[SRS] Depression Discussion and Support Thread Part III

[eod8989]

Also i feel old af. Young people are so damn immature man. I used to be this way too until i was like 25-26 but holy fuk most people are super immature when you get them socializing together.

[2RDEYE]

Also i feel old af. Young people are so damn immature man. I used to be this way too until i was like 25-26 but holy fuk most people are super immature when you get them socializing together.

lmao i feel u so hard this week. i was going to muster up this courage to ask this girl out who was friendly to me a few times at school and it turns out she's 17... and i'm 26 lol. too ****ed up feel like an old creep. never felt like this before. physically i still could pass for 18-20 y/o i think. my damn facial genetics.

That sounds amazing. Def looking into it now to improve mood. When you get back on track financially are you going to go back on it?

absolutely... but it's very expensive. well idk the prices now though. remember if you try it. only use a very low dose. i think higher and one would get addicted. it's like same with antidepressants. the more you use the more you want it. u don't need much anyways for mood.

[samosajoe]

lmao i feel u so hard this week. i was going to muster up this courage to ask this girl out who was friendly to me a few times at school and it turns out she's 17... and i'm 26 lol. too ****ed up feel like an old creep. never felt like this before. physically i still could pass for 18-20 y/o i think. my damn facial genetics.

Did she reject you or was the 17 yr old thing a turn off for you? Because I dont see the big deal if shes 17 turning 18 as long as she is interested. An 8 yr difference is very normal (srs).

[2RDEYE]

Did she reject you or was the 17 yr old thing a turn off for you? Because I dont see the big deal if shes 17 turning 18 as long as she is interested. An 8 yr difference is very normal (srs).

i think it's like.. well i think it's taboo here. i think in asia it's no problem at all. even in africa it's normal i think, a coworker of mine before is 30 and married a 19 y/o recently in his home country. but over here it's like... a big deal. i don't wanna be like on some ****phile list or something. scared of that **** srs

[eod8989]

lmao i feel u so hard this week. i was going to muster up this courage to ask this girl out who was friendly to me a few times at school and it turns out she's 17... and i'm 26 lol. too ****ed up feel like an old creep. never felt like this before. physically i still could pass for 18-20 y/o i think. my damn facial genetics.



absolutely... but it's very expensive. well idk the prices now though. remember if you try it. only use a very low dose. i think higher and one would get addicted. it's like same with antidepressants. the more you use the more you want it. u don't need much anyways for mood.

I know what you mean i am 30 and deal with girls in their early 20's at work and it's pretty weird talking to them. They might even be like 19-20 srs.

[samosajoe]

i think it's like.. well i think it's taboo here. i think in asia it's no problem at all. even in africa it's normal i think, a coworker of mine before is 30 and married a 19 y/o recently. but over here it's like... a big deal. i don't wanna be like on some ****phile list or something. scared of that **** srs

Honestly even here where I live that is not too uncommon. If you were like 35 and shes 18 then its kind of odd but 26 and 18 isnt that bad. Im 23 and I would not hesitate to clap some 18 yr old cheeks.

[2RDEYE]

I know what you mean i am 30 and deal with girls in their early 20's at work and it's pretty weird talking to them. They might even be like 19-20 srs.

it is ****in weird lol. like i don't realize it until I realize how old I am. then i'm like... **** i'm old lol

Honestly even here where I live that is not too uncommon. If you were like 35 and shes 18 then its kind of odd but 26 and 18 isnt that bad. Im 23 and I would not hesitate to clap some 18 yr old cheeks.

i think if she were 18 i would go for it. 16+ is legal here... but i'm scared as **** man lol i feel like chris hansen would show up at my door. this girl's personality is like perfect for me though. she has like no friends, international student, she has an independent nature. i see her walking around the hallways to kill time, every time she sees me sitting down in the corridors, she comes up to me and we start talking.

gotta hope i meet some other girl...

[peachy977]

Anyone tryed speed dating? Does it work

[Radium101]

I know what you mean i am 30 and deal with girls in their early 20's at work and it's pretty weird talking to them. They might even be like 19-20 srs.

Hey EOD, what is your job? You said you work in an office, what do you do?

[BigTimePlayer]

I just can’t believe every day ahead is just having to work all day. What’s the point of even living if that’s all there is to life. My next work schedule comes out today & if it’s horrible I seriously might get the urge to just walk out of my job. I can’t take this anymore. I never even want to go to the gym or do anything due to my horrible work schedule.

[2RDEYE]

found a job posting. $20/hr for literally just packing boxes. not sure if i should do it lol. i don't learn anything, it's literally just packing boxes, and i'm more than qualified. but i've never been paid $20/hr in my life... ****in tough call.

[eod8989]

I have a couple coworkers to talk to but nobody to actually hear a discussion with or fo anything that I like. I'm going to just sit on the computer for the rest of my life I guess

[BigTimePlayer]

Scared to even look at my latest work schedule when it gets posted sometime today. I just know the odds are I’m going to get really pissed off afterwards. It just feels like a never ending grind. It’s like the system makes it that you have to work nonstop until you’re like 60-65 than you can retire. But by that time you’re already old so it’s like what’s the point.

[eod8989]

There's just nothing you can do when you are an introvert. The people in my office talk too much and i get annoyed at them all the time. I just can't keep up with them. They also get annoying and immature a lot. I just don't understand why it is so hard to fit in with people. I used to meet people fairly easily but it seems impossible since 2014-2015. I really feel like i am in a matrix or something.

[2RDEYE]

holy **** i am so bored after i finish my gym ****. i upped my gym time to minimum 1 hour and a half just to have something to do. but afterwards.... holy **** nothing to do lol. my last exam is next week... so maybe i'l get a job after, or go to school, i'm still not sure.

[BigTimePlayer]

Like I figured I checked my schedule & I literally punched my ****in phone screen from being so pissed off. I can’t do this anymore. I’m losing it so bad & can never even go to the gym or do anything due to the ****ed up hours.

[peachy977]

Idk what to do feel extremely sad sucidal and don’t know what to do meeting women is impossible and is my only goal as I have anything in order what’s the point in living being a loner all your life

[eod8989]

Don't care what anyone says things changed in 2012. I don't even know what to say about this anymore. I've been positive lately and talking to people more but something isn't right and it reminds me why i isolated in the first place.

[peachy977]

Don't care what anyone says things changed in 2012. I don't even know what to say about this anymore. I've been positive lately and talking to people more but something isn't right and it reminds me why i isolated in the first place.

Give me suggestions to meet people it’s shed shed trying to stay positive when you know nothing works

[frankfrank3630]

found a job posting. $20/hr for literally just packing boxes. not sure if i should do it lol...tough call.

It can be looked as a "means to an end" - though it sounds rather boring. Consider making a mental comparison between not going for this job at all, or actually working the job...would you be working during times that you'd otherwise be doing stuff at home (and is that appealing at all), etc.? If "sitting at home" or "working a boring job" seem equally bad, there's this: the job is paying you, so the two things are no longer equal.

Are there any benefits (i. e. health insurance)? If that's part of the job, the value is almost incalculable. Getting health insurance paid at work (wholly, or even partially if it's a good policy) is a BIG deal, not to be underestimated.

[eod8989]

All I do is get cucked at work until I die

[eod8989]

Its iloossohle to be happy when this is all there is to life

[samosajoe]

Its iloossohle to be happy when this is all there is to life

Its hard to not give up on some days (srs). Sometimes I cant think of a reason to keep going.

[2RDEYE]

how bout this feeling. the feeling of wanting to go outside, but having absolutely nothing to do, so u don't go outside lol i've been having that feeling for weeks. my day is literally wake up 5:30, go to gym, stay home repeat. i don't think my brain is good yet to be working to be honest. it's really ****ed up today. concussion usually take 4-6 weeks to heal, i'm on week 3, so maybe next week i'm good.

gonna see if i can get a filipino citizenship or something, dual citizen so i can just freeload over there lol. so much more to see and do. except for summer. **** that ****

i don't even have a sex drive anymore after my concussion. i have to force myself to fap.

[eod8989]

how bout this feeling. the feeling of wanting to go outside, but having absolutely nothing to do, so u don't go outside lol i've been having that feeling for weeks. my day is literally wake up 5:30, go to gym, stay home repeat. i don't think my brain is good yet to be working to be honest. it's really ****ed up today. concussion usually take 4-6 weeks to heal, i'm on week 3, so maybe next week i'm good.

gonna see if i can get a filipino citizenship or something, dual citizen so i can just freeload over there lol. so much more to see and do. except for summer. **** that ****

i don't even have a sex drive anymore after my concussion. i have to force myself to fap.

Yeah hopefully those concussion syndromes go away...i'm sure they will. But yeah i'm fuked up too i hurt my upper back and neck so i haven't lifted but i'm cutting to around 12% bf. I haven't lifted in like 5-6 weeks and i'm bored af.

[peachy977]

Went to central London today same thing everyone in groups or wearing earphones and everywhere’s a complete sausage fest I’m going to be forever alone and I hate it

[eod8989]

Went to central London today same thing everyone in groups or wearing earphones and everywhere’s a complete sausage fest I’m going to be forever alone and I hate it

Yeah it's like this everywhere

I mean it's like people don't even acknowledge others outside of their social circles anymore so what is the point of going anywhere? Everyone is already established when you go places so there is nothing you can do.

[BigTimePlayer]

Just worked my 3rd straight day & have to work a 9 hour shift tomorrow. It’s just crazy at this point. I’m going to get an availability sheet on Tuesday & will say I’m not available on weekends anymore. That’s my only chance at this point of being able to stay at this job otherwise I’m just going to give my 2 weeks.

[peachy977]

Yeah it's like this everywhere

I mean it's like people don't even acknowledge others outside of their social circles anymore so what is the point of going anywhere? Everyone is already established when you go places so there is nothing you can do.

Your so good with words exactly!!! Hahaha which leads me having to use worthless dating apps that don’t work what’s the point in living I have no woman or any friends and it’s impossible to get them at my age I’m screwed

[eod8989]

Just worked my 3rd straight day & have to work a 9 hour shift tomorrow. It’s just crazy at this point. I’m going to get an availability sheet on Tuesday & will say I’m not available on weekends anymore. That’s my only chance at this point of being able to stay at this job otherwise I’m just going to give my 2 weeks.

I just cope dude. It's better than not having a job. I almost quit a couple months ago and i'm glad i didn't because i wouldn't have a job or would be working at burger king right now. I get cucked so hard at work sometimes though man it sucks.