count me out, back to day 1. been doing 7 day cycles, its going real well, and dont feel bad about it at all. I go insane days 5-7, so mild moderation keeps me sane. were all gonna make it brahs!
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09-06-2014, 06:22 PM #451
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09-06-2014, 06:40 PM #452
Got to day 7. (started 29th Aug)
I feel like chit today (fapped last night)...
skin looks noticeably worse, feel lethargic and unmotivated whereas yesterday I was on top of the world and felt like a fap could do no harm.
Over the course of a week I noticed a major difference in complexion and skin was visibly clearer, which was the main reason I started this chit.
I am now going to do it again for at least a month and see what the results are because anything that can help my acne that much is worth doing.
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09-06-2014, 06:49 PM #453
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09-06-2014, 06:54 PM #454
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09-06-2014, 06:57 PM #455
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09-06-2014, 07:05 PM #456
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09-06-2014, 07:27 PM #457
I'm Red For Trolling But I'm Going To Be 100% Serious In This Post:
I'm On About Day 40 Of No Fap No Porn. Almost 6 Weeks. The Benefits Are Real. I Would Get Lapdances From SEXY Girls At The Club. I Mean Really Cute Chicks With Tight Asses. And My Dick Was Soft As A Marshmellow. Im Literally Telling My Body To Make My Dick Hard So The Girl Can Feel It And Know Shes Doing A Good Job, But Nothing Happened. I Felt Inadequate. Another Time This Chick Was Riding Me And I Was Getting Soft Inside Her. When I Watched Porn I Could Get Rock Hard Though. At This Point I Had Failed No Fap A Few Times But I Knew Failure Could NOT Be An Option Going Forward. I Focused On The Gains I Could Make.
No Fap No Porn Doesnt Turn You Into A Superhero, But It Does Redirect And Harness The Energy Youre Depleting Yourself Of When You Sit In Front Of The Computer And Cum To Porn. Youve Spent Hours On Porn Most Likely, Which Could Have Been Used Improving Your Craft, Reading, Lifting Or Spending Time With Someone. I Feel No Fap Breaks The Overall Habit Of Procrastination Which Helps You Be A Lot More Productive. Its Not Fapping Itself That Destroys You Imo Its The Chemicals And Feelings You Sense Afterwards. You Feel Complacent And Weak. On My Streak, Im Sleeping Better, Lifting Consistently, Making More Eye Contact, And Following Up. I Used To Avoid Peoples Phone Calls Sometimes, I Was Nervous About Certain Conversations But Now I Just Attack Things Early Before I Start To Have Problems.
Clifs: Nobody Should Have To Neg You. Just Do It For Yourself And Become A Better Man. Go Work On Your Career And Ejaculate With Women IRL, Not Pixels Online.
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09-06-2014, 07:58 PM #458
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09-06-2014, 08:31 PM #459
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09-06-2014, 08:41 PM #460
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09-06-2014, 08:49 PM #461
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09-06-2014, 09:10 PM #462
Sitting here bored right now... the struggle...
THE LIST: (List started Fri. 8/29/2014)
1daraghod -NF/NP-
2012reso -NF/NP-
24Seven -NF-
360HIGHLIGHTS -NF/NP- In9/6
40ozDrank -NF/NP-
Absentone -NF/NP- Strong9/6
Achieving -NF/NP-
AfroNoob -NF/NP-
AirPierre -NF/NP- Strong9/3
Ajax552 -NF/NP- Strong9/4
andersonisgod -NF/NP-
apacyga -NF/NP- Strong9/3
arghjd2 -NF/NP-
atrueboss -NF/NP-
AusBeardBrah -NF/NP- awfappedbye9/5
Ausbody -NF/NP- Strong9/6
AverageKenneth -NF/NP-
AverageKenneth -NF/NP- In9/2 Strong9/6
Bachata -NF/NP-
bbkhan -NF/NP-
BBNobu -NF/NP- awfappedbye9/3
Beerculez -NF/NP-
BenchWellington -NF/NP-
benedetto27 -NF/NP-
BlackHawk000 -NF/NP-
Blue_Eyes84 -NF/NP- Strong9/5
bmp010 -NF/NP-
bodybuild45 -NF/NP-
bonethin -NF/NP- Strong9/5
Boums -NF/NP-
brownbeard -NF/NP-
Bruthar -NF/NP- awpornedbye9/5 NFStrong9/6
Camwilsy -NF/NP-
CandymanSB -NF/NP-
chilloppy -NF/NP- Strong9/5
Chris0809 -NF/NP-
CLEAN_SET_OF_10 -NF/NP-
CliveBixby -NF/NP-
communicbreak69 -NF/NP-
CrazySerbian -NF/NP- awfappedbye9/6
Dammn -NF/NP- awfappedbye9/5
darko12 -NF/NP- Strong9/3
Darktreadder -NF/NP- In9/2
Dasitmanlet -NF/NP- In9/5
datdudeaf -NF/NP- Strong9/4
Davidson4 -NF/NP-
Dazza3600 -NF/NP-
DeepRed6 -NF/NP-
Desi_guy -NF/NP-
didact117 -NF/NP- Strong9/5
DieselDilly -NF/NP-
DixonJunior -NF-NP-
Dmwt74 -NF/NP- In9/3
Donoreem -NF/NP-
DontWantBeTiny -NF/NP- In9/2 Strong9/5
DownGoesFrazier -NF/NP- In9/3 Strong9/4
drvillain -NF/NP-
dungivaFUC -NF/NP-
EatSleepLiftOk -NF/NP-
ek4hatch -NF/NP-
Elisium -NF/NP- Strong9/3
ErydayT -NF/NP-
excess34 -NF/NP- In9/3 Strong9/5
ExplosiveVirgin -NF/NP-
FakeNattyBrah -NF/NP- Strong9/6
FinalCountdown -NF/NP- Strong9/6
fingolfin34 -NF/NP- Strong9/6
fuaarrkk -NF-
furywind -NF/NP- Strong 9/6
FuzzySlippers12 -NF/NP-
glossin -NF/NP- Strong9/6
GoalBrah -NF/NP-
GodShammgod -NF/NP- In9/6
gohardallday0 -NF/NP- Strong9/6
GoodBurger -NF/NP- Strong9/6
GranValencia -NF/NP- awfappedbye9/3
GrimRep_er -NF/NP-
Hab1tat -NF/NP-
Heldire -NF/NP-
HugeCad -NF/NP- Strong9/6
IIIIIIIIIIIIIIl -NF/NP- Strong9/6
IIIPWRIII -NF/NP-
ILuvDarenWilson -NF/NP-
ImmaWoya -NF/NP- awfappedbye9/6
immune18 -NF/NP-
Inb4Negged -NF/NP-
infornofap -NF/NP- Strong9/6
IonZephyr -NF/NP-
iQQx -NF/NP-
ironicinori -NF/NP-
iTitan -NF/NP- Strong9/2
ItSickPiss -NF/NP-
iwant2beswole -NF/NP-
JADDENCOR -NF/NP- In9/2
Jason265 -NF/NP- Strong9/2
Jaydogg717 -NF- Strong9/5
Jayy95 -NF/NP- In9/4 Strong9/6
joshewwah -NF/NP-
Jrod95 -NF/NP- awfappedbye9/3
k589 -NF/NP- Strong9/3
Kaybee93 -NF/NP- In9/2
Kcirtap35 -NF/NP-
Keith10Stone -NF/NP-
kezzam -NF/NP- awfappedbye9/5 Strong9/6
Killshot1 -NF/NP-
KingMisc -NF/NP- awfappedbye9/6
KingProto -NF/NP-
Koval661 -NF/NP- Strong9/5
kris199111 -NF/NP- Strong9/3
lauzmmj -NF/NP- Strong9/6
lefizzet -NF/NP- In9/3
lefteris7 -NF/NP-
LeMaestro -NF/NP-
LilMcKiller -NF/NP-
loatcbrah -NF/NP- Strong9/4
LurkingBrah -NF/NP- Strong9/6
Lvu5ever -NF/NP-
Malfa -NF/NP- Strong9/4
Marombeiro97 -NF/NP-
mattrunks -NF/NP- Strong9/3
Mav3535 -NF/NP-
Mcfreako -NF/NP/8hour-
meatloaf9 -NF/NP-
Michaelphil94 -NF/NP- Strong9/5
MillZahidi -NF/NP- In9/6
Miraak -NF-
miscHelix -NF/NP- Strong9/3
MiscPeter -NF/NP-
mmilkman -NF/NP-
mmstanley -NF/NP- awfappedbye9/5 Strong9/6
MNAlphaBrah -NF/NP- Strong9/3
MonteCristo94 -NF/NP- In9/4
MR13AMAZiNG -NF/NP- awfappedbye9/4
mrcarter1990 -NF/NP- Strong9/5
MrGhostface33 -NF/NP-
Mrlooker -NF/NP- Strong9/5
MulattoBrah33 -NF/NP-
MusicalFlan -NF/NP- Strong9/2
N0tSeri0us -NF/NP- In9/2 Strong9/6
Nameless15 -NF/NP-
NedStark -NF/NP- Strong9/3
NicholasMango -NF/NP-
NoFap4Feminism -NF/NP- Strong9/2
NoResponseLOL -NF/NP-
Odin21 -NF/NP-
Ondle -NF/NP-
oneplus -NF/NP- In9/4
ontclone -NF/NP-
opto2017 -NF/NP-
ozz_man -NF/NP-
p0werlifter -NF/NP- In9/3 Strong9/6
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paolo234 -NF/NP- awfappedbye9/6
PBR4LFE -NF/NP-
phailboat -NF/NP- Strong9/5
Piratewhizard -NF/NP- In9/3 Strong9/6
purpletentacle -NP- Strong9/6
Quizzler -NF/NP- In9/5
rayallenscalves -NF/NP- Strong9/6
razmaz5 -NF/NP- In9/4
rb1413 -NF/NP-
rdj1995 -NF/NP- Strong9/5
ricdvs -NF/NP- Strong9/2
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runningregime -NF/NP- awfappedbye9/6
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samt98 -NF/NP-
sdoo -NF/NP- In9/2 awfappedbye9/4
shonoob -NF/NP-
shotgun85 -NF/NP- awfappedbye9/3 Strong9/5
SickSideSoldado -NF/NP- Strong 9/6
silkysmoothe -NF/NP- Strong9/6
skarj -7Day/NP-
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slidecruncher -NF/NP-
socrates07 -NF/NP-
Spartan5364 -7Day/NP-
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srom12 -NF/NP- Strong9/3
Steveyblack -NF/NP- Strong9/4
strongeyebrows -NF/NP- awfappedbye9/4
SupremeGlory -NF/NP- Strong9/6
surfbumb -NF/NP-
SWOLE_JEDI -NF/NP-
T3hGiggles -NF/NP- Strong9/4
T529 -NF/NP-
TappingTheZen -NF/NP- Strong9/3
thatoneguy1990 -NF/NP- Strong9/6
TheCohbrah -NF/NP-
TheCore84 -NF/NP-
themiscwiz -NF/NP-
themuffinmann -NF/NP- Strong9/6
THENEXT12 -NF/NP- In9/3 Strong9/5
theoldnite -NF/NP- In9/5
theultimatemate -NF/NP-
TheWorldIsUrs -NF/NP-
Timmyyy -NF/NP-
TurkeyMan1992 -NF/NP-
Tywin -NF/NP- Strong9/6
ukswimfanman -NF/NP-
upperdeckroner -NF/NP-
v2sanchez -NF/NP-
vor93 -NF/NP-
Wantaripbod -NF/NP- Strong9/5
WhoWasGains -NF/NP-
williamoforange -NF/NP- In9/6
witblitz550 -NF/NP- awfappedbye9/5
WontDieMirin -NF/NP-
xavierrainbrah -NF/NP- Strong9/6
xSickeningx -NF/NP- Strong9/4
Zack9730 -NF/NP-
Zbrah17 -NF/NP-
zrd -NF/NP-- Everything is okay in moderation crew
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09-06-2014, 09:11 PM #463
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09-06-2014, 10:35 PM #464
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09-06-2014, 10:39 PM #465
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09-07-2014, 12:38 AM #466
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09-07-2014, 12:42 AM #467
- Join Date: Nov 2013
- Location: Oregon, United States
- Age: 47
- Posts: 737
- Rep Power: 3779
Going strong today. Had fun with a forum post that I never would have had the courage to write up before. I just don't care what people think or say about me. When I was a slave to viewing porn, I had no positive emotional supports for myself. I had no tools with which to handle life. Today, after over 2 1/2 years of no porn, the fukking FEAR of living is so diminushed. As a mature adult I realize failure is a natural thing that teaches me much. As an adolescent (I consider all the years ofmy life from 23-32 as my adolescence), all I could think about was fear-inducing sh!t and the only thing I knew to do about it was to sit in front of my computer with my pants around my ankles and drool over millions of hot bodies until I came. The fear was only compounded each time due to the guilt and shame I felt.
Since getting away from porn I have been able to use masturbation as a healing thing instead of a destructive force. I'm careful not to let it become compulsive again so I enjoy doing long stretches such as this one (38 days now).
Do what makes you feel good about yourself. When you feel an honest contentment inside, you've usually done the right thing. When I was first into my recovery, I asked a guy? "How do I know what the RIGHT THING is??? He told me, "-how the fukk do I know. But I do know what the wrong thing is." Anything is better than my addictive behaviors!
Stay strong bros, and pleas send PMs if you neef to ask questions. There are some great posts here.
Happy Sunday.Lets not forget the real life side of things.
I spent too many years hiding in addiction to let that crap ruin my life again.
The greatest gift we can give others is the gift of help.
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09-07-2014, 12:44 AM #468
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09-07-2014, 12:59 AM #469
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09-07-2014, 04:09 AM #470
Awfappedbye on Day 8.
Just seriously couldn't focus on anything else, almost had the mental toughness to hold off but then all this random chit came into my mind like ("7 day reset", "Test is highest on day 7", "I'm not going to be seeing a chick until next weekend anyway") when honestly I had no fukin idea what a 7 day reset even is but it sounded good in my mind and boom, it was over. Didn't use porn and didn't really fantasise at all, was just the act that I needed. Feel bad now but hopefully I can start up again and at least stay off no porn which I feel is the most damaging thing to me.
Punished myself with cold shower (is this a good idea?) and now going to meditate.
Catch ya soon brahs. 30 days will be mine.*Only enough confidence to post when drunk crew*
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09-07-2014, 04:20 AM #471
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09-07-2014, 04:25 AM #472
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09-07-2014, 04:30 AM #473
Great post brah. Been a porn addict for 12 years of my life. Around half my life has been wasted on this addiction. It's pathetic to think about the amount of time I've spent over the last 12 years looking at porn instead of being productive and doing something that actually benefits my future. I've gone 77 days of np/nf last year and those days were the best and most productive days I've had in my life. I'm currently on day 7 and plan to destroy that record.
Everyone should read this: http://forum.bodybuilding.com/showth...hp?t=163615911
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09-07-2014, 05:08 AM #474
Going strong 9/7
"No man has the right to be an amateur in the matter of physical training. It is a shame for a man to grow old without seeing the beauty and strength of which his body is capable."
Socrates.
“You have power over your mind - not outside events. Realize this, and you will find strength” -Marcus Aurelius
MFP/ kik/ instagram - daraghodubhghaill
always reps back crew
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09-07-2014, 05:19 AM #475
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09-07-2014, 05:37 AM #476
Fapped today...which was part of my plan. Once every week with brb using imagination. I could have easily kept going with zerofap but the important thing for me is the zeroporn.
Honestly though something is very different this time compared too other nofap attempts. I was barely horny all week (beside morning wood). Usually I have trouble being in public after a few days cos I keep popping bonrars every 10 mins but this time nothing at all.Deadlift - 200kg
ATG Squat - 130kg
OHP - 75kg
~Forever cutting crew~
Zyzz was the GOAT Indian
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09-07-2014, 05:41 AM #477
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