[SRS] Depression Discussion and Support Thread Part III

[Alexftmuk]

kinda feel low at the moment ...i dont think here is ready for Anyone who is LGBT , Disappointing , some peoples behavour towards me because am Transgender its ****ing 2020 grow up

[Alexftmuk]

had enough of this anti LGBT BULL **** from some members pushing me over and

IF YOUR LGBT YOUR NOT WELCOME HERE , BECAUSE MOST OF THE PEOPLE ARE IMMATURE AND SHOULD LEARN TO GROW UP
YOU DONT NEED THIS **** AND
sorry to the people who arent anti LGBT. you have done nothing wrong its just they can seem to grown up at all

[sduego]

Tinder sloot left me hanging tonight. We were suppose to meet up but she gave me the “I’m busy at work” treatment. She continues to contact me so I guess I’ll try once more after thanksgiving

[sduego]

My vpn at my home office is not connecting and my manager isn’t answering my text. I’m probably fired. I see no other possibility

[sduego]

I wasn’t fired. Turns out my region had connectivity issues. My anxiety is relentless

[eod8989]

Idk how you bros cope

All people talk about is boring stuff now days like Netflix shows and social media videos or food

There really is nothing to talk about that gives me any dopamine

[eod8989]

I used to connect with people so easily through sports, music or video games and stuff but it just doesn't happen anymore. If I didn't have a gf that I met 7 years ago I wouldn't talk to anyone.

[otisthebat]

Idk how you bros cope

All people talk about is boring stuff now days like Netflix shows and social media videos or food

There really is nothing to talk about that gives me any dopamine

I am looking forward to your next ban. You are still doing the same shiit that got you banned the last 2 times. Hopefully this next one will be permanent.

[xbit7]

i was t ready to become an adult. i missed out on too much and now i will be forever stuck in the past. crap

This is exactly how I feel.

Idk what to do with my self, it’s like every time I try it just gets worse.

[imbored21]

i legit don't enjoy anything anymore. not even sexy girls.

[imbored21]

i dont understand why i always feel so bad now. I have nothing to look forward to.

[imbored21]

just cant have fun because i cant by myself because when i am no one likes me.

[mrjolly2323]

Holidays make me realize how lonely I am.

[eod8989]

There's just nothing to do without a close community

Nothing to look forward too

But nobody likes me because I'm quiet and conservative

[otisthebat]

But nobody likes me because I'm quiet and conservative

Nobody likes you because all you talk about is netflix and food and you give off a dark nihilistic energy.

[manletstrength]

Fuk the holidays. Im so alone and I have no one but myself. I hate my life and I hate myself. I have nothing to call my own. My life has been fuked completely since I was a teenager. As time goes on everything gets worse and worse for me. I wish I wasn't here anymore. I wish I could find some sleeping pills and just go to sleep and never wake up.

[sduego]

Today I realized that the “core 4” is essential for a healthy mind and body

1. Diet
2. Exercise
3. Sleep
4. Water

I have neglected all 4 for most of my life. No wonder I feel like chit 24/7. My confidence and self esteem are at rock bottom. Anxiety and stress at all time highs. I hope these things will improve my outlook.

[Mark1T]

had enough of this anti LGBT BULL **** from some members pushing me over and

IF YOUR LGBT YOUR NOT WELCOME HERE , BECAUSE MOST OF THE PEOPLE ARE IMMATURE AND SHOULD LEARN TO GROW UP
YOU DONT NEED THIS **** AND
sorry to the people who arent anti LGBT. you have done nothing wrong its just they can seem to grown up at all

I take issue with this because it is disingenuous. A lot of us don't have any issue with LGBTQ. The issue for example with you, is that you introduce yourself as trans and part of the LGBTQ community and it seems like your are waiting for anyone to say anything that might hurt your feelings and then you play the victim card.

You set yourself intentionally to be victimized. How about a suggestion: Why do you feel the need to introduce yourself as a trans and part of the LGBTQ community? Why not just post like most of us. When I joined I didn't introduce myself as a straight white male. Why set yourself up to be different and then to try and be self-victimized?

Also, it seems that some of your depression if you have depression, is self-inflicted.

[sduego]

Holidays make me realize how lonely I am.

I socially isolate myself as a way to cope with anxiety but then the holidays roll around and I’m just sitting here comparing myself to everyone else who is happy and hanging out with friends.

I want people to invite me to things but I don’t want to go. I just want to feel included. It’s fuked up

[lmwithChad]

Idk how you bros cope

All people talk about is boring stuff now days like Netflix shows and social media videos or food

There really is nothing to talk about that gives me any dopamine

what shows and what food? srs.

[Alexftmuk]

I take issue with this because it is disingenuous. A lot of us don't have any issue with LGBTQ. The issue for example with you, is that you introduce yourself as trans and part of the LGBTQ community and it seems like your are waiting for anyone to say anything that might hurt your feelings and then you play the victim card.

You set yourself intentionally to be victimized. How about a suggestion: Why do you feel the need to introduce yourself as a trans and part of the LGBTQ community? Why not just post like most of us. When I joined I didn't introduce myself as a straight white male. Why set yourself up to be different and then to try and be self-victimized?

Also, it seems that some of your depression if you have depression, is self-inflicted.

I am so sorry for my behaviour the other day , i have a bit of a temper ...i wasn't very well i have more than just depression have EUPD its a personality Disorder a very self destructive and very self destroying mental health issues and the only way to deal with it is therapy witch am waiting for through the NHS ( uk,s free health service ) but its been a white , normally i wouldn't behave like this i was just having an off day and id like to apologize for my behaviour

[imbored21]

i love my parents but i dont like them and it makes me feel so guilty because they love me so much

[Alexftmuk]

i love my parents but i dont like them and it makes me feel so guilty because they love me so much

i feel the same about my mother i love her but i cant see her anymore she is toxic and i had to lose contact with her for my own good , you do what makes you safe and sane

[sduego]

I am so sorry for my behaviour the other day , i have a bit of a temper ...i wasn't very well i have more than just depression have EUPD its a personality Disorder a very self destructive and very self destroying mental health issues and the only way to deal with it is therapy witch am waiting for through the NHS ( uk,s free health service ) but its been a white , normally i wouldn't behave like this i was just having an off day and id like to apologize for my behaviour

Don’t need to apologize. Just get help. It’s rough out there for everyone right now

[2RDEYE]

girl i thought i was having good chemistry with said gave me the news and said she likes someone else. got them blues man. this is why i usually don't go after girls ffs

[eod8989]

The thing is I'm just bored all the time but if there are storms or something I will get excited again but I don't find joy in the little things normal people do. Like going out to eat and talking about tv shows. I'm constantly changing moods because I am just flat out bored 95% of the time

[otisthebat]

The thing is I'm just bored all the time but if there are storms or something I will get excited again but I don't find joy in the little things normal people do. Like going out to eat and talking about tv shows. I'm constantly changing moods because I am just flat out bored 95% of the time

It's probably because all you talk about is netflix and food.

[Alexftmuk]

The thing is I'm just bored all the time but if there are storms or something I will get excited again but I don't find joy in the little things normal people do. Like going out to eat and talking about tv shows. I'm constantly changing moods because I am just flat out bored 95% of the time

do you like watching football , boxing , wrestling Even WWE if your despite, i started to watch sports a lot more and its helped maybe even learn another language ( i need to learn English and am from Scotland ) go out for a walk during the day Study Anything to make yourself busy , if i dont do this i then feel ill , even meditate with guided meditations

[sduego]

My anxiety is making life very hard. I’m always overthinking and expecting the worst in certain situations. I’m always tense in social settings and my insecurity has made dating virtually impossible. I have no confidence. It’s been like this my entire life. Therapy doesnt do anything for me and I don’t want to take meds anymore. I wish I could become more confident in social settings.

[Alexftmuk]

My anxiety is making life very hard. I’m always overthinking and expecting the worst in certain situations. I’m always tense in social settings and my insecurity has made dating virtually impossible. I have no confidence. It’s been like this my entire life. Therapy doesnt do anything for me and I don’t want to take meds anymore. I wish I could become more confident in social settings.

you sound a lot like me , over thinking , going over and over things that cant be changed or things that may happen its called ruminating and what if all the time thinking about situations that may not even happen , its crazy but if i let myself go around in circles it will make the Anxiety worse , look up mindfulness it help me a lot but you have to want to change and its hard and there will be bad days just like good days just take it at a day at a time also maybe carry something in your hands like stress ball or something that calms you ,