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    Anyone ever get suicidal thoughts/fantasise about their death?

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    Stop what - from executing the plan or from fantasizing about it?

    And it's not unusual to think about your own death but to dwell on it isn't normal op
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    Originally Posted by Stray800 View Post
    Stop what - from executing the plan or from fantasizing about it?

    And it's not unusual to think about your own death but to dwell on it isn't normal op
    Interpret the question as you will...
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    More about wondering if there is anything after life. Logic says no but there's always that possibility


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    I actually really enjoy life, I just get curious sometimes
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    The thought that it would make my parents/friends sad.
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    Originally Posted by SkinnyPhatBrah View Post
    The thought that it would make my parents/friends sad.
    That...suicide tends to appear in clusters.

    I'd never want my kids to think the express checkout is an option they should ever consider.

    I love life way too much.

    Aging is a privilege denied to many.

    I would hope that someone choosing to opt out would do something epic ... like print up a list of sex offenders and systematically hunt them down and exterminate them until he/she gets caught or stopped.
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    every survivor (and there are few) who jumped off the Golden Gate Bridge said the second their hands left that rail they felt instant regret.

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    If there was a legalized assisted sui for anyone who wanted it then you can guarantee millions if not hundreds of millions would take it every year

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    The thought has never crossed my mind. But I do have very intense dreams, often involving the end of the world or the universe. But the best part of that is I have lucid dreams sometimes. So during say, some invasion of NYC I can test "flying" in the dream, then I know I'm lucid dreaming, then it's like an ultimate VR fight against the end of the world.
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    What stops me is that I'm young AND have an opportunity to make my left better. Maybe it wont get better, but I will die one day anyway.

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