Anyone else wake up and feel awful?

[dopamine72]

This has been the norm for me since surgery last Oct 10th

If I didn't have my belief systems/principles set in place with extreme discipline I'd rope it...Any normal person would have roped it already

The only thing that ever helps is immediately working out when I wake up, I'm talking right when I step out of bed I walk directly to the treadmill and do hill climbs fasted

I didn't do that today so it feels like a fire is inside my gut that's burning me and I can't organize my thoughts + about the worst irritability

Did they secretly Vax me when I was put under? WTF?

Who else feels like this?

Chit is torture

[JackyChin]

Go to a doctor?

[redmelly]

Did you need a blood transfusion during surgery?

[EvanStroud]

Get that checked out jeffery

[dopamine72]

Go to a doctor?

Its the docs who fuked me up to begin with, only reason I got surgery was cuz I needed it badly

Did you need a blood transfusion during surgery?

Nope

I lift/run/skip rope first thing in the morning to get my mind right. Otherwise its a bad day.
I think its just fuked up receptors from dope. They aint coming back

Feels

They gave me propofol, fent, and some crazy benzo to put me under...Ever since then I've been in some funk that's torturing me

Get that checked out jeffery

I figured most people don't wake up feeling like they want to blow their own heads off

Docs did this to me, some people just shouldn't take narcotics imo

Now I don't trust any doctors

[DolphinPilot]

I dunno man a wild guess those drugs they gave you may ha e fuked you up enough to where after a dose you still need to detox. I get the same feeling when I eat at McDonald's

Did you need a blood transfusion during surgery?

Yeah op you might have aids now

[cobhc]

Seasonal depression

Lack of physical activity

Increase of sugar consumption

[redmelly]

Its the docs who fuked me up to begin with, only reason I got surgery was cuz I needed it badly

Nope

Feels

They gave me propofol, fent, and some crazy benzo to put me under...Ever since then I've been in some funk that's torturing me

I figured most people don't wake up feeling like they want to blow their own heads off

Docs did this to me, some people just shouldn't take narcotics imo

Now I don't trust any doctors

If surgery was in Oct it wasn't that long ago. I had a delayed reaction to anesthesia where my hand was itchy and swelled up (IV went in there) and was like that for a while. I told the dr and it never occured to her that it was the anesthesia (she sent me to get it xrayed!) I figured it out myself. Give it some time ... the body does a great job of healing itself.

[resoog]

i was on benzos for just a week and had withdrawal symptoms for a couple weeks after that

[dopamine72]

I dunno man a wild guess those drugs they gave you may ha e fuked you up enough to where after a dose you still need to detox. I get the same feeling when I eat at McDonald's
Yeah op you might have aids now

lol

Yeah I guess I'll have to give it more time for neuros to normalize

[dopamine72]

Seasonal depression
Lack of physical activity
Increase of sugar consumption

Thx brah

99.99% sure its the hardcore drugs they gave me

If surgery was in Oct it wasn't that long ago. I had a delayed reaction to anesthesia where my hand was itchy and swelled up (IV went in there) and was like that for a while. I told the dr and it never occured to her that it was the anesthesia (she sent me to get it xrayed!) I figured it out myself. Give it some time ... the body does a great job of healing itself.

i was on benzos for just a week and had withdrawal symptoms for a couple weeks after that

Glad this is somewhat confirmed then at least

This is absolutely fuked how long it takes to get back to feeling "normal"

[baldbrah]

[_zman]

Focus on diet, then try cold showers post work out. You'll be feeling good.

[MyGhettoFantasy]

What's your self-talk like? If I could hear your thoughts what would I hear?

[explosiveMidget]

This has been the norm for me since surgery last Oct 10th

If I didn't have my belief systems/principles set in place with extreme discipline I'd rope it...Any normal person would have roped it already

The only thing that ever helps is immediately working out when I wake up, I'm talking right when I step out of bed I walk directly to the treadmill and do hill climbs fasted

I didn't do that today so it feels like a fire is inside my gut that's burning me and I can't organize my thoughts + about the worst irritability

Did they secretly Vax me when I was put under? WTF?

Who else feels like this?

Chit is torture

YES the fukers have been doing it to everyone under the doctor of the wards orders, it's put into the IV you usually get.

edit: only if ur a pureblood obviously but they will absolutely 100% vax you when they check ur records and find out.

[dopamine72]

^ LMAO

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Focus on diet, then try cold showers post work out. You'll be feeling good.

What's your self-talk like? If I could hear your thoughts what would I hear?

Repping all ya'll in here thanks boyos

And as far as my self talk goes...Its a fuking mess yeah...

Right now I'm pretty much swiping away all the negative thoughts and ignoring them while at the same time thinking about the gym

Going to go workout fasted and get my head right

Solid advice ITT

[katya422]

Could use more information, but propofol is bad news. After my last surgery my speech was impaired for a bit, as in I couldn't properly form sentences and find the right words for things. Hospital staff acted as if that is no big thing. Scary.

I didn't do that today so it feels like a fire is inside my gut that's burning me and I can't organize my thoughts + about the worst irritability

Are you experiencing actual pain and burning regularly? I don't think that would be a side of anesthesia.

[batmanman]

You need to squat heavy weight, I'm talkin 5 sets of 5 and failing on the 5th set

then you need to run like a mile

that shiit always reset me when I was having drug withdrawals

I also understand the last thing you wanna do is squat heavy when you're depressed, but it helps more than anything

also quit caffeine until you feel better

[explosiveMidget]

^ LMAO

You think it's a joke but in reality it's no joke. Go to the hospital get put under and if you're a pureblood? Not anymore you're not. (SRS) or they'll just put in with your regular IV either way they gonna get u 1 way or another.

[Silencespeaks]

No I feel great and I’m 50

That’s not normal op you need to get some tests done srs

[_zman]

^ LMAO




Repping all ya'll in here thanks boyos

And as far as my self talk goes...Its a fuking mess yeah...

Right now I'm pretty much swiping away all the negative thoughts and ignoring them while at the same time thinking about the gym

Going to go workout fasted and get my head right

Solid advice ITT

Negative self talk is a pretty big deal that and not a lot of people realize they even do it. Definitely have a focus here, perhaps pick up a book to really understand what it does. It can certainly make a difference, same with CBT.

[6gorillion]

always feel like **** for the first 10 minutes of waking up.

[Evantus]

Its the docs who fuked me up to begin with, only reason I got surgery was cuz I needed it badly

Nope

Feels

They gave me propofol, fent, and some crazy benzo to put me under...Ever since then I've been in some funk that's torturing me

I figured most people don't wake up feeling like they want to blow their own heads off

Docs did this to me, some people just shouldn't take narcotics imo

Now I don't trust any doctors

Probofol is common as water. The diazapam and fent are common as well. The most trippy one I've seen is ********. How long have you felt like this?

[LiveLaughLoath]

This has been the norm for me since surgery last Oct 10th

If I didn't have my belief systems/principles set in place with extreme discipline I'd rope it...Any normal person would have roped it already

The only thing that ever helps is immediately working out when I wake up, I'm talking right when I step out of bed I walk directly to the treadmill and do hill climbs fasted

I didn't do that today so it feels like a fire is inside my gut that's burning me and I can't organize my thoughts + about the worst irritability

Did they secretly Vax me when I was put under? WTF?

Who else feels like this?

Chit is torture

You're on a ****ton of roids so it sounds like your hormones are way outta whack.

[dopamine72]

Much appreciated misc, hit the gym for about an hour and definitely feel better, guess my neuros are still recovering

Could use more information, but propofol is bad news. After my last surgery my speech was impaired for a bit, as in I couldn't properly form sentences and find the right words for things. Hospital staff acted as if that is no big thing. Scary.
Are you experiencing actual pain and burning regularly? I don't think that would be a side of anesthesia.

Damn glad you're alright

Its not actually a burning sensation, its like excess adrenaline causing anxiety and I feel it in my stomach and it won't go away

You need to squat heavy weight, I'm talkin 5 sets of 5 and failing on the 5th set
then you need to run like a mile
that shiit always reset me when I was having drug withdrawals
I also understand the last thing you wanna do is squat heavy when you're depressed, but it helps more than anything
also quit caffeine until you feel better

Done

1 mile fasted then heavy barbell split squats + nordic curls

It did help, thanks brah

You know wutsup this is def WD and completely agreed its much better to put yourself through the hell of lifting heavy instead of just sitting around not moving being tortured

You think it's a joke but in reality it's no joke. Go to the hospital get put under and if you're a pureblood? Not anymore you're not. (SRS) or they'll just put in with your regular IV either way they gonna get u 1 way or another.

Anything is possible at this point. The thought crossed my mind when I had to go to hospital in 2021

No I feel great and I’m 50
That’s not normal op you need to get some tests done srs

Mirin no alcohol/drugs/meds crew that's why you feel great so nice work

Negative self talk is a pretty big deal that and not a lot of people realize they even do it. Definitely have a focus here, perhaps pick up a book to really understand what it does. It can certainly make a difference, same with CBT.

Thanks brah, CBT is decent I've been utilizing some cbt exercises all day, transcendental mediation seems to work the best for me when I'm in a funk like this

always feel like **** for the first 10 minutes of waking up.

Feels
At least its only 10 mins

Probofol is common as water. The diazapam and fent are common as well. The most trippy one I've seen is ********. How long have you felt like this?

Since they put me under

You're on a ****ton of roids so it sounds like your hormones are way outta whack.

lol

I can't imagine what my head would be like right now if tren was in the mix...Fuk that