Road to self respect and direction

[SilverSpoonBoy]

I've realized that the way I'm living life will ultimately lead me, and has led me to unhappiness. I've tried to lose weight for almost 2 years but due to my own level of discipline, I've failed. Reading through forums such as r/bingeeating has given me a reason to not continue down this path. A lot of the posts on there reflect a person that has been broken down by a cycle of effort and failure and I believe if I let myself reach that extreme I won't be able to accomplish anything I want in life. My plan is to lose 30 pounds but mainly it's to feel an aspect of stability and confidence. I'll keep posting on this for my own record.