Hi guys, I've been lurking here since 2016, this is my first post and I really don't know what to do, I'm really embarrassed to tell my friends this, not because they won't help me but I will feel so ****ing stupid talking about this to them. I know the saying that sloots are sloots, and know all the misc philosophy since I was in high school, but I really felt like this isn't the case with this girl, she was so ****ing different from the other girls who lack personality that I've met, she is the most interesting person I know and I don't get how she could do this.
I know that you will say that 5 months is not that long, but we were together all summer and all of may, ****ing and spending quality time together, we both were vulnerable and shared all of our secrets, she really gets my sense of humour, I recently turned 20 years old and she is 19 so I don't know, we both are from the same hometown and study in another city for university, I am in the 2nd year of studying and this is her 1st, her parents pay her rent and she stays in an apartment and I stay in the campus dorms, I have to mention that I'm the guy who took her virginity to, she had other sexual experiences just not vaginal sex, our sex was ****ing amazing, I didn't felt like this before with anyone.
I slept at her place two weeks ago (we slept togheter almost all of october) the night before everything went good, laughing and ****, when I woke up she tells me to leave because she wants to clean her house, from that day she didnt want to speak to me for 3 days, when I told her this is enough I want to meet her and talk, she then said that she wants to breakup with me, she needs space **** like that, we both cried (yeah sorry) and I was okay with that, I dont want to be with a person who doesnt feel the same for me that I feel for her, doesnt matter how much I love her, we remained friends and talked a little bit every day, tuesday she texts me that she misses me, and the next day I was at her place, we went to eat, to buy some things, we get home and I got my shirt off, she was in her underwear, and we had sex again after two weeks, first time was awesome, second time she started crying, I didnt know what to do, I had to go home so we only ****ed one more time, she had an orgasm every time.
After we had sex on my way home we talked about how she found a sugar daddy and how she will meet with him Saturday, my heart instantly broke because the thing that I feared the most became a reality, this is the thing that bothers me the most, if she continued her life normally I wouldn't have a ****ing problem, but the thought of this special girl, this girl who is full of life and glowing, who radiates pure beauty becoming company for some dudes with money is making me cry, I can't ****ing believe this, she really doesn't get how special she is and how degrading this is, I explained her and she doesn't get it at all, the thought of her having sex with these sleazy guys ****ing kills me piece by piece, and I really don't know what to do, she says that we can still **** and I told her we can but the thought of her with these guys finishes me
About her thing with these ****ing sugar daddies who find vulnerable girls and pay cash because they cant form a ****ing relationship, I absolutely hate these ****ers, she told me this idea before like about July and of course I wasn't having it, she told me that these guys are just some lonely guys who cant form real relationship because they don't have time, and I told her they were ****ing creeps, of course, she wont understand, she even believes that these guys who pay for her company don't want to have sex with her, she is way above this and now any sleazy guy with money can now have her, I am destroyed.
tl;dr
My gf is now a sugar baby and this brokes my heart
Sorry for the long wall of text but you guys were here for me since high school, had so many laughs with you, can't believe this will be my first post.
And I can't really share this thing with persons I know in real life because I don't want them to know this.
Lost my faith in everything.
Misc is the only place i can share this
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11-15-2019, 07:50 AM #1
Gf left me to become a sugar baby
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11-15-2019, 07:56 AM #5
Only read cliffs, needs pics
You gonna make it op. maybe become a sugar baby yourself, lots a old broads out there needing them walls moistened180 lb crew
Take chit and pis 165lb crew
Go to bed, wake up 173lb crew
Annoyed at eating whatever I want and not getting fat crew
Accidentally get fat crew
Back to 175lb the next day crew
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11-15-2019, 08:27 AM #16
- Join Date: Feb 2015
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It pisses me off so much when they skimp me on ingredients!
I was there a few weeks ago at my usual Chipotle and there was a new guy working the tortilla press and meat, I could already see up ahead of the line he was being incredibly skimpy so I began to bertstare him from way back in the line so he would get the hint not to screw with me. Apparently the hint was not taken because when he started making my burrito I was literally getting half portions of everything, including about 2oz of steak and he quickly tended to the next customer and never looked straight at me the entire time as I was bertstaring him hard.
I was raging, and continued to bertstare straight through him, never even blinked. I could hear the next girl saying "excuse me sir, would you like any salsa?" but she didn't even exist to me. I stood there holding up the line bertstaring this phaggot until the line was so backed up he couldn't tend to anymore customers. He knew he was being bertstared hard and was getting all nervous and shaky because he knew he had no choice but to face me. He finally faced me while looking down and asked "ca..can I help yo..you??"
I didn't even mutter a word and continued to bertstare him while simultaneously pointing directly to the steak. He quickly added the right amount of steak and my eyes left his for a fraction of a second to verify it was the correct amount, then they locked straight back on him. I continued to bertstare him and never took my eyes off his while I went through the rest of the line, paid, and got napkins and condiments. I even walked out of the store and to my truck backwards while bertstaring him the entire time. As I was leaving I drove at a snail’s pace around the front glass windows bertstaring him through the windows from my truck.
Never saw that phaggot again, pretty sure he quit☆ Easy choices, hard life. Hard choices, easy life. ☆
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11-15-2019, 08:29 AM #17
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11-15-2019, 09:05 AM #22
My ex from two years go cheated on me and I caught it, so broke up with her. A few months later I saw on social media that she was dating some dude that's like 15 years older than her but in the same industry, along with a quote talking about her "finally being treated the way she deserves," while at a stadium for some national sporting event (can't remember if it was NFL or MLB). "Gold digger" was the first thought that entered my mind lol.
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11-15-2019, 09:09 AM #23
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11-15-2019, 09:58 AM #26
She's a gypsy-soul.
Let her go.
Don't try to "save" her. It won't work. You'll just hurt yourself more.
Stop contacting her. She chose this route.
Stop putting any woman on a pedestal. Even if you find a great one, there are plenty of other great ones too. Accept that you are replaceable to anyone who you're dating and visa-versa.
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