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    Originally Posted by BigTimePlayer View Post
    So it’s the same **** of working until Midnight today than have off tomorrow than have to work another 5 straight days where I’m at work all day. How do people not go insane doing this? I can understand if one makes wealthy quality money but for the ones living almost paycheck to paycheck how do they stay sane? All I ever feel doing this is that it’s just a waste of life.
    Still haven't seen anyone answer this. I guess if you like your coworkers and job then it's not bad but there is no way everyone has that. I feel like i am coping all day at work and i don't even feel alive until 2-3 hours until my shift is over.
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    Originally Posted by eod8989 View Post
    Still haven't seen anyone answer this. I guess if you like your coworkers and job then it's not bad but there is no way everyone has that. I feel like i am coping all day at work and i don't even feel alive until 2-3 hours until my shift is over.
    Life really just feels like it’s just about the luck of the draw. Almost area of life is about luck. Unfortunately statistically not everyone in life is able to have a good life. There’s not enough good jobs for instance to go around for everyone & millions of people are always going to get the shaft due to that. The system is made in a way where so many are forced to work paycheck to paycheck & not be able to get ahead.
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    Originally Posted by BigTimePlayer View Post
    Life really just feels like it’s just about the luck of the draw. Almost area of life is about luck. Unfortunately statistically not everyone in life is able to have a good life. There’s not enough good jobs for instance to go around for everyone & millions of people are always going to get the shaft due to that. The system is made in a way where so many are forced to work paycheck to paycheck & not be able to get ahead.
    How can literally everything go wrong for us though? It just makes no sense when everyone else seems content or happy. Meanwhile i haven't been happy in years.
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    Originally Posted by eod8989 View Post
    How can literally everything go wrong for us though? It just makes no sense when everyone else seems content or happy. Meanwhile i haven't been happy in years.
    A lot of people probably just never wanted more than the typical life of work, having kids & being married. If they have those things they’re probably happy if they never wanted to reach for more than that. Also, a lot of people have social lives where they can take their mind off of things for a few hours. I’m ****ing miserable because I had too many goals when I was younger that just were never realistic to happen for me. Now I’m left always being miserable. And pile on all the other **** I have to deal with like horrible random depressive episodes, hardly any social life anymore, & health issues than it’s impossible to be happy.
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    I dont even know how people with full time jobs have social lives. Places are so crowded and all you can do is sit through traffic when you get off work. Doing anything these days is overwhelming because of how many people there are. I work with thousands of people and just going to the cafeteria at lunch is overwhelming. Theres no space. I swear cities have become overpopulated in the last 5 years.
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    I just walked out of work. Probably going to get fired lol
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    I just walked out of work. Probably going to get fired lol
    What happened at work?
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    Originally Posted by BigTimePlayer View Post
    What happened at work?
    Well i work in a warehouse room with usually 2-5 people. Usually it's just 2-3 of us though.

    My supervisor never wants to help or work, even though he is supposed to be in there

    He just goes in the other room and sits at his desk and lets the work pile up on me and the other person

    Nothing ever gets done and he will just come in there and look around or do stupid stuff like look at the stuff i'm doing and just fuk around while we are working our asses off

    Other dude is lazy too

    Plus i have major depression episodes at work because my life sucks and i am lonely there and when stuff like that happens it just sets me off. The managers don't ever do anything to help either
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    And not to mention it's just stupid because my coworker always looks at me weird when i'm quiet working by myself on the other side of the room and has to mention that i'm quiet every time i don't want to talk. I just don't get this life anymore. It's so messed up that i legit just think i'm in a simulation or matrix of some sort.
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    Idk why but i just feel uncomfortable around most people. I like being around one of my coworkers because she isn't judgmental at all and is very chill but most people i just don't like or they do things that annoy me. It's not like i hate them i just can't stand being forced to work with them. Idk what to do.
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    Does life really peak for men in their 30's?

    i mean i'm having a terrible time in my 20's right now. I cry about my ex, i don't like my career but stuck in it. It seems my only hope is just to stick out my career until i get decent salary save a lot and peak when i'm in my 30's?

    or is this just a cope thing said on the misc.

    **** life is legit ****ing ****.
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    Originally Posted by sandman2019 View Post
    Does life really peak for men in their 30's?

    i mean i'm having a terrible time in my 20's right now. I cry about my ex, i don't like my career but stuck in it. It seems my only hope is just to stick out my career until i get decent salary save a lot and peak when i'm in my 30's?

    or is this just a cope thing said on the misc.

    **** life is legit ****ing ****.
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    There has to be something wrong with my hormones or something that is causing these extreme low moods. Nobody should be depressed constantly. Plus my face and body look different. I used to have a masculine figure and masculine face but now i just look sick at times. I wouldn't be surprised if it's all the soy and chemicals in the foods. Even looking back at my pics from like 5 years ago i just don't look the same, and that was about the time when i started feeling bad too.
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    Bruhs, think I might be in denial about being depressed.

    My ex-wife cheated on me in May, and since then I've been pretty much the primary caregiver to our two kids, who are 12 and 9. Yeah we started young, and got married when I was 21. The kids live with me easily 80% of the time. She only really sees them when I'm working, and half the time they're in school anyways.

    I've been trying to manage the kids, a personal life, work, and my house (which I want to sell). All this has been leaving me pretty drained, and I honestly wish I could give up at times.

    On top of that, I met a girl in September, who I've been casually seeing. We've broken it off a couple times already, but keep on hooking up. I broke it off with her the first time, because I caught feelings, and she didn't. She wanted to remain friends and I said no, but we ended up hooking up again a couple weeks later.

    I feel like I should let her go, cause she's a party girl and doesn't have her **** together, although she's only 25. Thing is, I've met her family and been hanging out with her a lot, to the point that it doesn't feel casual to me, but she's adamant that she doesn't want anything. I think I need to end it, because it's sort of messing with my head, but it ****ing sucks.

    Honestly I know I need to focus on myself and the kids, but I'm at the point where I feel like I'm in over my head. I don't know how other single parents do it. Honestly have a newfound respect for all the single parents out there.

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    Bruhs, think I might be in denial about being depressed.

    My ex-wife cheated on me in May, and since then I've been pretty much the primary caregiver to our two kids, who are 12 and 9. Yeah we started young, and got married when I was 21. The kids live with me easily 80% of the time. She only really sees them when I'm working, and half the time they're in school anyways.

    I've been trying to manage the kids, a personal life, work, and my house (which I want to sell). All this has been leaving me pretty drained, and I honestly wish I could give up at times.

    On top of that, I met a girl in September, who I've been casually seeing. We've broken it off a couple times already, but keep on hooking up. I broke it off with her the first time, because I caught feelings, and she didn't. She wanted to remain friends and I said no, but we ended up hooking up again a couple weeks later.

    I feel like I should let her go, cause she's a party girl and doesn't have her **** together, although she's only 25. Thing is, I've met her family and been hanging out with her a lot, to the point that it doesn't feel casual to me, but she's adamant that she doesn't want anything. I think I need to end it, because it's sort of messing with my head, but it ****ing sucks.

    Honestly I know I need to focus on myself and the kids, but I'm at the point where I feel like I'm in over my head. I don't know how other single parents do it. Honestly have a newfound respect for all the single parents out there.

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    Sorry for the rant, I needed to vent a bit.
    That’s what this thread is for man. I’m sorry chit is weighing heavy on you. As for the girl, I’ve been in a similar situation.
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    That’s what this thread is for man. I’m sorry chit is weighing heavy on you. As for the girl, I’ve been in a similar situation.
    Thanks bruh. I think this girl is my escape from all the stuff I have going on. Definitely haven't been out of my marriage long enough to handle another relationship, but damn this girls something else.
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    Just had a meeting with my supervisor and she said I am too quiet lol. Proof that you cant be quiet these days. People think its weird.
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    What the fuk do you do when everything in your life is just L after L?

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    BRB advisor reads me the riot act 2 Mondays ago: "You're not active enough of a researcher. How do you think you're going to graduate?"

    BRB next meeting with the advisor is on Monday.
    BRB final project for advisor's class is due on Monday.

    BRB have good grades in advisor's class, need a 50% or higher on the final to pass.
    BRB do the smart thing and sell out on research all week; like 10 hours a day for 6 days
    BRB leave the project in the hands of 3 undergrads to carry-job me; they can at least put together a project worth an F, right?
    BRB put in like 2 hours of effort into the project, let them do the rest.

    BRB we give our final presentation; it's kind of ****, whatever.
    BRB project grades come back today. 30%.

    BRB What the absolute ****.
    BRB I can't even trust you guys to SCORE A ****ING F? Is that too much to ****ing ask?
    BRB if I fail this class, I go on scholastic probation AGAIN.

    BRB final project report is due at midnight
    BRB rewriting everything my retarded group ever wrote to try and salvage my grade.

    And then for an extra kick in the junk, I lost my pirate SD drive with 250GB of stolen movies and chit somewhere on the carpet an hour ago. Goodbye $40. Goodbye weeks' worth of content to watch.


    Like... they say life is supposed to have ups and downs. My life has just been down, down, down, down, down for the last 2 years. Fukking BRB go on scholastic probation in one department. BRB switch to an easier dept to graduate. BRB about to go on probation THERE because a bunch of stupid teammates fukked me over. What do you do when literally nothing goes your way for years on end?

    I don't know if I'm technically depressed, more like just burnt out as fuk over getting beaten down over things beyond my control, but it's legit starting to feel like depression. It's just that feeling of total impotency where it feels like you can't change anything that happens to you.
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    Originally Posted by FAPhaggot View Post
    What the fuk do you do when everything in your life is just L after L?
    I would be more sympathetic were it not for the fact that your predicament is largely of your own doing, and I don’t mean that in a nasty way but rather in a matter of fact way.

    Like... isn’t this what you signed up for?! You VOLUNTARILY chose to pursue the highest level of academia, and now you’re b!tching about how difficult it is?

    Maybe you just need to vent, but what you’re doing is kinda like an army grunt deciding he wants to be delta force and then complaining how hard special forces training is. What’d you expect mutha fuker? A walk in the park?

    Also, akin to special forces training - if you’re finding you can’t hack it, maybe it’s not for you?
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    Running with the special forces analogy, i’ve copied below an excerpt from the SFAS handbook:

    2-2. Most common mistakes in the SFAS Course.

    a. Going to the SFAS Course without receiving an SFAS recruiter briefing.
    b. Forgetting your medical records. You will be dropped from the SFAS Course.
    c. Failing the APFT at the SFAS Course.
    d. Showing uncontrollable fear in the water during the 50-meter swim assessment.
    e. Listening and/or participating in the dissemination of inaccurate information of what to expect during SFAS.
    f. Concealing prohibited items during inprocessing. You will be dropped from the SFAS Course.
    g. Showing inconsistency during rucksack marches and runs.
    h. Giving up on the obstacle course.
    i. Not being able to do at least six pull-ups from a dead hang. This may show a lack of upper body strength.
    j. Giving up on yourself. Don’t quit, let the assessors assess you.
    k. Negative thoughts. Don’t doubt yourself, believe in yourself, don’t evaluate yourself out of the SFAS Course.

    l. Not taking proper care of your feet.
    m. Falling asleep when you are not supposed to.
    n. Losing your weapon.
    o. Not giving 100 percent. The assessors are trained to identify soldiers that are not pulling their weight.
    p. Whining and complaining; nobody likes it and it doesn’t help.

    q. Arguing with the cadre. It will not be tolerated and you will be terminated.
    r. Failure to follow instructions. Pay attention to detail.
    s. Losing your temper. Maintaining your bearing is essential to success.
    t. Not being flexible. Anything and everything may go wrong, deal with it.
    u. Using shortcuts or cheating. Don’t compromise your integrity, you will be dropped from the SFAS Course for integrity violations.
    v. Always the first one to sit or lay down on a break.
    w. Always the last one to get up when the break is over.

    The above advice carries over to many other contexts in RL, such as yours.
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    Just had a meeting with my supervisor and she said I am too quiet lol. Proof that you cant be quiet these days. People think its weird.
    New to this thread but if what you mention is what come to my mind.

    I also being shy or not very talkitive or wanting to befriend bosses, make me seem like a lazy worker or someone they dont want to be around. I will start reading more of the post in this thread.
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    Originally Posted by eod8989 View Post
    There has to be something wrong with my hormones or something that is causing these extreme low moods. Nobody should be depressed constantly. Plus my face and body look different. I used to have a masculine figure and masculine face but now i just look sick at times. I wouldn't be surprised if it's all the soy and chemicals in the foods. Even looking back at my pics from like 5 years ago i just don't look the same, and that was about the time when i started feeling bad too.
    What do you work as?
    What would you like to do?
    Where do you live in the US or anywhere?
    What activities you actually really enjoy?
    How is your relationship with your parents?
    Why do you give a **** about your ex, am 13409234093284092374891792402% sure you will find more women that likes you more, respect you more, are prittier, and sexier than her...Not easy because of the history but it can be found.
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    guys i have a confession
    i started drinking after work and was thinking of my ex, i started reading the messages she sent me when we broke up and felt real mad so i made a fake instagram account and started messaging her and then started abusing her, I think she knew it was me but i denied it and said i was someone else.

    now i feel bad about it.


    i'm such a loser llol

    oh well
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    legit feel so depressed today


    weird
    felt good all week then last few days just feel terrible
    tired, foggy, sad, miserable
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    Life is just so brutal for quiet men. You can't do anything.
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    I just feel like I'm too far gone mentally. I try to talk to people but there is just no connection. I only feel normal when I browse the internet
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    I feel like life is just a simulation and nothing here is real. Everyone that has come and gone throughout my life are not real and is just apart of this game I'm stuck in. Hopefully when my time comes to die I'll no longer have to live in a simulation and I'll wake up to what's truly real.
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    Just got done going to a wedding. It’s so depressing going without having a date. It was my brother’s wedding so I was a groomsman so when I was just with them it was fine. But when the actual reception started than it was like I didn’t exist anymore. Everyone was just with their wives or girlfriends while I was alone. I hate that feeling with a passion. I felt like a dumbass just sitting at my table most of the time on my phone since I don’t really dance but if I had a date I would have. Everyone else was having a great time being able to relate to each other & enjoy themselves. I just felt mad awkward. I really need to make some drastic changes somehow. What I’m doing now is leaving me on a path to nowhere.
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    Originally Posted by BigTimePlayer View Post
    Just got done going to a wedding. It’s so depressing going without having a date. It was my brother’s wedding so I was a groomsman so when I was just with them it was fine. But when the actual reception started than it was like I didn’t exist anymore. Everyone was just with their wives or girlfriends while I was alone. I hate that feeling with a passion. I felt like a dumbass just sitting at my table most of the time on my phone since I don’t really dance but if I had a date I would have. Everyone else was having a great time being able to relate to each other & enjoy themselves. I just felt mad awkward. I really need to make some drastic changes somehow. What I’m doing now is leaving me on a path to nowhere.
    That's how all of my interactions are. I just have nothing to talk about while everyone else is jumping out of their shoes waiting to talk to each other.
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    Another thing i don't like is when i go places people are so in a rush and rude. Like it's not even fun going places anymore. There is nowhere i can go that isn't super packed with aggressive/rude people unless i go at like 8pm or early in the morning.
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