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    I just got home from work & I have like no energy at all now. I’m off tomorrow at least but my work shifts next week suck due to the long hours. My hours haven’t been as bad as they were in the Summer though at least. I still wish I could quit though but than I’d be making no money. I just still feel completely trapped.
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    People have been approaching and talking to me lately but i don't know what to say to them. I can't get to know people at all. The only way to meet people without friends is at work because you have to be around that person often and you can get to know them overtime. But meeting people any other way is literally impossible. I am living proof.
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    My body doesn't even work like it used to anymore. I am always fatigued and have to mouth breathe and i have no energy for anything when i get around people. I feel like i am legit developing autism or already have it from loneliness. I barely make it through the days tbh.
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    Hey brahs.

    Just made an account after reading this forum today. I have the same depressed feelings too.

    1) Gained probably 30 pounds in the last year from eating like **** - triggered depression

    2) I do a lot of things alone, because I dont care to talk to many people like I used to

    3) This all sort of started when I left my job at a Ferrari dealership. I made chit money, but was surrounded by people constantly, succesful people that I could learn from, and obviously the Ferrari brand. When I say left, I mean let go due to a company restructuring

    4) I feel as if all girls want nothing but money and the ability to not work ever....which keeps me away from dating anyone

    It sucks guys...but I am moving along slowly but surely. I honestly only joined this forum after finding this thread...
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    Couldn’t hurt man. I felt like crap for years and had some blood tests done and found out I have low test.
    After finding out you had low test, what do they do?
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    I just really hate how I have no control over how I feel. How can the body do this to me where out of nowhere I just start feeling horrible. How can I tell if I have a chemical imbalance? I already had extensive blood work done a few times in the past & it all came back normal. I even had a brain MRI done a few years ago & the neurologist said it was completely normal. So is it my brain chemistry somehow out of wack? How am I supposed to know if there’s no tests for it?
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    Originally Posted by BigTimePlayer View Post
    I just really hate how I have no control over how I feel. How can the body do this to me where out of nowhere I just start feeling horrible. How can I tell if I have a chemical imbalance? I already had extensive blood work done a few times in the past & it all came back normal. I even had a brain MRI done a few years ago & the neurologist said it was completely normal. So is it my brain chemistry somehow out of wack? How am I supposed to know if there’s no tests for it?
    My mood changes about every couple hours. I don't get it. It's just too tiring living the FA life. My body can't handle it anymore.
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    Sup brahs. Today was kind of chit. Idk, its harder and harder each day to even want to go outside knowing youre ugly or a 4 at best. Sometimes i wish even family had disowned me that way it would be easier to finally bring things to an end. I just cant take it. Constantly being rejected (even at 5-10, decent face and a swimmers body).

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    My mood changes about every couple hours. I don't get it. It's just too tiring living the FA life. My body can't handle it anymore.
    My mood does that too. Not sure why.
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    I have to be up in a little over 6 hours for an 8 hour shift & I can’t even sleep. This **** just sucks man. What’s the point of this life if I’m going to be stuck dealing with jobs I hate the rest of my life. This is just insane. I don’t know what I’m striving for in life if I’m always going to be miserable no matter what. How am I even supposed to be motivated at all?
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    My family members don't even answer my texts. They just sit on the couch all day and act depressed. What a time to be alive. It's like when you get older if you aren't settled for life then things just get worst and you are a nobody.
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    Home from work but I have to be back at 8am again lol. Such a sick joke of a life. I’ll probably get like 8 hours of sleep total in the span of 2 days.
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    Home from work but I have to be back at 8am again lol. Such a sick joke of a life. I’ll probably get like 8 hours of sleep total in the span of 2 days.
    Do you have any friends or girls to talk to at work? Does anything ever happen there?

    Working is so depressing because you have to stay there with people you don't want to be around all day if you don't have work friends. It's ridiculous.
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    been feeling good for a few days but wokr up today with absolute dread. Sat in my car for an hour driving to work to a job i don't like. Feel depressed, tired, over it and it's only Tuesday (in Australia).

    Sucks. I thought i was turning myself around, feeling good, trying to stay positive, happy but feel like **** today. Negative thoguhts are coming
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    Does anyone else think it is just incredibly strange that everyone just talks about the same things? It's like everyone is the exact same person. I dont get this at all.
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    Originally Posted by heartlikeagrave View Post
    Does anyone else think it is just incredibly strange that everyone just talks about the same things? It's like everyone is the exact same person. I dont get this at all.
    Have you not noticed, that you post about the same things?
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    I look back at my past and cringge so much about myself
    god why did i act so beta and cringe when i had a gf. I guess i had issues at the time (anxiety, low test, thyroid) which i kept from her. I was such a beta/goofball. Probably the weakest man she ever dated. never took control, never descivie, alwasy second geussing myself. Complete beta. Maybe i'm being harsh on myself? but more imortingly, whhy am i even thinking of this? it's in the past

    ughh...


    i guess you reflect, learn and grow nad all that ****

    but it still pisses me off and annoys me.
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    I have to go to work in 2 hours & be stuck there until midnight. How do people cope doing this week after week? I feel like I’m just wasting my life having to keep going into a job nonstop. I need a job where I only have to work a certain amount of time per year & that’s it. I need a job like an actor or something where they make a living doing the stuff they want to do & don’t have to if they don’t want. This nonstop grind of work is going to always make me a miserable person. I really don’t know how I’m going to survive my whole life like this.
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    Originally Posted by BigTimePlayer View Post
    I have to go to work in 2 hours & be stuck there until midnight. How do people cope doing this week after week? I feel like I’m just wasting my life having to keep going into a job nonstop. I need a job where I only have to work a certain amount of time per year & that’s it. I need a job like an actor or something where they make a living doing the stuff they want to do & don’t have to if they don’t want. This nonstop grind of work is going to always make me a miserable person. I really don’t know how I’m going to survive my whole life like this.
    Sounds like you need to start a business of some sort.
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    Originally Posted by SuperChieftain View Post
    Sounds like you need to start a business of some sort.
    I really don’t know man. I just feel trapped since I’m not particularly good at anything. I never had a talent in a specific thing where I could get a good job out of it. I just don’t know how others go through their lives wasting like 50% of it doing something they don’t want to do. What’s even the point of living if you can’t even do what you want.
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    Originally Posted by BigTimePlayer View Post
    I really don’t know man. I just feel trapped since I’m not particularly good at anything. I never had a talent in a specific thing where I could get a good job out of it. I just don’t know how others go through their lives wasting like 50% of it doing something they don’t want to do. What’s even the point of living if you can’t even do what you want.
    You sound like me, im still trying to figure that stuff out. All you can really do is find something outside of work that you enjoy so that you have something to look forward to. In the mean time, maybe start looking up skills in things you are interested in, and then you can find a job that you enjoy.
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    Originally Posted by BigTimePlayer View Post
    I have to go to work in 2 hours & be stuck there until midnight. How do people cope doing this week after week? I feel like I’m just wasting my life having to keep going into a job nonstop. I need a job where I only have to work a certain amount of time per year & that’s it. I need a job like an actor or something where they make a living doing the stuff they want to do & don’t have to if they don’t want. This nonstop grind of work is going to always make me a miserable person. I really don’t know how I’m going to survive my whole life like this.
    Work is the main reason i'm depressed. If you don't have cool coworkers and feel comfortable at your job then there is no point. I just don't think you can reverse depression after it gets to a certain point. It's not like you can just up and change a job either.

    Yet it's funny how everything seems to work out for everyone else. Even at work most people will make friends within a few days.
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    Just got home from work & have had a bad headache for the past like 3 hours. Now the day is over besides. I’m off tomorrow & Saturday at least but I just need to figure something out to get out of this predicament.
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    I have just had a very strange and fate-like emotional experience that I figured was best shared in this thread...

    Background info: i’m going through something of a low period in my life right now where I’m afflicted with a lot of self doubt and feelings of hopelessness. Or at least these thoughts/feelings seem to be heavier and more frequent than anything i’ve experienced in times past.

    So... i’m sitting at home on Friday night with YouTube open, and i’m going through my feed and the song below pops up. I’ve never heard of band/song before, but I decide to click it and listen...

    The next thing I know, about half way through the song, i’m crying my eyes out.



    It's weird cos ordinarily I ignore over half the chit on my feed, but I guess the song title compelled me to listen or something. Call me an emotional phaggot or whatever, but it was just one of those moments where everything came together and I found myself overwhelmed.
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    Originally Posted by alltrapbrah View Post
    I have just had a very strange and fate-like emotional experience that I figured was best shared in this thread...

    Background info: i’m going through something of a low period in my life right now where I’m afflicted with a lot of self doubt and feelings of hopelessness. Or at least these thoughts/feelings seem to be heavier and more frequent than anything i’ve experienced in times past.

    So... i’m sitting at home on Friday night with YouTube open, and i’m going through my feed and the song below pops up. I’ve never heard of band/song before, but I decide to click it and listen...

    The next thing I know, about half way through the song, i’m weeping uncontrollably and crying my eyes out.



    It's weird cos ordinarily I ignore over half the chit on my feed, but I guess the song title compelled me to listen or something. Call me an emotional phaggot or whatever, but it was just one of those moments where everything came together and I found myself overwhelmed.
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    Originally Posted by pondus_levo View Post
    Just curious. How many times have any you all actual tried killing yourselves?
    Zero.

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    Every time I read this thread all I see is you guys complain about your situations. How many of you would still be depressed if you were 6'4 rich billionaire with a new woman every day?
    What's a better term then? Depression seems perfectly apt to me.
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    Zero.



    What's a better term then? Depression seems perfectly apt to me.
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    A whiney lil btch.
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