano)
Biking (Bike home and to the gym and grocery everyday, try to take a new path everyday, fuarking love riding the bike, now that I moved to a city with hills)
Misc (It's a good source for the lols, but I really need to get off the misc)
Programming (Need to learn a few languages for my career, just began a few weeks ago)
Self-Improvement (Always reading books on getting rid of old habits, developing useful skills and strategies(meditation, nutrition, no-fap, goal setting)(Have read Bob Proctor and Franklin Covey, as well as Napoleon Hill))
My current financial goal is to get my food budget under control, save up money for a new wardrobe (Fuark just bought new pants for birthday when I was 275, began diet, now pants are falling off and belt is on the last hole, wtf is this ****?), save up money for driving school (I know all the laws but my parents refused to teach me how to drive since they didn't want to pay for insurance and sht) and save up money to pay off the darn education loans.
But yea, sup.
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