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    Should i get my hormones chcked?

    woke up today and feel like pure chit.
    Headahce, tired, depressed, can't concentrate, eyes feel tired, pressure around my head.

    I feel like this a lot then have some weeks i feel normal and it feels great. If only i can feel like this more
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    Originally Posted by sandman2019 View Post
    Should i get my hormones chcked?

    woke up today and feel like pure chit.
    Headahce, tired, depressed, can't concentrate, eyes feel tired, pressure around my head.

    I feel like this a lot then have some weeks i feel normal and it feels great. If only i can feel like this more
    Couldn’t hurt man. I felt like crap for years and had some blood tests done and found out I have low test.
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    Just so angry how my life turned out. Everything that could go wrong has gone wrong. I feel so defeated. I just don’t know how things seem to just work out for other people all the time. I overheard yesterday one of my previous co-workers is getting married & she’s not even in her mid 20s yet. And another previous co-worker is already about to get a good job right out of college somehow. It’s just insane how things just fall into place for everyone. Yet here I am with literally every area of my life being a disaster. I just don’t see myself climbing out of this dark hole I’m in. I wish I had enough courage to end everything but I’m too much of a bitch to do it. So I’m stuck living this piece of **** life.
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    Originally Posted by SuperChieftain View Post
    Couldn’t hurt man. I felt like crap for years and had some blood tests done and found out I have low test.
    What happened when you found out ? did you get treated?
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    Originally Posted by sandman2019 View Post
    What happened when you found out ? did you get treated?
    I have to get tested again a month after, insurance requires two low test scores. After that, I can get treated.
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    Originally Posted by BigTimePlayer View Post
    Just so angry how my life turned out. Everything that could go wrong has gone wrong. I feel so defeated. I just don’t know how things seem to just work out for other people all the time. I overheard yesterday one of my previous co-workers is getting married & she’s not even in her mid 20s yet. And another previous co-worker is already about to get a good job right out of college somehow. It’s just insane how things just fall into place for everyone. Yet here I am with literally every area of my life being a disaster. I just don’t see myself climbing out of this dark hole I’m in. I wish I had enough courage to end everything but I’m too much of a bitch to do it. So I’m stuck living this piece of **** life.
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    My mother doesn't love me anymore. I have no one. I am alone in this fuked up world and I wish I was dead. I'm hallucinating audibly and visually now due to all the depression I'm going through. My mother could careless if I am dead or alive. Shes a drug addict and a fuking piece of chit who doesn't deserve to be a mother. Shes a fuk up. She is so mean and cruel to me and I havent done anything wrong to her.

    I'm done with this fat fuking kunt. I will never do anything for her again or speak to her. She turned out to be a piece of chit. I'm finished. Bich can go fuk her new boss like she did the last one while I was home getting beat on when I was growing up. Fuking whore.
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    Think my TMJ joint on my right side is just flat out damaged beyond repair. I’ve seen like literally 20 different doctors about this over the past few years & it seems I’m stuck with this issue. I bought a massage roller that’s like an ice pack off of Amazon that gets put in the fridge & will see if it will do anything for my symptoms at all. I’m just lost on what to do about this anymore though.
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    After a week of terrible depression finally hit that manic stage.

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    Originally Posted by ZyraThornrise View Post
    After a week of terrible depression finally hit that manic stage.

    House is spotless. Baked some cookies. Got surgery. Now let's see how long it lasts.
    The Steve stage?
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    Originally Posted by ZyraThornrise View Post
    After a week of terrible depression finally hit that manic stage.

    House is spotless. Baked some cookies. Got surgery. Now let's see how long it lasts.
    It always helps me to clean and tidy up when I am depressed
    I got this
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    Are there any tests that can be done to determine what type of chemical imbalance is going on in the brain?
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    Originally Posted by LethalGunz34 View Post
    The Steve stage?
    Steve stage?
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    Just a suggestion that came to mind to take your mind of your own problems focus on helping someone solve their own practically. It’s rewarding in that it will make you feel good helping someone else and distract you from your own troubles.
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    yall probly seen my thread but idk, chits got me down. dont even know why i fukkin post here. no one gives a chit except people ITT. bunch of phags trying to act all hard in front of everyone else, dont understand chit, dont read threads, just spout garbage. little do they know I felt like I was this close to offing myself one night at home when i thought chit had hit rock bottom. i just dont get it. why do we, as "men" just try to tear each other down." makes zero sense. dont even know what to do. and if this chick passes on me & its just because of me not making a move then idk, its gonna be rough boyos. i doubt ill see any point in living then. ofc maybe then, if i lose her, then what do I truly have to lose - nothing because ive lost it all.
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    Originally Posted by friesbruh View Post
    yall probly seen my thread but idk, chits got me down. dont even know why i fukkin post here. no one gives a chit except people ITT. bunch of phags trying to act all hard in front of everyone else, dont understand chit, dont read threads, just spout garbage. little do they know I felt like I was this close to offing myself one night at home when i thought chit had hit rock bottom. i just dont get it. why do we, as "men" just try to tear each other down." makes zero sense. dont even know what to do. and if this chick passes on me & its just because of me not making a move then idk, its gonna be rough boyos. i doubt ill see any point in living then. ofc maybe then, if i lose her, then what do I truly have to lose - nothing because ive lost it all.
    You can’t let people on here get you down. This place is filled with a lot of trolls that don’t respect thread topics or anything. I’d recommend posting on another forum when it comes to serious topics. This isn’t the place for it due to so many trolls & negative people. I don’t even post on here anymore outside of in this thread. I very rarely even look at the misc anymore since it’s just all the same regurgitated nonsense being posted everyday. It’s just a waste of time & I wasted a lot of time in the past doing it myself.
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    Originally Posted by BigTimePlayer View Post
    You can’t let people on here get you down. This place is filled with a lot of trolls that don’t respect thread topics or anything. I’d recommend posting on another forum when it comes to serious topics. This isn’t the place for it due to so many trolls & negative people. I don’t even post on here anymore outside of in this thread. I very rarely even look at the misc anymore since it’s just all the same regurgitated nonsense being posted everyday. It’s just a waste of time & I wasted a lot of time in the past doing it myself.
    Youre right man. This just isnt the place for srs topics, at least as far as relationships go. I think thats been screwing me up. No idea why I ever paid attention to anyone who wasnt being legit but Ill probably just stick to only a few threads & just do that. People ITT keep it real usually.
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    I'm having suicidal thoughts. My hatred for my mother will never go away. She wasn't there for me when I needed her the most. All the abuse I went through growing up fuked my head up really bad as I was diagnosed with full blown schizophrenia after I had a nervous breakdown and couldn't hold inside the feelings of darkness any longer. My mother was too busy abusing her drugs and going to her bosses house and screwing him. Shes a fuking whore who deserves nothing but bad karma. She deserves everything that she gets thrown at her.
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    I'm having suicidal thoughts. My hatred for my mother will never go away. She wasn't there for me when I needed her the most. All the abuse I went through growing up fuked my head up really bad as I was diagnosed with full blown schizophrenia after I had a nervous breakdown and couldn't hold inside the feelings of darkness any longer. My mother was too busy abusing her drugs and going to her bosses house and screwing him. Shes a fuking whore who deserves nothing but bad karma. She deserves everything that she gets thrown at her.
    Really sorry to hear about your mom.

    Do you think there's any way you could just break away from all the chit she's done & just totally forget about her
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    Been feeling good lately but last 2 days have gone back to feeling very very depressed.

    Today I feel terrible. Feel like crying.
    I just think back to how much i lost. Lost a good girlfriend, lost my money, ****ed up my career etc. **** just feel sad. Yea i know it's in the past. but what could of been..
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    It’s so aggravating when depression gets in the way for no reason. It’s a huge annoyance when my brain doesn’t function the way it should. I’ve been going to the gym regularly again & it just is only a temporary fix for it.
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    Originally Posted by ChrisGraffiti View Post
    We’re all going to make it through somehow!
    Does anyone else experience a strong internal reaction to “we’re all gonna make it” comments? I find I am quite rejecting of it, as soon as I hear it.

    Like, my most recent rep comment was “hang on brah. You’ll make it”, and if I had to give words to my inner reaction, they would sound something like, “thanks man, I appreciate the sentiment, but... i’m not so sure you’re right”.

    I don’t really know if that’s significant or not. It’s not something I dwell on, and I would argue my reaction is as realistic as it is pessimistic. But as the same time I feel it’s maybe not the best sign.

    I dunno; I just wanted to share that tbh and see if anyone else feels the same.
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    Originally Posted by alltrapbrah View Post
    Does anyone else experience a strong internal reaction to “we’re all gonna make it” comments? I find I am quite rejecting of it, as soon as I hear it.

    Like, my most recent rep comment was “hang on brah. You’ll make it”, and if I had to give words to my inner reaction, they would sound something like, “thanks man, I appreciate the sentiment, but... i’m not so sure you’re right”.

    I don’t really know if that’s significant or not. It’s not something I dwell on, and I would argue my reaction is as realistic as it is pessimistic. But as the same time I feel it’s maybe not the best sign.

    I dunno; I just wanted to share that tbh and see if anyone else feels the same.
    Yeah, same exact reaction man. It’s like I appreciate those comments but there’s some from a few years back & I’m still not in a good place. Maybe I’m a bit better compared to a few years back but I still have tons of issues. Issues that still are holding me back in life.
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    Originally Posted by BigTimePlayer View Post
    Just so angry how my life turned out. Everything that could go wrong has gone wrong. I feel so defeated. I just don’t know how things seem to just work out for other people all the time. I overheard yesterday one of my previous co-workers is getting married & she’s not even in her mid 20s yet. And another previous co-worker is already about to get a good job right out of college somehow. It’s just insane how things just fall into place for everyone. Yet here I am with literally every area of my life being a disaster. I just don’t see myself climbing out of this dark hole I’m in. I wish I had enough courage to end everything but I’m too much of a bitch to do it. So I’m stuck living this piece of **** life.
    Know dem feels, kind of. I can identify with everything you’ve said apart from feeling “angry”. I think I mostly feel, confused... if that’s a feeling. Like, I can’t entirely make sense of how I have ended up where I have.

    To end on a positive note, i’m a bit too young to abandon all hope and I do have some fairly significant blessings (good health, half decent head on my shoulders, supportive family, some money saved, etc). We’ll see what happens.
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    Originally Posted by alltrapbrah View Post
    Know dem feels, kind of. I can identify with everything you’ve said apart from feeling “angry”. I think I mostly feel, confused... if that’s a feeling. Like, I can’t entirely make sense of how I have ended up where I have.

    To end on a positive note, i’m a bit too young to abandon all hope and I do have some fairly significant blessings (good health, half decent head on my shoulders, supportive family, some money saved, etc). We’ll see what happens.
    I’m just tired of never knowing how I’m going to feel. It’s such a messed up way to live.
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