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    Hi Guys,

    Sorry I need to talk. This isn't a depression or whiney thread. But was wondering if anyone else relates?

    I'm in my mind twenties. I don't think i'm depressed.

    But I just kind of feel devoid, empty? I'm not sure how I can describe exactly how I feel..

    As I get older, I guess i'm searching for meaning and purpose in life and just haven't found anything.

    I go to my 9 to 5 job, I go to the gym, I participate in my hobbies, I chase girls and bang different girls but is this all that life really is?

    Honestly - the only time i ever felt different was when i had a girlfriend. I felt like I actually existed, i actually meant something to someone, I felt like i had a responsibility, a great purpose to care for someone else. Unfortunately things didn't work out. And i don't want to be one of those guys who "needs" a girlfriend to be happy. Or put my purpose/happiness into a girl.


    But sometimes i feel like i don't even exist. Like i'm just doing thins each day to pass the time.

    New hobbies are fun but quickly get boring after a while
    Banging new chicks is fun but real empty
    Earning more money is great but only to an extent

    tec etc etc


    i don't know what to think or feel anymore [no homo]

    Anyone kinda guess where i'm coming from? It's like you're just living doing these things but there's no real great purpose or anything to what you do?
    *pray everyday that my ex gets corona crew
    * misc all day at work coz no friends at work crew
    * hide in my car on saturday night so my ant farm think i have a social life crew
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    You probably have a dissociation disorder. Such people wonder if they exist, usually BPD people suffer from this.
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    Today a young man on acid realized that all matter is merely energy condensed to a slow vibration...

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    Hey Man, sorry to hear you feel that way! Get blood work done, srs
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    Yeah brah. Not really living, just existing
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    Originally Posted by Bunnies1 View Post
    You probably have a dissociation disorder. Such people wonder if they exist, usually BPD people suffer from this.
    I'm starting to think i might have BPD (serious)

    all the girls i attract seem to have this as well, likes attract likes right?
    *pray everyday that my ex gets corona crew
    * misc all day at work coz no friends at work crew
    * hide in my car on saturday night so my ant farm think i have a social life crew
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