Oh it has been quite a story line. I'm not sure if any of it happened before you left or not.is there something going on or just not where you want to be in life?
I was always under the impression that misc knew I was not involved and that everything was said in jest.. like that's why misc joked about it.. not that they really thought I deserved to be treated like an *******. lol i guess some people are going to take things how they will.. it's probably the problem with the internet but i've actually always been really honest with everything in my life to the misc and it's clearly part of the problem. I live on the assumption that everyone has their ****.. maybe some of us more than others but again Im just happy I don't see things the way I see some miscers seeing things.
Spoiler!- married and living w/spouse and child in MI
- spouse seems to have fallen for someone else > wanted divorce [fall 2017]
- he insisted on keeping the house and that I move out, had an awful time getting a place
- moved into a condo and did a lot of work to fix it up [spring 2018]
- mom was dx'd w/glioblastoma [brain cancer] and scheduled for emergency surgery right as we were supposed to be in court for the divorce [winter 2018]
- mom came through surgery, went back to MI, divorce finalized
- mom was deteriorating, fell and broke her hip, couldn't seem to get a flight and finally drove back to TX to take care of her [spring 2019]
- mom passed, left to deal with her estate/home and my brother who had been living with her for years [late summer 2019]
- gave notice on MI condo and moved my stuff out because I couldn't pay for mom's house + condo
- living in TX in mom's house w/my brother when the pandemic started, still had most of my things in storage in MI
- daughter didn't have in person school, was very upset and said she wanted me to come get her; I tried, I flew up- ex pushed back and said he would involve police though there was no grounds for that...I couldn't even contact anyone with the court system because everything was shut down [late winter 2020]
- thought my daughter might move to TX during the school year, or that I would at least get regular visitation...didn't happen, covid + my ex + and only recently found out her anxiety...she got it in her mind that if she left the house in MI "something really bad would happen"
- covid- extreme isolation, not enough money, not seeing my daughter and very little communication [the rest of 2020 basically...it sucked]
- was finally able to get a job, though it paid very little, and I was working full time when I heard from my daughter that her father was dead...died suddenly, only 44, yes he had the shots [spring 2021]
- immediately grabbed a flight and went to MI, spent a couple of weeks clearing as much as I could for my in-laws and packing what my daughter wanted to truck back to TX...got a whiplash injury during the move
- back in TX tried to keep working for a month or so but had a lot of neck and jaw pain...quit due to that and also worry about my daughter being alone so much
- found out that the estate would not pass to my daughter until she is 18, she was the beneficiary of life insurance and will not receive until she is 18, and *bonus* social security was closed for covid and survivor benefits was the one service which you could not do online...no money coming in for months and months- when the SS offices reopened [April 2022] I was there the first day.
- been juggling and scraping along since then...managed to keep afloat somehow...she turns 18 soon and then hopefully with some decent planning her financial situation will be alright...mine will be whatever
I didn't know if I could make it. Now it is coming up fast and I don't know about getting through it or what the other side might look like, only that this particular chapter is near the end.
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08-27-2023, 09:10 AM #211
Oh it has been quite a story line. I'm not sure if any of it happened before you left or not.
Spoiler!
I didn't know if I could make it. Now it is coming up fast and I don't know about getting through it or what the other side might look like, only that this particular chapter is near the end.Last edited by katya422; 08-27-2023 at 09:35 AM.
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08-27-2023, 09:58 AM #212
Here’s some quotes and cliffs from the other thread.
The people will decide what to believe!
For what it’s worth these posts are dated Jan 27th. So it’s not possible that Michelle “made her first thread “DAYS” after he was already dead.By the tone of posts I get the feeling that the main thread was the day before, Jan 26. Which is the same day Kobe did die.
She posts a thread, gist is her BF likely OD'd outside, went blue in the snow, she found him and the medics took him off to hospital, then the cops interviewed her and then she decided to Misc instead of finding out if he made it or not.--brb too sick
--brb can't get off couch
--brb finds dead bf
--brb must summon the strength to make thread on miscI thought it was very obvious by the way she was writing that she was trying very carefully to take any blame away from her. Hard to describe exactly what she was doing but she was writing in a very peculiar manner. A manner I have seen before where someone is trying to deflect blame. Almost as if they are thinking step by step what to write instead of just writing.- Michelle is partying with her boyfriend.
- He "goes to the store" for more party supplies, presumably paper hats and noisemakers.
- Michelle passes out on the couch from too much partying.
- Five hours later, she wakes up and asks a kid - because there was a kid in the house for this, you see - why her boyfriend isn't home yet.
- Goes outside to smoke, sees why boyfriend isn't home yet.
- Finds boyfriend passed out in snow, no puls.
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- Is interrogated by police for several hours.
- Avoids calling the hospital for an update all night because she would rather be in limbo believing he is dead but holding out hope he is not than check on this man she supposedly cares about but is actually only attached to because he is a source of various party supplies.Michelle Lynn argues with her junkie BF who leaves to go to the store, she takes a nap but deffo not drugs because she doesn't do that, wakes up hours later, BF is blue and cold in a snowbank outside. He gets taken away in the ambulance, cops grill her.
She could ring the hospital or go over there, but decides to Misc instead because it's a traumatic event and it's all about her.
Then she keeps changing her story about whether he's dead or alive and refuses to make even a single phone call to actually confirm it for herself.
And there's at least one kid involved but all the psychosis gets confusing.Last edited by Bigbuster1; 08-27-2023 at 10:05 AM.
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08-27-2023, 10:32 AM #213
I went back and clarified that I was wrong about the days after ****.. I was being methodical about the way I was typing about his death because I didn't want to be banned from the misc for talking about **** I'm not supposed to talk about.
Your making **** up because of how you project your feelings on to what I'm typing is the problem here... I have never changed my story ever yet somehow the misc fills in gaps with some crazy ****.. the gaps are easy to fill in and have been filled in.. "the overdose" duh. I had nothing to do with that.. I actually don't do the **** he OD'd on and that was clear when the cops realized how stunned I was to have found him the way I did. That was actually the first time I had ever seen an OD although they happen here all the time. I carry narcan now and hope I don't have to use it. i never felt to blame and the **** about me sleeping off a hangover is also BS . I was sleeping because I had a severe sinus infection and had for a while.. I still sleep a lot due to sinus pressure ****..it's probably just allergies but whatever. I do think people were involved in his death but it was people who claim to be his bestfriend.. he was with them before he died(something I found out a month later). I don't have a clue if they dropped him off in the snowbank or what...
Like I've said before his daughter was also home.. she was 11 and in the house with me while i was on the couch the whole time.. she didn't go out that whole day neither or else she would have been the one to find him instead of me.. thankfully thats not the situation
I didn't check to find out if he made it or not because I knew he was dead.. I saw the whole situation and there wasnt a chance he was alive.. he was dead when I found him.. they brought him back for a few minutes for his mom to say bye but who they brought back was not him anymore.
edit- misc was telling me to go check on him because for some freakin reason they couldnt get it through their heads that I already knew he was dead.. I was literally hanging on to the tiniest shred of hope that maybe he was alive but that shred was for me.. and never enough to actually go to the hospital with.. If I had called I would have heard what I knew was to be true and at that point wasn't ready to hear that I was never going to see him again.. and to top it off the way I found him was not pretty... seeing someone with hypothermia is not a fun way to see a person and that is also why I was too ****ed in the head to call the hospital to find out if he had really been dying when I found him..
I came to the misc because this has been my place for years.. it's not the healthiest place to go to cope but it's a place.Last edited by MichelleLnne; 08-27-2023 at 10:42 AM.
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08-27-2023, 10:37 AM #214
sounds super friggin stressful! I'm sorry your daughter lost her dad.. sounds like he was rough to coparent with. **** that's young to die
Hopefully once this chapter closes its a while before the next wave of crap rolls in.. sorry im a pessimist but I literally have come to see that life is just cycles of crap..even now when I think everything is going well I get **** coming in that is causing stress.. blah lol just deal and move on I guess <3I do not respond to negative off topic comments posted in my direction.
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I can’t clear that up for people. I said what happened irl : I don’t know if I made a thread trolling the situation.: I honestly don’t think I did but if I did it would have been a very poorly executed “if you can’t beat them join them” situation. That thread I do know would have come after the serious thread.. that I made when I thought that misc would actually be nice about the situation and not freak out
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I dont visit here often but i'm getting ready for work and something in me set off alarm bells. Instinctively, i found my way here and this is what I see....
“That is not dead which can eternal lie, And with strange aeons even death may die.” - The Nameless City by HP Lovecraft
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"The search for a moral equivalent of war continues to define American Liberalism to this day."
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He was a dumb drug addict. And she obviously lied about looking out the window at him for attention. Its just a weird thing to do, to make a mockery of someone's death for attention, shows sociopath tendencies. And then her troll story of watching him die is claiming to potentially be committing a serious crime, which would be along the lines of negligent homicide type charges depending on the state they all call it something different.🌺 Lauren Brooks Kelly (snailsrus) - Jul 25, 1991 – Jan 29, 2022
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08-27-2023, 12:39 PM #227
Ok I’m starting to see that you might have some actual learning challenges ..
Edit- I hope people use their own observation/critical thinking skills to see that you’re not right.. neither in your mind nor emotional well being: you are clearly stirred up over all this **** and refuse to let things rest. That’s not my problem. I didn’t say these things you are saying I did and the more you speak the more obvious it is that you don’t actually know what you’re talking about.
I think you read other peoples posts making fun of the situation and are now thinking it was me that said those things.. when it wasn’t. Instead of thinking it’s possible you’re mistaken you are just dying on the hill: it’s my personal life that you are attacking and my life history.. I don’t give two ****s about you .. I would never spend this much time on anything about you but that’s not true for you .. you care too much about my ****. Maybe reflect on thatLast edited by MichelleLnne; 08-27-2023 at 12:49 PM.
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sloot youre the one arguing with me, all i did is tell people the truth. I dont have anything to gain or lose. You were showing sociopathic tendencies using someone close to you death for attention making trolls out of it and now that youre sober and old and washed up youre trying to reinvent history and lie about it to make yourself look better. Youre the one with the agenda and everything I said was the same thing like a dozen other miscers said. Talking about I'm riled up over it, i have nothing to gain or lose.🌺 Lauren Brooks Kelly (snailsrus) - Jul 25, 1991 – Jan 29, 2022
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08-27-2023, 03:11 PM #231
I haven’t seen anyone say they saw me make this thread you said I made.. the only people who say they saw anything made by me are agreeing to what I’m saying in this thread. The only people who agree with you say they heard or saw it from another thread or through secondhand information.
I wasn’t looking for attention I was looking for an outlet but at this point I’m so tired of this convo with you that I’m just going to block you- so if you continue talking about me then know it’s like gone too far in your head because I won’t actually be here reading it anymoreI do not respond to negative off topic comments posted in my direction.
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08-27-2023, 03:28 PM #235🌺 Lauren Brooks Kelly (snailsrus) - Jul 25, 1991 – Jan 29, 2022
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