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    Be honest - do you hold a grudge against anyone? (Srs)

    I remember reading an article about how some guy in his 60's shot his high school bully.

    Talk about holding a grudge.

    obviously it's not good to hold grudges, negative feelings etc. But do you hold a grudge against anyone or anything?

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    yes, ex's. they hurt meh and i took it too personally. i still do.

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    yes. I hold a grudge against one person.

    My oneitis from several years ago. We were dating a while and I got deployment orders. She said she'd wait, talk and write everyday, etc. Became really distant after a few weeks. Ask whats up, tells me she changed her mind and "definitely wouldn't be able to stay faithful." Split immediately after. Her best friend awares me on IG that my ex had a new dude before we broke up, told her bestie that it was her plan B.

    Send me a huge apology message several months into my deployment. I left it on read. Oneitis and new guy got engaged towards the end of my deployment.

    Hits me up a year later saying her and home boy split because she lost feelings and realized she phucked up with me. Asks me to take her back. Literally begging. Voicemails, IG messages, her friends reach out for her. She said she loved me and missed me. Typical sloot chit.

    Went full beta and I broke my no contact with her cause I thought about her nonstop. Dated for 2 months and ghosts me. I see she's BACK with the dude from before acting like nothing happened.

    I felt stupid for believing she missed me. Honestly fukked me up for a while cause all those feelings mixed with PTSD and severe depression. I just sat and laughed at my betaness while I drank nightly.

    Promised myself never fukkin again.

    tldr: oneitis leaves me right before deployment. I take her back, ghosts me after 2 months. lol.
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    I held a grudge against my sister for years after she said acted like a total **** while we were planning our Mother’s funeral.

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    Originally Posted by Sarevoke75 View Post
    yes. I hold a grudge against one person.

    My oneitis from several years ago. We were dating a while and I got deployment orders. She said she'd wait, talk and write everyday, etc. Became really distant after a few weeks. Ask whats up, tells me she changed her mind and "definitely wouldn't be able to stay faithful." Split immediately after. Her best friend awares me on IG that my ex had a new dude before we broke up, told her bestie that it was her plan B.

    Send me a huge apology message several months into my deployment. I left it on read. Oneitis and new guy got engaged towards the end of my deployment.

    Hits me up a year later saying her and home boy split because she lost feelings and realized she phucked up with me. Asks me to take her back. Literally begging. Voicemails, IG messages, her friends reach out for her. She said she loved me and missed me. Typical sloot chit.

    Went full beta and I broke my no contact with her cause I thought about her nonstop. Dated for 2 months and ghosts me. I see she's BACK with the dude from before acting like nothing happened.

    I felt stupid for believing she missed me. Honestly fukked me up for a while cause all those feelings mixed with PTSD and severe depression. I just sat and laughed at my betaness while I drank nightly.

    Promised myself never fukkin again.

    tldr: oneitis leaves me right before deployment. I take her back, ghosts me after 2 months. lol.
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    Jesus crist I probably would have lost it srs
    I did tbh 100% honest. I've never had a beta moment until then. But hey you learn and move on.
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    Originally Posted by Sarevoke75 View Post
    yes. I hold a grudge against one person.

    tldr: oneitis leaves me right before deployment. I take her back, ghosts me after 2 months. lol.
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    There are people ive identified as part of the darkness in life. They are the snake, the scorpion, etc. I try to limit my exposure to them preferably 100% Complete abstinence. I dont know if i “hate” anyone. Hurt people hurt other people. The source of most pain others inflict on each other is their pain they are carrying.
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    the best revenge is living well.
    yea I'm much better now. Realized there was more to life than whining over some girl.
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    yea I'm much better now. Realized there was more to life than whining over some girl.
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    Must be Rabbit, kind of ties with how she's missing right now.
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    yes. I hold a grudge against one person.

    My oneitis from several years ago. We were dating a while and I got deployment orders. She said she'd wait, talk and write everyday, etc. Became really distant after a few weeks. Ask whats up, tells me she changed her mind and "definitely wouldn't be able to stay faithful." Split immediately after. Her best friend awares me on IG that my ex had a new dude before we broke up, told her bestie that it was her plan B.

    Send me a huge apology message several months into my deployment. I left it on read. Oneitis and new guy got engaged towards the end of my deployment.

    Hits me up a year later saying her and home boy split because she lost feelings and realized she phucked up with me. Asks me to take her back. Literally begging. Voicemails, IG messages, her friends reach out for her. She said she loved me and missed me. Typical sloot chit.

    Went full beta and I broke my no contact with her cause I thought about her nonstop. Dated for 2 months and ghosts me. I see she's BACK with the dude from before acting like nothing happened.

    I felt stupid for believing she missed me. Honestly fukked me up for a while cause all those feelings mixed with PTSD and severe depression. I just sat and laughed at my betaness while I drank nightly.

    Promised myself never fukkin again.

    tldr: oneitis leaves me right before deployment. I take her back, ghosts me after 2 months. lol.
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    It’s not even what she did, it’s the repercussions it caused me.
    When I was 16/17, I was a literal homeless bum, no contact with parents etc... I eventually got a place in a long-stay youth homeless shelter. I was pretty miserable at that point in my life. But I got my first boyfriend whilst I was living there. (He was a former resident).

    He cheated on me with this fat skank (who had the same name as me). I was not in a good mental place anyways, so I stupidly did my utmost to one-up her and get him to choose me and stop flipping between us both. Ridiculous I know lol, But he was my very first boyfriend and I was dumb af.

    She and I ended up getting into multiple physical and online fights etc. This spanned over the course of over 5 years. I hated her so much (even though I logically know that he was mostly to blame) but I became obsessed with trying to get one up on her. I no longer even liked the dude, but he had become a pawn in a battle between us.

    Neither of us wanted the other to win that “prize”.

    I hold a grudge because that pathetic war between us cost me 5 years of my life, and ruined my next relationships because I couldn’t let it go and learn to trust them. Possibly not helping my getting cheated on in every relationship afterwards that made me feel ugly and worthless for the longest time.

    It’s been over 10 years since that first incident. We both still have each other blocked on all media.

    I hate her because of what she represents to me now. A memory of delusion and obsession that almost drove me mad.
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    It's got to be at least half a dozen people, srs. I'm the kind of guy who files away whatever put-downs and insults I get and remembers them for years. Is it healthy, no. Do I still do it, yes.

    First two that come to mind though:

    #1: my manager for my first internship. I was doing a good job, he told me I was doing a good job, and then he fukking BLINDSIDED me on my exit interview. He told me I I "was not always competent", "did not fit on the team", and recommended that "I do not apply to X company next year". I applied again and got another job, just purely out of spite for that bitch.

    #2: professor I worked for. He asked if I would need funding, I told him "well, if you've got it...." He's like "ooooh, funding's a bit tight this year. Check back with me in December."

    My friend (who's a straight-up genius) went and talked with him later about a homework question. Just on the sly, he mentioned to my friend, "you know... if you need a research assistantship, I've got more money than I've got good grad students for."

    I later found out he had a funding piggy bank of about half a million. You can hire a grad student for one year for $50K (university takes half).

    That guy had legit anger issues anyway (threw computer mice against the wall and broke them, screamed at grad students, threatened to deport them when he wasn't happy with their work, etc), so I think it's a blessing in disguise that I didn't work for him. Still bitter about that though.
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    Originally Posted by Sarevoke75 View Post
    yes. I hold a grudge against one person.

    My oneitis from several years ago. We were dating a while and I got deployment orders. She said she'd wait, talk and write everyday, etc. Became really distant after a few weeks. Ask whats up, tells me she changed her mind and "definitely wouldn't be able to stay faithful." Split immediately after. Her best friend awares me on IG that my ex had a new dude before we broke up, told her bestie that it was her plan B.

    Send me a huge apology message several months into my deployment. I left it on read. Oneitis and new guy got engaged towards the end of my deployment.

    Hits me up a year later saying her and home boy split because she lost feelings and realized she phucked up with me. Asks me to take her back. Literally begging. Voicemails, IG messages, her friends reach out for her. She said she loved me and missed me. Typical sloot chit.

    Went full beta and I broke my no contact with her cause I thought about her nonstop. Dated for 2 months and ghosts me. I see she's BACK with the dude from before acting like nothing happened.

    I felt stupid for believing she missed me. Honestly fukked me up for a while cause all those feelings mixed with PTSD and severe depression. I just sat and laughed at my betaness while I drank nightly.

    Promised myself never fukkin again.

    tldr: oneitis leaves me right before deployment. I take her back, ghosts me after 2 months. lol.
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    I have a grudge against my brother, I think he's a sociopath. Has stolen more than a thousand dollars from me, my clothes, other ****, and most importantly my camera from Afghanistan that had all my videos and pictures that I will probably never see again. Now he goes around claiming he was in the Marines and deployed to Afghanistan and tells people he got a purple heart and killed lots of people, and talks about how he has a body cam in storage that he will show them. I hope the only reason I ever see him again is to get my camera back, I don't care about anything else.
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    Originally Posted by Lift3d View Post
    Were you in sangin?

    I have a grudge against my brother, I think he's a sociopath. Has stolen more than a thousand dollars from me, my clothes, other ****, and most importantly my camera from Afghanistan that had all my videos and pictures that I will probably never see again. Now he goes around claiming he was in the Marines and deployed to Afghanistan and tells people he got a purple heart and killed lots of people, and talks about how he has a body cam in storage that he will show them. I hope the only reason I ever see him again is to get my camera back, I don't care about anything else.
    If true then I agree with bolded. Wtf.

    So he has basically stolen your identity and history? That’s a whole heap of an inferiority complex (or just plain crazy).
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    Hell Yes, two people actually. My sister’s ex-husband and his mother.
    Her ex adopted my niece when they got married, they went on to have two children together a boy and a girl. His mother was a real piece of chit and treated my older niece like crap. She also called my younger niece (her bio granddaughter) a bish when she was 12 years old. What kind of grandma does that. There were also a lot of other horrible things she’s done to other family. Anyway. Older niece passed away at age 21 from a brain aneurysm when she was 6 months pregnant, her son delivered premature. After she was taken off life support and One Legacy took their organ/tissue donations, my sister wanted her cremated. Because of California law, her ex had to sign off on the cremation. That arshole wouldn’t sign it! The mortuary had to go about it some other way to get the cremation done. What kind of dink is so hateful to a child that even after she died he felt the need to be that mean. His mother contributed to him acting this way. So far his mom just died, ironically a few days before the anniversary of my nieces death last July, while brain dead on life support. Everyone in the family laughed when she died because they all know what a horrible person she is. And everyone hopes my sisters ex meets the same fate. Dying alone, brain dead, with people cheering he’s gone.
    Three months after my niece had passed my sister was diagnosed stage 4 breast cancer. Aside from trying to live as long as possible for her kids, she ultimately wanted to outlive her ex-mother in-law just to have some satisfaction.
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    Nah, that takes too much energy.

    Energy spent on anyone shifts power to that person. Why would anyone want to give power to someone who did them wrong?

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