[SRS] Depression Discussion and Support Thread Part III

[BigTimePlayer]

I just don’t know how I wound up here in this position. It makes me feel so horrible about myself that this is where I am in life. When I was growing up I had a vision of a way different & better life than this. I just feel trapped though where I can’t climb out of this hole.

[itsrealsad22]

I just don’t know how I wound up here in this position. It makes me feel so horrible about myself that this is where I am in life. When I was growing up I had a vision of a way different & better life than this. I just feel trapped though where I can’t climb out of this hole.

I know that feeling man

[eod8989]

What do we do bros? I just want to talk to people about something. That's all i ask for right now.

[imbored21]

i lost my oneitis
i lost my only friend
i lost my only hobby
all at the same time
:/

[itsrealsad22]

i lost my oneitis
i lost my only friend
i lost my only hobby
all at the same time
:/

My past year

- Lost my girlfriend (very hard for me to meet girls/also i'm receding manlet)
- Cat died (yesterday)
- Lost my job at a good place now i work at a **** hole
- Lost my money (Investment went bad)
- Lost friends (due to them moving away)

[Curlbrahhh]

Troll

Dude I dont want to be cruel.. but Ive seen your videos and just saying you need to go on a huge cut.Your bodyfat is your biggest issue (SRS)

[uMiring019]

Dude I dont want to be cruel.. but Ive seen your videos and just saying you need to go on a huge cut.Your bodyfat is your biggest issue (SRS)

I been telling him it's his looks and he's been in denial and does nothing but attack me instead of accepting reality.
He actually believe he's above average. Maybe it takes a few more ppl actually telling him that instead of sugarcoating **** before he realize it's his looks holding him back.

[752]

I think I overcame depression or anxiety couple years ago it was caused when I had no job for a year, people tend to dislike laziness, when people said "what have you been up to?" was the most scary chit
I didn't talk or respond to any of my friends who probably genuinely cared for me, I lost all my friends.

Somehow managed to get a job, and although my anxiety went away, haven't done too much damage to repair friends situation, how do I even make friends (that's not colleagues) when I'm 26 and spend every day sitting behind my computer

[brahskimoseph]

I am IN

Lost all my skrill

[eod8989]

https://vocaroo.com/i/s1VynTOzpotr

[hidingwithmusic]

I just don’t know how I wound up here in this position. It makes me feel so horrible about myself that this is where I am in life. When I was growing up I had a vision of a way different & better life than this. I just feel trapped though where I can’t climb out of this hole.

Has your health gotten any better? I was diagnosed with dehydration recently and drinking water has made the brain fog and fatigue alot better. I'll probably never drink a soda ever again. I'm still awaiting for my symptoms to go away (dry look and sunken eyes)

[A4min]

All people do is the same 5 things over and over

Work
netflix
social media
talk about their family
shop

What a time to be alive

Pretty fuking depressing when you think about it. I've shut down all my social media accounts because i can't deal with the amount of fake chit people post.

I just want to go live in the middle of nowhere surrounded by nature away from modern society. It's the only way you can really connect with yourself and the world around you.

[brahskimoseph]

Down and out . Its going to be a long winter. I dont see any way out at the moment. Hate this time of year

[imbored21]

there's no getting out of this ****. I'm going Amanda Todd on this ****.

[shelooked19]

Think positive
Technological singularity at year 2050

Anything will be possible
Live to 500
Robots
Flying cars
Mars
VR

[eod8989]

What's the point of life if you are an average Male?

I just want to move to an island alone from society

You cant have an opinion or do anything anymore. Fuk this

[Claud3]

What's the point of life if you are an average Male?

I just want to move to an island alone from society

You cant have an opinion or do anything anymore. Fuk this

theres none. I realized this 15 years ago and havent seen any evidence to convince me otherwise ever since.

[brahskimoseph]

What's the point of life if you are an average Male?

I just want to move to an island alone from society

You cant have an opinion or do anything anymore. Fuk this

Basically this. Im broke, dead end cubicle job. Idk man Id be lying if I wasnt thinking about ending it

[eod8989]

theres none. I realized this 15 years ago and havent seen any evidence to convince me otherwise ever since.

I mean if there was a purpose or a goal i could see a point. But there is nothing in this world. If you don't have a skill or already know people after a certain age it's like there is nothing you can do.

Basically this. Im broke, dead end cubicle job. Idk man Id be lying if I wasnt thinking about ending it

Same, i am going crazy at my office. I'm legit losing it and don't know what to do. I can't just quit and go work at burger king either.

[manletstrength]

My mother can go get fuked and go to hell. The only person she had left in her miserable was me. Now, she has no one. I'm finished with her after saying really fuked up chit to me. I'm done letting her push me around and thinking she can treat me any way she wants. Shes nothing but a drug addict and has always been a chitty mother to me. I realize now that she denied me from ever having a life of my own or any kind of freedom when I was growing up. She never helped me with anything that had anything to do with something that would benefit me and help me on the way towards thriving in life and succeeding. She is a horrible mother and overall a piece of chit. After what she said to me I realize that she doesn't care about me or love me.

That kunt can go off herself and OD for all I give a fuk, mother or no mother. My grandmother disowned her and my brother hates her guts and now I'm done from having anything to do with her as well. She has no one and it's all her fault.

I'm finished helping her when all I get is nothing but insults and threats from her saying shes going to hit me in my mouth or do this to me or that to me and calls me names.

Well now I'm having nothing to do with her. I have helped her so much financially and now shes on her own. Let that bich try to stay above water without me because I'm done helping her and I'm sure as hell done with her period.

[imbored21]

everything has already been said. Quiet guys lose in life. i know exactly what i need to be happy but it is 100% out of my control. sad but sometimes death is the only option.

[SuperChieftain]

everything has already been said. Quiet guys lose in life. i know exactly what i need to be happy but it is 100% out of my control. sad but sometimes death is the only option.

Getting help is the only option.

[BigTimePlayer]

What do you do if you have absolutely no control over how you’re going to feel from hour to hour? It’s so damn exhausting beyond belief. Never in any moment will I know how I’m going to feel. It’s just miserable living like this.

[eod8989]

What do you do if you have absolutely no control over how you’re going to feel from hour to hour? It’s so damn exhausting beyond belief. Never in any moment will I know how I’m going to feel. It’s just miserable living like this.

Same, my moods change every couple hours. I have no energy anymore. Every day i can literally feel it getting worst at this point.

[eod8989]

There just doesn't seem to be anything to talk about or do anymore. No patriarchy. No point in anything. Like at work every day i work my ass off lifting heavy stuff while the females just sit back and cause drama and do barely anything. You can't talk to people either, everyone in this world has ear buds in and are on their phones. And every place is too crowded. There is nothing for quiet and FA men to do.

[BigTimePlayer]

Same, my moods change every couple hours. I have no energy anymore. Every day i can literally feel it getting worst at this point.

Yeah, I’m sick of this ****. I can be feeling okay in one moment than 20 minutes later I just feel so horrible & there’s no control over it. My mind is just ****ed at this point. The only thing that controls it a little is going to the gym but it’s just a temporary band aid. I had a brain MRI done a few years back & it came back normal though. But I guess MRIs don’t show any sort of chemical imbalance issues.

[eod8989]

Yeah, I’m sick of this ****. I can be feeling okay in one moment than 20 minutes later I just feel so horrible & there’s no control over it. My mind is just ****ed at this point. The only thing that controls it a little is going to the gym but it’s just a temporary band aid. I had a brain MRI done a few years back & it came back normal though. But I guess MRIs don’t show any sort of chemical imbalance issues.

My brain is just rotting from isolation and monotony man. I'm seriously thinking about just popping a copehagen dip and see if it helps. I don't know what else to do at this point.

[SuperChieftain]

This thread seems to be misused a bit...

Serious. Keep your bs to the whiny crew thread.

[imbored21]

there is simply nothing to do

[imbored21]

why is it so hard to kill yourself wtf?