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    Originally Posted by Blackwaters000 View Post
    Yeah going to social events or being around groups of people knocks me out for a couple days at least. I know the feel of having trouble keeping my eyes open too. It drains all my energy at work too which is why i prefer to work alone all day.
    It's like a double edges sword. I want to be social and stuff, but it drains every bit of me.
    Doing stuff three days in a row and I'm barely able to get up off the couch.

    I'll never understand those people that go out and party all weekend then go to work like it's no big deal.
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    Originally Posted by ZyraThornrise View Post
    It's like a double edges sword. I want to be social and stuff, but it drains every bit of me.
    Doing stuff three days in a row and I'm barely able to get up off the couch.

    I'll never understand those people that go out and party all weekend then go to work like it's no big deal.
    It's probably all they really look forward to. Meanwhile i have a million different things going on in my head. Plus add lifting to that and it's no wonder i have no energy. But yeah at work if i have to talk it just throws me off and i get tired, especially in the morning. I usually wake up when it's closer to go home but i don't know how people are just constantly being social. I usually don't want to talk at all until like noon.
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    This life seriously just sucks man. So tired of all the issues that plague me everyday. I wish I could go back & redo like half of my life just so maybe I wouldn’t be in the position I’m in now. Everything just went wrong for me now I can’t get out of this awful predicament I’m in now. I’m a good example of a life that’s gone wrong.
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    I was considering going out to maybe buy a few movies but there’s not even any point when I can just order them online with free shipping. There’s just nothing to do or anywhere to go anymore. I just feel so tired in life. Nothing feels exciting the older I get. It’s like there’s nothing new left to do & anything I’d want to do I need money & friends to go with otherwise I’d be so bored. I seriously don’t even know why I bother to keep going on. It’s just the same **** different day.
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    Originally Posted by BigTimePlayer View Post
    I was considering going out to maybe buy a few movies but there’s not even any point when I can just order them online with free shipping. There’s just nothing to do or anywhere to go anymore. I just feel so tired in life. Nothing feels exciting the older I get. It’s like there’s nothing new left to do & anything I’d want to do I need money & friends to go with otherwise I’d be so bored. I seriously don’t even know why I bother to keep going on. It’s just the same **** different day.
    There is just nothing to do man. There's nobody to talk to and nothing to talk about with people anyways. If someone talked to me i don't even know what i would say. I can't get excited about little things like normal people do either, so that is a huge problem. Not like i would meet anyone anyways.
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    Originally Posted by BigTimePlayer View Post
    I was considering going out to maybe buy a few movies but there’s not even any point when I can just order them online with free shipping. There’s just nothing to do or anywhere to go anymore. I just feel so tired in life. Nothing feels exciting the older I get. It’s like there’s nothing new left to do & anything I’d want to do I need money & friends to go with otherwise I’d be so bored. I seriously don’t even know why I bother to keep going on. It’s just the same **** different day.
    there is nothing to do in this world thaat is fullfilling outside of socializing. If you can't do that, you're ****ed.
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    Originally Posted by imbored21 View Post
    there is nothing to do in this world thaat is fullfilling outside of socializing. If you can't do that, you're ****ed.
    What is the point of living if your oneitis just leaves you. OMG, not worth living.
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    Originally Posted by imbored21 View Post
    there is nothing to do in this world thaat is fullfilling outside of socializing. If you can't do that, you're ****ed.
    The thing is no one even talks about anything exciting. It’s always really boring mindless stuff, yet people can talk about this **** for hours. I just don’t get it at all.
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    Nobody has anything to talk about irl, people at work, my family members etc is all just toxic or mind numbing stuff. I can't remember the last time i saw a truly happy person or someone who talked about anything interesting. It is insane at this point.
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    Originally Posted by Blackwaters000 View Post
    There is just nothing to do man. There's nobody to talk to and nothing to talk about with people anyways. If someone talked to me i don't even know what i would say. I can't get excited about little things like normal people do either, so that is a huge problem. Not like i would meet anyone anyways.
    It’s just lame. I don’t know what to do to make life exciting when there’s just nowhere to go. Even if I was wealthy I’d still be bored if I have no one to go with anywhere. Money for sure helps in life but it doesn’t automatically create happiness.
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    Originally Posted by ItsNotAPhaseMom View Post
    What is the point of living if your oneitis just leaves you. OMG, not worth living.
    she was the only person i talked to and could socialize with EVER. without her i dont even know who i am.
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    Originally Posted by imbored21 View Post
    she was the only person i talked to and could socialize with EVER. without her i dont even know who i am.
    What was different about her that made you be able to easily socialize with her. Be honest, you are autistic to some degree right?

    I believe you can start talking to people man but I don't think you are even making an effort. It happens in small steps but you still need to try taking them.
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    It's really starting to freak me out how everyone just talks about the same things. I want to talk to a professional about this but it's pointless. But i have nobody else to talk about it with.
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    Originally Posted by ItsNotAPhaseMom View Post
    What was different about her that made you be able to easily socialize with her. Be honest, you are autistic to some degree right?

    I believe you can start talking to people man but I don't think you are even making an effort. It happens in small steps but you still need to try taking them.
    because i saw her regularly for 2 years. i wasnt able to socialoze with her at first. no girl is going to stick around that long with an autist tho. they don't need to. they have so many options.
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    Originally Posted by imbored21 View Post
    because i saw her regularly for 2 years. i wasnt able to socialoze with her at first. no girl is going to stick around that long with an autist tho. they don't need to. they have so many options.
    You gotta try changing how you view things man, that attitude isn’t healthy or helpful.
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    Originally Posted by imbored21 View Post
    because i saw her regularly for 2 years. i wasnt able to socialoze with her at first. no girl is going to stick around that long with an autist tho. they don't need to. they have so many options.
    Why did she leave? You were still paying her right?
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    Why did she leave? You were still paying her right?
    she didnt wanna be a whore no more
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    she didnt wanna be a whore no more
    lmaoooooooo she made a career change ded. Did you at least ask her out like a normal person afterwards?
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    lmaoooooooo she made a career change ded. Did you at least ask her out like a normal person afterwards?
    i would have but she didn't tell me. She went NC and her pimp told me months later.
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    i would have but she didn't tell me. She went NC and her pimp told me months later.
    That sucks man. Well now she belongs to the city.
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    I don't have any energy and my depression is severe. I dont know how people who work full time jobs with mental stress or physical stress have any energy at all. All i want to do is sit at home when I get off. Plus I have to lift too.
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    I don't have any energy and my depression is severe. I dont know how people who work full time jobs with mental stress or physical stress have any energy at all. All i want to do is sit at home when I get off. Plus I have to lift too.
    We just do. Get up, do what you gotta do, push forward. I got bills so i can't just lay in bed defeated all day. If you are depressed, go see a psych and find out what is causing you to feel that way, and get a program started to fix it.
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    Originally Posted by SuperChieftain View Post
    We just do. Get up, do what you gotta do, push forward. I got bills so i can't just lay in bed defeated all day. If you are depressed, go see a psych and find out what is causing you to feel that way, and get a program started to fix it.
    I've already done that, they just want to put me on pills. There's nothing to talk about with people and i work with people i don't even like and are twice my age, so my depression keeps getting worst. All i hear people talking about irl is boring crap with no substance. Just tired of this.
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    Originally Posted by Blackwaters000 View Post
    I've already done that, they just want to put me on pills. There's nothing to talk about with people and i work with people i don't even like and are twice my age, so my depression keeps getting worst. All i hear people talking about irl is boring crap with no substance. Just tired of this.
    So, why are you opposed to medication? I am on medication and it made a big difference for me.

    As far as work goes, that goes for everyone. I don't like everyone i work with, nor do i particularly enjoy having discussions with them. That's all part of working.
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    Thinking about starting anti depressants tbh, but i'm already on propecia for my hair so my dink will probably be broken.

    Just been depressed and lonely for a very very long time. Doesn't help that i work in an office where i sit in the corner and it's very small/not a very social place.

    I feel like the Joker 'all i have is negative thoughts' i spend all day thinking about negative things..

    Just get sad about life. I know it's not that bad but i don't know.

    Life feels kind of pointless/miserable for me right now.


    No passions, no goals, no close friends, no family (Except for mum and dad). Lost my enthuasim and drive. No longer enjoy things that i used to.

    Just go to work, try and save money (because i blew it all gambling in the last 2 years).


    Don't even care about dating anymore.


    I also think a lot about my ex. Probably the happiest i've ever been in the last 5 years. Wish i never met her.

    Years of being lonely and isolated >> finally meet a girl you like and she likes you >> feel like ecstasy >> break up >> now feel even more depressed than before. She introduced me to her friends/family. Made me fee llike a ****ing human being.

    It's like if i vanished tomorrow no one would care..

    I spend lunch breaks sometimes just crying in my car srs.
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    Originally Posted by sandman2019 View Post
    Thinking about starting anti depressants tbh, but i'm already on propecia for my hair so my dink will probably be broken.

    Just been depressed and lonely for a very very long time. Doesn't help that i work in an office where i sit in the corner and it's very small/not a very social place.

    I feel like the Joker 'all i have is negative thoughts' i spend all day thinking about negative things..

    Just get sad about life. I know it's not that bad but i don't know.

    Life feels kind of pointless/miserable for me right now.


    No passions, no goals, no close friends, no family (Except for mum and dad).

    Just go to work, try and save money (because i blew it all gambling in the last 2 years).


    Don't even care about dating anymore.


    I also think a lot about my ex. Probably the happiest i've ever been in the last 5 years. Wish i never met her.

    Years of being lonely and isolated >> finally meet a girl you like and she likes you >> feel like ecstasy >> break up >> now feel even more depressed than before. She introduced me to her friends/family. Made me fee llike a ****ing human being.

    It's like if i vanished tomorrow no one would care..

    I spend lunch breaks sometimes just crying in my car srs.
    Bro, if things are that bad, something needs to change. Be it taking medication, or talking to a professional. Life is too short to feel like that, or even close to that. i have gone through some chit in my life, bad chit. Still going through some of it, but you have to dust your shoes off and keep forward. I put off taking medication for years, i changed that this year, and i wish i would have done it years ago.

    As for the woman, they come and go man. Me and my wife split like 7 years ago, and i still think about her, but the "pain" or whatever goes away after time. I feel that you should start putting a plan into motion to get better, not just venting on this forum.
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    Originally Posted by SuperChieftain View Post
    Bro, if things are that bad, something needs to change. Be it taking medication, or talking to a professional. Life is too short to feel like that, or even close to that. i have gone through some chit in my life, bad chit. Still going through some of it, but you have to dust your shoes off and keep forward. I put off taking medication for years, i changed that this year, and i wish i would have done it years ago.

    As for the woman, they come and go man. Me and my wife split like 7 years ago, and i still think about her, but the "pain" or whatever goes away after time. I feel that you should start putting a plan into motion to get better, not just venting on this forum.

    Hey thanks man,
    do you take anti depressants? did it help you?

    Yea you're right though. I need to, but i don't know. .I'm so used to just dwelling in my own misery and feeling sorry for myself. It's become second nature. The worst part is i know it's damaging very damaging. I know thoughts are things and thoughts are powerful, so if you spend all day thinking sad things of course it's going to destroy you. but yea, just feel like giving up.
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    Originally Posted by sandman2019 View Post
    Hey thanks man,
    do you take anti depressants? did it help you?

    Yea you're right though. I need to, but i don't know. .I'm so used to just dwelling in my own misery and feeling sorry for myself. It's become second nature. The worst part is i know it's damaging very damaging. I know thoughts are things and thoughts are powerful, so if you spend all day thinking sad things of course it's going to destroy you. but yea, just feel like giving up.

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    Originally Posted by sandman2019 View Post
    Thinking about starting anti depressants tbh, but i'm already on propecia for my hair so my dink will probably be broken.

    Just been depressed and lonely for a very very long time. Doesn't help that i work in an office where i sit in the corner and it's very small/not a very social place.

    I feel like the Joker 'all i have is negative thoughts' i spend all day thinking about negative things..

    Just get sad about life. I know it's not that bad but i don't know.

    Life feels kind of pointless/miserable for me right now.


    No passions, no goals, no close friends, no family (Except for mum and dad). Lost my enthuasim and drive. No longer enjoy things that i used to.

    Just go to work, try and save money (because i blew it all gambling in the last 2 years).


    Don't even care about dating anymore.


    I also think a lot about my ex. Probably the happiest i've ever been in the last 5 years. Wish i never met her.

    Years of being lonely and isolated >> finally meet a girl you like and she likes you >> feel like ecstasy >> break up >> now feel even more depressed than before. She introduced me to her friends/family. Made me fee llike a ****ing human being.

    It's like if i vanished tomorrow no one would care..

    I spend lunch breaks sometimes just crying in my car srs.
    I'm going through the same thing man. Good luck to you and i hope you lonely brahs find your way.
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    I work with thousands of people and no joke almost everyone has ear buds in or is on their phone. It's so hard to talk to anyone. It wasn't like this 10 years ago because i vividly remember going to work, the gym or wherever and it was rare to see someone occupied on their phones somehow. It's just so depressing because nobody talks to each other anymore and acts like people don't exist. Even walking past people in the hallway i get a weird feeling because nobody even talks or says hello or anything.
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