Get on some pills srs. No shame in getting medicated. Don't want you to do something dumb man. Your life > misplaced pride.
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08-04-2020, 04:10 PM #61
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08-04-2020, 04:11 PM #62
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08-04-2020, 04:45 PM #64
Ok I should of made it more clearer, being a influencer on IG, Isn’t my only goal, I’m going back to college and plan on getting my bachelors. But like I said being a influencer was always a dream I had doesn’t mean it’s the only thing I’m gonna do. I just plant the seed each day and hope it grows one day
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08-04-2020, 04:46 PM #65
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08-05-2020, 08:26 PM #67
i think some point in time you have to accept mediocrity and that you're a normal person
not everyone's going to have a physique like frank zane and have a job at GS IBD earning 12k per month at 24 with rich parents and connections to boot and look like lachowski and have a head full of hair at 6'2
at least i have, and it's COPE but whatever, i'm nothing but a shell at this point in time
if anything, when you get older, you get more **** thrown at you
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08-05-2020, 08:36 PM #68
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Baseless assumption with no bearing in reality.
Every soul has value, unless you are a nihilistcel.
OP, only with the remembrance of God will a soul find rest. Nothing material will ever fill the void. No girl, house, job, goals, hobbies. If you get your "dream" of instagram fame, you will only want something else to work towards next. It will never end. Your wiring and software is created soley to worship God. It is by design. This world is a test, with all of its ups and downs. Look into Islam, serious. Its the only truth. People have fallen into your mentality since humans have existed. They either go down the wrong path and distract themselves, whether successfully or unsuccessfully, with worldly things until they die or they go the right path (Islam and pure monotheism).
This doesnt mean you give up on worldly things. By all means pursue your instagram goals and go back to college, but it should all be done with the premise of pleasing God and following his commands. Once that cements in and you really understand why you are on this earth, all the ups and downs of life will make sense and have meaning.Best lifts (Don't lift for strength anymore. No more deadlifts or squats)
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08-05-2020, 08:42 PM #70
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