[SRS] Depression Discussion and Support Thread Part III

[BigTimePlayer]

There is just nothing to do man. There's nobody to talk to and nothing to talk about with people anyways. If someone talked to me i don't even know what i would say. I can't get excited about little things like normal people do either, so that is a huge problem. Not like i would meet anyone anyways.

It’s just lame. I don’t know what to do to make life exciting when there’s just nowhere to go. Even if I was wealthy I’d still be bored if I have no one to go with anywhere. Money for sure helps in life but it doesn’t automatically create happiness.

[imbored21]

What is the point of living if your oneitis just leaves you. OMG, not worth living.

she was the only person i talked to and could socialize with EVER. without her i dont even know who i am.

[ItsNotAPhaseMom]

she was the only person i talked to and could socialize with EVER. without her i dont even know who i am.

What was different about her that made you be able to easily socialize with her. Be honest, you are autistic to some degree right?

I believe you can start talking to people man but I don't think you are even making an effort. It happens in small steps but you still need to try taking them.

[Blackwaters000]

It's really starting to freak me out how everyone just talks about the same things. I want to talk to a professional about this but it's pointless. But i have nobody else to talk about it with.

[imbored21]

What was different about her that made you be able to easily socialize with her. Be honest, you are autistic to some degree right?

I believe you can start talking to people man but I don't think you are even making an effort. It happens in small steps but you still need to try taking them.

because i saw her regularly for 2 years. i wasnt able to socialoze with her at first. no girl is going to stick around that long with an autist tho. they don't need to. they have so many options.

[SuperChieftain]

because i saw her regularly for 2 years. i wasnt able to socialoze with her at first. no girl is going to stick around that long with an autist tho. they don't need to. they have so many options.

You gotta try changing how you view things man, that attitude isn’t healthy or helpful.

[ItsNotAPhaseMom]

because i saw her regularly for 2 years. i wasnt able to socialoze with her at first. no girl is going to stick around that long with an autist tho. they don't need to. they have so many options.

Why did she leave? You were still paying her right?

[imbored21]

Why did she leave? You were still paying her right?

she didnt wanna be a whore no more

[ItsNotAPhaseMom]

she didnt wanna be a whore no more

lmaoooooooo she made a career change ded. Did you at least ask her out like a normal person afterwards?

[imbored21]

lmaoooooooo she made a career change ded. Did you at least ask her out like a normal person afterwards?

i would have but she didn't tell me. She went NC and her pimp told me months later.

[ItsNotAPhaseMom]

i would have but she didn't tell me. She went NC and her pimp told me months later.

That sucks man. Well now she belongs to the city.

[Blackwaters000]

I don't have any energy and my depression is severe. I dont know how people who work full time jobs with mental stress or physical stress have any energy at all. All i want to do is sit at home when I get off. Plus I have to lift too.

[SuperChieftain]

I don't have any energy and my depression is severe. I dont know how people who work full time jobs with mental stress or physical stress have any energy at all. All i want to do is sit at home when I get off. Plus I have to lift too.

We just do. Get up, do what you gotta do, push forward. I got bills so i can't just lay in bed defeated all day. If you are depressed, go see a psych and find out what is causing you to feel that way, and get a program started to fix it.

[Blackwaters000]

We just do. Get up, do what you gotta do, push forward. I got bills so i can't just lay in bed defeated all day. If you are depressed, go see a psych and find out what is causing you to feel that way, and get a program started to fix it.

I've already done that, they just want to put me on pills. There's nothing to talk about with people and i work with people i don't even like and are twice my age, so my depression keeps getting worst. All i hear people talking about irl is boring crap with no substance. Just tired of this.

[SuperChieftain]

I've already done that, they just want to put me on pills. There's nothing to talk about with people and i work with people i don't even like and are twice my age, so my depression keeps getting worst. All i hear people talking about irl is boring crap with no substance. Just tired of this.

So, why are you opposed to medication? I am on medication and it made a big difference for me.

As far as work goes, that goes for everyone. I don't like everyone i work with, nor do i particularly enjoy having discussions with them. That's all part of working.

[sandman2019]

Thinking about starting anti depressants tbh, but i'm already on propecia for my hair so my dink will probably be broken.

Just been depressed and lonely for a very very long time. Doesn't help that i work in an office where i sit in the corner and it's very small/not a very social place.

I feel like the Joker 'all i have is negative thoughts' i spend all day thinking about negative things..

Just get sad about life. I know it's not that bad but i don't know.

Life feels kind of pointless/miserable for me right now.


No passions, no goals, no close friends, no family (Except for mum and dad). Lost my enthuasim and drive. No longer enjoy things that i used to.

Just go to work, try and save money (because i blew it all gambling in the last 2 years).


Don't even care about dating anymore.


I also think a lot about my ex. Probably the happiest i've ever been in the last 5 years. Wish i never met her.

Years of being lonely and isolated >> finally meet a girl you like and she likes you >> feel like ecstasy >> break up >> now feel even more depressed than before. She introduced me to her friends/family. Made me fee llike a ****ing human being.

It's like if i vanished tomorrow no one would care..

I spend lunch breaks sometimes just crying in my car srs.

[SuperChieftain]

Thinking about starting anti depressants tbh, but i'm already on propecia for my hair so my dink will probably be broken.

Just been depressed and lonely for a very very long time. Doesn't help that i work in an office where i sit in the corner and it's very small/not a very social place.

I feel like the Joker 'all i have is negative thoughts' i spend all day thinking about negative things..

Just get sad about life. I know it's not that bad but i don't know.

Life feels kind of pointless/miserable for me right now.


No passions, no goals, no close friends, no family (Except for mum and dad).

Just go to work, try and save money (because i blew it all gambling in the last 2 years).


Don't even care about dating anymore.


I also think a lot about my ex. Probably the happiest i've ever been in the last 5 years. Wish i never met her.

Years of being lonely and isolated >> finally meet a girl you like and she likes you >> feel like ecstasy >> break up >> now feel even more depressed than before. She introduced me to her friends/family. Made me fee llike a ****ing human being.

It's like if i vanished tomorrow no one would care..

I spend lunch breaks sometimes just crying in my car srs.

Bro, if things are that bad, something needs to change. Be it taking medication, or talking to a professional. Life is too short to feel like that, or even close to that. i have gone through some chit in my life, bad chit. Still going through some of it, but you have to dust your shoes off and keep forward. I put off taking medication for years, i changed that this year, and i wish i would have done it years ago.

As for the woman, they come and go man. Me and my wife split like 7 years ago, and i still think about her, but the "pain" or whatever goes away after time. I feel that you should start putting a plan into motion to get better, not just venting on this forum.

[sandman2019]

Bro, if things are that bad, something needs to change. Be it taking medication, or talking to a professional. Life is too short to feel like that, or even close to that. i have gone through some chit in my life, bad chit. Still going through some of it, but you have to dust your shoes off and keep forward. I put off taking medication for years, i changed that this year, and i wish i would have done it years ago.

As for the woman, they come and go man. Me and my wife split like 7 years ago, and i still think about her, but the "pain" or whatever goes away after time. I feel that you should start putting a plan into motion to get better, not just venting on this forum.

Hey thanks man,
do you take anti depressants? did it help you?

Yea you're right though. I need to, but i don't know. .I'm so used to just dwelling in my own misery and feeling sorry for myself. It's become second nature. The worst part is i know it's damaging very damaging. I know thoughts are things and thoughts are powerful, so if you spend all day thinking sad things of course it's going to destroy you. but yea, just feel like giving up.

[SuperChieftain]

Hey thanks man,
do you take anti depressants? did it help you?

Yea you're right though. I need to, but i don't know. .I'm so used to just dwelling in my own misery and feeling sorry for myself. It's become second nature. The worst part is i know it's damaging very damaging. I know thoughts are things and thoughts are powerful, so if you spend all day thinking sad things of course it's going to destroy you. but yea, just feel like giving up.

Check your pm.

[TwilightTrails1]

Thinking about starting anti depressants tbh, but i'm already on propecia for my hair so my dink will probably be broken.

Just been depressed and lonely for a very very long time. Doesn't help that i work in an office where i sit in the corner and it's very small/not a very social place.

I feel like the Joker 'all i have is negative thoughts' i spend all day thinking about negative things..

Just get sad about life. I know it's not that bad but i don't know.

Life feels kind of pointless/miserable for me right now.


No passions, no goals, no close friends, no family (Except for mum and dad). Lost my enthuasim and drive. No longer enjoy things that i used to.

Just go to work, try and save money (because i blew it all gambling in the last 2 years).


Don't even care about dating anymore.


I also think a lot about my ex. Probably the happiest i've ever been in the last 5 years. Wish i never met her.

Years of being lonely and isolated >> finally meet a girl you like and she likes you >> feel like ecstasy >> break up >> now feel even more depressed than before. She introduced me to her friends/family. Made me fee llike a ****ing human being.

It's like if i vanished tomorrow no one would care..

I spend lunch breaks sometimes just crying in my car srs.

I'm going through the same thing man. Good luck to you and i hope you lonely brahs find your way.

[TwilightTrails1]

I work with thousands of people and no joke almost everyone has ear buds in or is on their phone. It's so hard to talk to anyone. It wasn't like this 10 years ago because i vividly remember going to work, the gym or wherever and it was rare to see someone occupied on their phones somehow. It's just so depressing because nobody talks to each other anymore and acts like people don't exist. Even walking past people in the hallway i get a weird feeling because nobody even talks or says hello or anything.

[BigTimePlayer]

I just got home from work & I have like no energy at all now. I’m off tomorrow at least but my work shifts next week suck due to the long hours. My hours haven’t been as bad as they were in the Summer though at least. I still wish I could quit though but than I’d be making no money. I just still feel completely trapped.

[heartlikeagrave]

People have been approaching and talking to me lately but i don't know what to say to them. I can't get to know people at all. The only way to meet people without friends is at work because you have to be around that person often and you can get to know them overtime. But meeting people any other way is literally impossible. I am living proof.

[heartlikeagrave]

My body doesn't even work like it used to anymore. I am always fatigued and have to mouth breathe and i have no energy for anything when i get around people. I feel like i am legit developing autism or already have it from loneliness. I barely make it through the days tbh.

[cigarbrah]

Hey brahs.

Just made an account after reading this forum today. I have the same depressed feelings too.

1) Gained probably 30 pounds in the last year from eating like **** - triggered depression

2) I do a lot of things alone, because I dont care to talk to many people like I used to

3) This all sort of started when I left my job at a Ferrari dealership. I made chit money, but was surrounded by people constantly, succesful people that I could learn from, and obviously the Ferrari brand. When I say left, I mean let go due to a company restructuring

4) I feel as if all girls want nothing but money and the ability to not work ever....which keeps me away from dating anyone

It sucks guys...but I am moving along slowly but surely. I honestly only joined this forum after finding this thread...

[cigarbrah]

Couldn’t hurt man. I felt like crap for years and had some blood tests done and found out I have low test.

After finding out you had low test, what do they do?

[BigTimePlayer]

I just really hate how I have no control over how I feel. How can the body do this to me where out of nowhere I just start feeling horrible. How can I tell if I have a chemical imbalance? I already had extensive blood work done a few times in the past & it all came back normal. I even had a brain MRI done a few years ago & the neurologist said it was completely normal. So is it my brain chemistry somehow out of wack? How am I supposed to know if there’s no tests for it?

[heartlikeagrave]

I just really hate how I have no control over how I feel. How can the body do this to me where out of nowhere I just start feeling horrible. How can I tell if I have a chemical imbalance? I already had extensive blood work done a few times in the past & it all came back normal. I even had a brain MRI done a few years ago & the neurologist said it was completely normal. So is it my brain chemistry somehow out of wack? How am I supposed to know if there’s no tests for it?

My mood changes about every couple hours. I don't get it. It's just too tiring living the FA life. My body can't handle it anymore.

[COUNTRYMICK]

Sup brahs. Today was kind of chit. Idk, its harder and harder each day to even want to go outside knowing youre ugly or a 4 at best. Sometimes i wish even family had disowned me that way it would be easier to finally bring things to an end. I just cant take it. Constantly being rejected (even at 5-10, decent face and a swimmers body).

My mood changes about every couple hours. I don't get it. It's just too tiring living the FA life. My body can't handle it anymore.

My mood does that too. Not sure why.

[BigTimePlayer]

I have to be up in a little over 6 hours for an 8 hour shift & I can’t even sleep. This **** just sucks man. What’s the point of this life if I’m going to be stuck dealing with jobs I hate the rest of my life. This is just insane. I don’t know what I’m striving for in life if I’m always going to be miserable no matter what. How am I even supposed to be motivated at all?