Had a girlfriend for 2 years, it was a fun diversion. What’s the point?

[Ausaric]

As the biggest autist ever to exist I actually had a relationship for what seemed to me like a long time.

I actually realized that I have the capability to be attractive and please women sexually. That was a mind-blower.

But the whole time I was just acting like someone who would be in a relationship. It’s mostly annoying. I don’t want to talk to anybody. I don’t want to deal with another person.

Sex is fun and it feels great. It even makes you feel nice the next day. Even if you just fuked a girl that doesn’t practice good hygiene.

But what’s the point? Am I supposed to pretend that I’m a normal person for my entire life? I would prefer to move into the woods and die peacefully. Yet I have to soldier on.

[SimpIeJack]

I feel the same way. Problem is now I feel like chit for wasting her time.

[GordonXXX]

There is an idea of a Patrick Bateman; some kind of abstraction. But there is no real me: only an entity, something illusory.

[Imaneya]

Try men?

[Ausaric]

I feel the same way. Problem is now I feel like chit for wasting her time.

She wasted your time. You wasted her time. Who cares?

[Misc420Doctor]

Love is the most powerful drug in the world

[BigBallsMcgee]

guess the point is to have fun and enjoy the relationship.