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    hey guys any advice for "thinking for myself?"

    I know it sounds silly.. but I have neglected myself due to depression (started at 5 - i am 27 now) and haven't been selfish AT ALL despite discipline, getting a degree, etc. But i constantly feel terrible inside and cant justify being selfish. I always feel: numb, empty & nihilistic. I have lost so much and failed at so much but i cant even process these things.
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    Originally Posted by BigTimePlayer View Post
    I’m just tired of never knowing how I’m going to feel. It’s such a messed up way to live.
    Intredasting.

    My feelings are fairly stable, but they’re underpinned by a chronic sense of ennui, or a lack of zest if you will.
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    Originally Posted by lastchance2019 View Post
    hey guys any advice for "thinking for myself?"

    I know it sounds silly.. but I have neglected myself due to depression (started at 5 - i am 27 now) and haven't been selfish AT ALL despite discipline, getting a degree, etc. But i constantly feel terrible inside and cant justify being selfish. I always feel: numb, empty & nihilistic. I have lost so much and failed at so much but i cant even process these things.
    How often do you shower/get dressed in the morning?
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    I just can’t stand why my mind & body don’t want to function correctly. I go to the gym regularly yet it does nothing. I just don’t know what to do if anything I try doesn’t matter in terms of feeling better. I just always feel awful most of the time. I really don’t want to go to work anymore either. Just tired of repeating the same damn day with nothing changing.
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    Went to a brothel last night and regret it so much banged this 40 year old asian who was disgusting and paid $120 for it. I have no savings, and just blow my money on anytihng. I feel so ashamed. I'm 25 and a half, been drivng the same **** car for years, miles off from owning a house. I feel like it's over. even if i save it will take me years to afford anyithng. feel like giving up.
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    Originally Posted by BigTimePlayer View Post
    I just can’t stand why my mind & body don’t want to function correctly. I go to the gym regularly yet it does nothing. I just don’t know what to do if anything I try doesn’t matter in terms of feeling better. I just always feel awful most of the time. I really don’t want to go to work anymore either. Just tired of repeating the same damn day with nothing changing.
    Me neither. Ever thing is the exact same everyday. This is not a way to live. Humans are meant to be living in tribes and if you go too long without much human communication you will go crazy.
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    Just popping in this thread to briefly give my experiences. I fell into a very dark spell (lasting about 9mo or so) of crippling anxiety (daily attacks that were paralysing, crying and shaking on the floor etc), bottomless depression, violent mood swings. Lost my career, gf, etc as a result. I attempted suicide several times but too poosay (****'s scary when the rope starts tightening, brahs! ) and got arrested driving to some cliffs, put in the nut house for a bit, etc.

    Anyway - where am I going with this? I found a way out of the maze, and the absolute crucial and underpinning technique was a single strategitc, high-dose use of psychedelics (LSD in this case).

    I don't know how mods feel about recommending illegal (in some jurisdictions) substances but acid saved my life and it might save yours. Google about use of psychedelics for depression, anxiety, OCD, addiction, and all sorts. Used in conjunction with the practical strategies you need for your particular brand of crazy, it gives your brain a hell of a reset and you come out of it reborn and clean inside. I got back to my old chad self, sincerely hope you brahs can do the same. Happy to answer questions if anyone wants but you can google tonnes of info already. Good luck, brahs!

    Originally Posted by 2012eod2012 View Post
    Me neither. Ever thing is the exact same everyday. This is not a way to live. Humans are meant to be living in tribes and if you go too long without much human communication you will go crazy.
    This is true as ****, in periods when I've been unemployed etc and not seen people for days at a time it's really started to wear on me and your brain goes to ****. We don't help it as well by mostly having such an isolated, solitary form of exercise - go try a combat sport (kboxing or mma is GREAT fun and you will meet some cool guys), or a team sport, or even just something where it's ok to talk to people. There are tonnes of activities out there - even if they are with "losers" - that will help that aspect of your mental health immensely.
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    Feeling so low in energy right now. Think I’m getting worse. Not sure how much longer I’ll even be able to work if I’ll have no energy at all. Wish I knew exactly what was wrong.
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    Originally Posted by BigTimePlayer View Post
    Feeling so low in energy right now. Think I’m getting worse. Not sure how much longer I’ll even be able to work if I’ll have no energy at all. Wish I knew exactly what was wrong.
    Go get some blood work done. I’m the same way, 0 energy, got some blood work done and found out what’s wrong with me.
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    Originally Posted by SuperChieftain View Post
    Go get some blood work done. I’m the same way, 0 energy, got some blood work done and found out what’s wrong with me.
    I already did everything came back normal.
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    I have never know anyone in life that is so miserable and a complete dick like my brother. He is a drug addict who treats me and my mom like chit. Hes going to end up in the hospital from me beating the chit out of him if he continues with his bullchit just like how he put me in the hospital when he tore my rotator cuff and shattered my shoulder.

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    I already did everything came back normal.
    Did they check your test? I had to request that, not standard blood work.
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    Originally Posted by SuperChieftain View Post
    Did they check your test? I had to request that, not standard blood work.
    I had extensive blood work done a long while back & it came back all normal. Something is just messed up with my brain chemistry I guess.
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    Sucks that my whole life is just consumed with low moods & never feeling right.
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    Originally Posted by BigTimePlayer View Post
    I had extensive blood work done a long while back & it came back all normal. Something is just messed up with my brain chemistry I guess.
    It’s possible. Could be some kind of imbalance. I have bipolar disorder and anxiety, got on some medication and it’s gotten better. I wonder if there are tests for mental imbalances.
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    Lost my best friend the other day.

    I’m trying to organize an epic funeral for him. He was a marine.


    On top of this my physical pain is huge rn. I’m concerned that it will never end.
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    Originally Posted by sandman2019 View Post
    Went to a brothel last night and regret it so much banged this 40 year old asian who was disgusting and paid $120 for it. I have no savings, and just blow my money on anytihng. I feel so ashamed. I'm 25 and a half, been drivng the same **** car for years, miles off from owning a house. I feel like it's over. even if i save it will take me years to afford anyithng. feel like giving up.
    youve got a car and youve got housing. u dont need to own anything else. just get some savings
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    You can't even meet people at the gym now days unless you are the biggest or most popular guy there now days. Everyone else is has ear buds in or stays to themselves.
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    Originally Posted by MuteIsMySorrow1 View Post
    You can't even meet people at the gym now days unless you are the biggest or most popular guy there now days. Everyone else is has ear buds in or stays to themselves.
    Ear buds, cell phones, 2012.
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    Realized the older I get the more distant everyone has become. I barely even see any of my relatives anymore. I used to be close to a few of my cousins & due to some family issues that didn’t even involve me at all we haven’t talked in years. My other cousin I haven’t seen in a year & a half. She doesn’t even have my damn phone number & doesn’t give a **** about me anymore since she’s closer with others. Life just feels so empty when I realize it’s like I don’t even exist to my own relatives anymore. When growing up things just felt different & now it’s like I’m pretty much on my own outside of my parents & Grandma. I get so jealous when I see how others are close with their families while I’m not anymore.
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    Originally Posted by BigTimePlayer View Post
    Realized the older I get the more distant everyone has become. I barely even see any of my relatives anymore. I used to be close to a few of my cousins & due to some family issues that didn’t even involve me at all we haven’t talked in years. My other cousin I haven’t seen in a year & a half. She doesn’t even have my damn phone number & doesn’t give a **** about me anymore since she’s closer with others. Life just feels so empty when I realize it’s like I don’t even exist to my own relatives anymore. When growing up things just felt different & now it’s like I’m pretty much on my own outside of my parents & Grandma. I get so jealous when I see how others are close with their families while I’m not anymore.
    Same. Even my parents are more distant. Just camping out in their basement watching movies or playing on their tablets. They barely even leave the house and they are only 50.

    And then If you go places people dont show any kind of interest at all so you just feel alone because everyone is in their same groups or has ear buds in. You can't even go places anymore to do something small by yourself because every place is so packed too.

    I feel like if you dont have a lot of followers on Instagram or snapchat you are a nobody. And every person now meets online or at work. Not at normal places anymore. It sucks bro.
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    Originally Posted by BigTimePlayer View Post
    Realized the older I get the more distant everyone has become. I barely even see any of my relatives anymore. I used to be close to a few of my cousins & due to some family issues that didn’t even involve me at all we haven’t talked in years. My other cousin I haven’t seen in a year & a half. She doesn’t even have my damn phone number & doesn’t give a **** about me anymore since she’s closer with others. Life just feels so empty when I realize it’s like I don’t even exist to my own relatives anymore. When growing up things just felt different & now it’s like I’m pretty much on my own outside of my parents & Grandma. I get so jealous when I see how others are close with their families while I’m not anymore.
    I know how that feels. Unfortunately, that’s how life is sometimes, I get jealous of people who are close with their parents and siblings, cuz me and my family aren’t really close, we don’t get along at least. Keep your head up man.
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    How can you continue in life when you have gone so many years with no energy and nothing ever happens? It's not like i just sit in a basement all day and i'm fat. I actively put myself around people constantly, try to socialize and max out my looks but nothing happens. How is such life even possible?
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    I think this diet is getting to me mentally.
    Happy I'm losing weight, but I have like... No energy to do anything.

    Someone give me encouraging thoughts that I can make it through this.
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    Originally Posted by ZyraThornrise View Post
    I think this diet is getting to me mentally.
    Happy I'm losing weight, but I have like... No energy to do anything.

    Someone give me encouraging thoughts that I can make it through this.
    I was literally going to just post that I have no energy at all. I always feel stressed out or low in energy or just an overall feeling of not feeling well. I’m positive I have OCD on top of all of this where I get horrific intrusive thoughts & feelings. It’s always something that’s there bothering me a lot of the time. I’ve been working out again regularly & it helps me with getting into better physical shape but unfortunately not much with else. I wish I had something positive to say just at least know you’re not alone. What type of diet are you on & have you been going to the gym?
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    Originally Posted by ZyraThornrise View Post
    I think this diet is getting to me mentally.
    Happy I'm losing weight, but I have like... No energy to do anything.

    Someone give me encouraging thoughts that I can make it through this.
    You can do it dood, there are tons of us out here who can’t even bring ourselves to start the process. Just think of how stoked you’ll be when you reach your goal.
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    basically dropped out of grad school b/c I hated my project (no transferable skills to be gained from it), and have lost any and all willpower to work at my primary job. My thesis is basically done and im done with all coursework, I just dont want to turn it in because it is trash and got 0 help b/c advisors have minimal expertise in the topic beyond the basics.

    I expect to be let go soon, I almost kinda want it. The only thing making me not up and quit are my loans. basic tasks like openning emails and chit are getting tougher and tougher. My other 2 jobs are suffering as well, although not as much since they are a smaller portion of my week.

    now that i have stepped outside my bubble, I see that there is much more to life than wage slavery and scientific "prestige".
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    people ask me when im going to take a vacation. feel like such a subhuman when i have zero plans. had to quit my last job because people were getting suspicious that i never took time off after 2 years. truth is i have no one to go anywhere with. actually dont even want to travel but i wish i could just so i could fit in with normies.
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