[SRS] Depression Discussion and Support Thread Part III

[imbored21]

no female friends, no girlfriend.

i am probably autistic. i just dont get how to meet or talk to women. **** is like advanced calculus to me.

try tinder. i met a girl there but i can't connect with normies so it's boring.

[FallOutBrah]

try tinder. i met a girl there but i can't connect with normies so it's boring.

so far all the girls ghost when i mention wanting to meetup, but ill keep trying i guess.

[imbored21]

so far all the girls ghost when i mention wanting to meetup, but ill keep trying i guess.

yeah idk. It just takes a while but some girls actually want to meet up. As long as you are getting matches, you can get a meetup.

[eod8989]

what do you talk to your gf about?

Anything man

But mostly storms, shopping, work chit, country music

[imbored21]

finally have someone to do activities with outside the house and i cant even think of something that i want to do. everything sounds boring.

[eod8989]

Sitting in the stall at work man there is nothing to do or talk about

[eod8989]

no female friends, no girlfriend.

i am probably autistic. i just dont get how to meet or talk to women. **** is like advanced calculus to me.

I don't get what people talk about man. At least not how they can keep talking long enough to make friendships. I've talked to some people at work but i always just get bored after talking with them for a few hours or they just do things that annoy me. I can't meet anyone that i relate to at all these days. Like today my coworker was just talking about peppy pig or something like that. Another dude was mentioning Ice Road Truckers and talking about people at work. Idk what to even say to that stuff man.

[eod8989]

It's like i was saying before, it's all about first impression with people, if you don't click with them in the first 20 minutes you never will. But for some reason i just never click with people anymore.

[brahskimoseph]

And thats it. Its over. Just lost 7500$ in less than 4 days.

So since last year.. keep in mind I dont make much money ive turned

From September to October -55,000 -> 0
October to January 10th -> Saved up 15k ->0
January 10th to Now -> saved up 10k -> 0

At which point do I just give up and kill myself? I dont lack pattern recognition, I can clearly see what Ive been doing doesnt work, effects my emotions and work, and my life and future, yet even today, Ive lost everything, and I still plan on doing this again. I had a strong urge to just blow out my brains, but its since faded and now I want to play again.

Dear diary.....

Whatever man, no one gives a fuk, ****ers like me need to just be taken out back and shot

Lol well then.

Seeing as this was almost half a year ago I've


Turned 22k into 45k from late December to January
Turned 45k into 10k in about a week during February
Turned 10k into 7k gambling on basketball a week later
Turned 7k into 55k from March to Early May
Turned 55k into 0$ on Friday

Honestly man, and you can look at my post history, I feel I can't escape this ****. Its been approaching 3 years now and I just can't stop. I feel like everything I work for is pointless and hopeless, I have no thrill in life. I'm numb man. Ive gone months, almost a year at one point without gambling on options or even thinking about themz but it doesn't matter, one slip up and it's over.

I don't know what to say brahs. I don't know what to do. I'd be lying if I said I didn't want to jump back in, but we already know how that story will end.

For reference I make 50k/year.

[imbored21]

honestly nardil allowed me to start dating and now i found a girl who is really into me. also still have my escort crush and life is pretty good having 2 girls on rotation. i want to get a third and think that's the ideal situation until i get a gf. my stress levels are much much lower now that girls are giving me attention and i have a backup in case one leaves me. i am way more motivated to work out and work on my career now. life has been pretty good lately.

[eod8989]

honestly nardil allowed me to start dating and now i found a girl who is really into me. also still have my escort crush and life is pretty good having 2 girls on rotation. i want to get a third and think that's the ideal situation until i get a gf. my stress levels are much much lower now that girls are giving me attention and i have a backup in case one leaves me. i am way more motivated to work out and work on my career now. life has been pretty good lately.

How did you go from being completely FA to a positive Chad with multiple women in just a few days?

[imbored21]

How did you go from being completely FA to a positive Chad with multiple women in just a few days?

pussy is one hell of an antidepressant

[eod8989]

I've already been to the stall a few times at work there's just nothing to do here

Wish I knew what is wrong with me but I just don't find small talking interesting and dont relate to my coworkers

[BenjiDaldes]

trying psilocybin srs

[eod8989]

Feel like I am the only fa or depressed person these days

Used to at least have an fa crew but now this forum is so boring

[Mehhzyy]

honestly nardil allowed me to start dating and now i found a girl who is really into me. also still have my escort crush and life is pretty good having 2 girls on rotation. i want to get a third and think that's the ideal situation until i get a gf. my stress levels are much much lower now that girls are giving me attention and i have a backup in case one leaves me. i am way more motivated to work out and work on my career now. life has been pretty good lately.

How old are you btw

[imbored21]

How old are you btw

27. are you actually Mehh the priest?

[Mehhzyy]

27. are you actually Mehh the priest?

I'm aware, but nah lmao. I ironically had a similar name b4 knowing who he was.

[manletstrength]

Been having suicidal thoughts lately. Im in a very dark place in my life right now. Their is nothing left for me here. I have no one but myself. I suffer in silence. No one cares about me including my own family. Im all alone. My life has been nothing but pain and suffering. My value for life is completely gone. Tbh I've been having homicidal thoughts as well. It sucks when you're a bi polar schizophrenic. I can't help but have rage for people who have done me wrong and that have negatively affected me in life. Im so tempted to just go and OD so I can be at peace and so the suffering will end. I no longer enjoy life and I feel nothing. Im becoming numb emotionally. I no longer carry sympathy or empathy for anyone. My mind is just fuked up.

[AmuroRay]

This past winter lockdown ****ed with my flow with girls I swear to christ. Just had a second date with this bird and I didnt kiss her or anything sexual. Pretty sure she was waiting for it . Ffs

Unluckily to get a text back from her. **** sake. Lockdown really destroyed my game. I liked her as well urgh

[Hey_Jay]

trying psilocybin srs

give us a update on what it does

[AmuroRay]

Yep the girl i went on the dates with just said she sees me as a friend.KNEW IT. Im so down. The minute i show respect for a girl and dont try to be overly sexual i get this type of response. When i am hyper aggressive on dates they love it wtf.

This whole dating game is so artificial man. All about playing a stupid game that leads to sex but not a fulfilling relationship.

[eod8989]

I wish the little things interested me but they don't. I just feel like i've done everything a million times and i'm jaded. Like at work how do people stay positive doing the same mundane tasks every day and talking about tv shows and chit? There is just nothing to do when you are forced in an office all day and can't connect with anyone.

[eod8989]

I just don't feel comfortable around my coworkers and that's what causes the loneliness. But yet i see that almost everyone else has friends at work and talks non stop. I don't get why i can't be like that. Outside of a few years from like late 2010-2014 i've never really talked or connected with people. But every once in a while i will just randomly meet someone i really connect with and want to be around all the time but that hasn't happened in literally over 7 years now so im starting to think it never will again.

[Ironface]

I just don't feel comfortable around my coworkers and that's what causes the loneliness. But yet i see that almost everyone else has friends at work and talks non stop. I don't get why i can't be like that. Outside of a few years from like late 2010-2014 i've never really talked or connected with people. But every once in a while i will just randomly meet someone i really connect with and want to be around all the time but that hasn't happened in literally over 7 years now so im starting to think it never will again.

Why did you stop making youtube videos? Thought they were interesting srs

[eod8989]

I was just minding my business doing my work and once again my coworker comes up to me trying to tell me what to do. I got pissed off and just left. I called my supervisor and told him I'm tired of this dude acting like he's boss.

[frankfrank3630]

Yep the girl i went on the dates with just said she sees me as a friend.KNEW IT. Im so down.

I don't really see a problem here. If you and her are friends, that doesn't stop you from finding somebody else to do "additional things" with. Consider taking her comments at face value. She likes you, and friendship is wonderful - NOT something to disparage or under-appreciate. Enjoy it. Cherish it.

Having friends in a fully-platonic context is great! Not being tethered to sex actually allows the mind to be more free to "roam" and to experience other joys which may be even more profound than sex ever was. Sex is so temporary and fleeting. Friendships build the mind...

YMMV, of course, but those have been my thoughts and experiences, especially in my later years.

[OneLegSquats]

trying psilocybin srs

You won't regret it. Shrooms allowed me to get off SSRI's and feel better for it. I take 0.3g 2x a week (home grown GT's) and it helps a ton, plus the hobby of growing them is good fun too

[Ironface]

I don't really see a problem here. If you and her are friends, that doesn't stop you from finding somebody else to do "additional things" with. Consider taking her comments at face value. She likes you, and friendship is wonderful - NOT something to disparage or under-appreciate. Enjoy it. Cherish it.

Having friends in a fully-platonic context is great! Not being tethered to sex actually allows the mind to be more free to "roam" and to experience other joys which may be even more profound than sex ever was. Sex is so temporary and fleeting. Friendships build the mind...

YMMV, of course, but those have been my thoughts and experiences, especially in my later years.

Are you a guy? This post makes me suspect you’re a woman.

The problem is obvious if you’re a guy. It’s called “ego”. No it’s not good, but it’s part of being a guy. She’s subconsciously telling you that your seed isn’t good enough for her. Hard to sustain a friendship after that

How many guys do you know who got rejected by a woman and stayed friends with her? Very rarely and it’s usually desperate, pragmatic SIMP jestermaxxers

[rootcon]

Have to put my kitty down this afternoon. Ultrasound yesterday shows she lost her battle with cancer and its spread extensively. Dr said she's nautious and in pain. Can't stop crying. Poor Blueberry Muffins