Very long story short I dated her for 2 years and had undiagnosed bpd that got worse and essentially I ruined the relationship by pushing her away. Got in/out of treatment, now back in and we’re gonna try making it work soon when I feel ready enough.
I agree though I’ve pretty much already made up my mind but there’s a small part of me that’s sort of scared of the commitment cause I can see us being together potentially forever, never had more chemistry with someone else before.
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Yeah agreed. Only have 1 fwb who most miscers think is better looking than my soon to be gf again but tried to make this thread to deal with my insecurities of committing lol.
Some responses ITT + some soul searching (no homo) on what I want in life have made me realize I need to stop questioning this chit
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12-01-2020, 10:39 AM #47
Rather take a new 6/10 sloot every other day because my dopamine recepters are f'd and I need variety. Feelsbadman. I want the trad family life, but I stop getting excited for sexors with the same girl.
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The reality is most men would love to have 1 solid attractive girlfriend with the option to get that primitive "hunt-random" nut off once a business quarter without it completely destroying his life.
I'm too old and busy to be single and have to hunt for fuks fulltime. But I would like the option to decide to return to former degeneracy and try to slay a bar ting every once in a blue moon.DCA'ing FXS since Sept2022
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