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    Work is so fuked up. I notice certain people either don’t talk to me anymore or just completely ignore me. One girl that used to talk to me just passes by me now & doesn’t say anything. I’m just like uhh ok. Than someone else who works here always seems to move away from me if we’re working near each other like she doesn’t like me or some ****. It’s like wtf. I don’t know what it is it’s like I don’t treat anyone bad or anything but yet no one likes me. It’s either she flat out doesn’t like me or she thinks I’m attractive or something but I think she’s married so she stays away from me. I honestly have no idea it’s kinda degrading though making me wonder what I’m always doing wrong to make people not seem to like me. I guess being quiet is just a life death sentence.
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    Originally Posted by BigTimePlayer View Post
    Work is so fuked up. I notice certain people either don’t talk to me anymore or just completely ignore me. One girl that used to talk to me just passes by me now & doesn’t say anything. I’m just like uhh ok. Than someone else who works here always seems to move away from me if we’re working near each other like she doesn’t like me or some ****. It’s like wtf. I don’t know what it is it’s like I don’t treat anyone bad or anything but yet no one likes me. It’s either she flat out doesn’t like me or she thinks I’m attractive or something but I think she’s married so she stays away from me. I honestly have no idea it’s kinda degrading though making me wonder what I’m always doing wrong to make people not seem to like me. I guess being quiet is just a life death sentence.
    I just don't think anyone talks to each other anymore unless they are in groups. Nobody talks to me either. That's what pisses me off most is I know every time I go into work it will be the same thing and I will never meet anyone
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    I recently got into a job after being NEET for a while, and it's pretty tough and draining,
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    Originally Posted by JohnnyBme View Post
    I recently got into a job after being NEET for a while, and it's pretty tough and draining,
    I skipped a week of gym because of it.
    I gotta power through and not quit
    i feel u bro. i've been a NEET for 6 weeks and i'm just starting a warehouse job tomorrow. im definitely gonna be like sweating and just mentally done. getting butterflies in my stomach. i got a one hour commute by bus to the place. it's only temporary, like six-eight weeks, so whatever. i'll just pull through it. already planning to use that money up. i wanna take university courses and this **** is like $900 per course. which is ****ing bull****.
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    Originally Posted by BigTimePlayer View Post
    Work is so fuked up. I notice certain people either don’t talk to me anymore or just completely ignore me. One girl that used to talk to me just passes by me now & doesn’t say anything. I’m just like uhh ok. Than someone else who works here always seems to move away from me if we’re working near each other like she doesn’t like me or some ****. It’s like wtf. I don’t know what it is it’s like I don’t treat anyone bad or anything but yet no one likes me. It’s either she flat out doesn’t like me or she thinks I’m attractive or something but I think she’s married so she stays away from me. I honestly have no idea it’s kinda degrading though making me wonder what I’m always doing wrong to make people not seem to like me. I guess being quiet is just a life death sentence.
    I remember you when I used to post on depression thread. Did u get it health together? Still going through it? Symptoms?
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    I think i'm going to start going to the gym around 8pm more often now that i'm leaner. I still feel kind of skinny but i look better and healthier. But there's no way i'm going to the gym during peak hours the people are way too social and there are too many groups there hogging everything.
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    Originally Posted by eod8989 View Post
    I think i'm going to start going to the gym around 8pm more often now that i'm leaner. I still feel kind of skinny but i look better and healthier. But there's no way i'm going to the gym during peak hours the people are way too social and there are too many groups there hogging everything.
    That’s what I do. I go to a gym that’s open 24/7 so when I go I usually go around 9-9:30pm & there’s always only like 10 people there at most. If I go in the day time there will be like 100 people there & all hogging up the equipment I want to use.
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    Originally Posted by eod8989 View Post
    I think i'm going to start going to the gym around 8pm more often now that i'm leaner. I still feel kind of skinny but i look better and healthier. But there's no way i'm going to the gym during peak hours the people are way too social and there are too many groups there hogging everything.
    8-11pm is the peak time for my gym. there's like maybe 50 people in there. it's crazy
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    Originally Posted by hidingwithmusic View Post
    I remember you when I used to post on depression thread. Did u get it health together? Still going through it? Symptoms?
    Yeah, I still am not 100%. I’m definitely better than where I was back then though. I used to have constant headaches & nausea at one point. Now my symptoms have eased up compared to then. How about you?
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    25 years old, can bang ugly sloots ez but never the hottest ones

    have decent body rent an ok house, cook my meals save money etc but by no means I am rich

    went through extensive mental capabilities test, don't have ADHD and results say I am very smart but have no academic interests

    do a lot of cool **** theater classes, host volunteers from all over the world on my job, traveled a lot but just get sick of it after a while EVERY TIME

    and worst of all my father has tons of money(doesn't give me any) so no matter how much I work and save it won't matter cause I'll just inherit ten times that later


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    Going to the gym does nothing there's no way to even talk to anyone there and it's just weird trying to start a convo in a weight room. Gonna go again tonight though and hit back and bi's
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    i'm the only one not east indian in my warehouse lol it ****ing sucks

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    depression just hit me fukkin hard .... havnt left the room in 3 days just been in bed the whole time. i nearly came close to ending it but i got too scared. im just too tired
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    I've had many episodes of serious depression in the last 3 months. I felt very suicidal 2 days per week on average. I think it's a combination of financial stress, school/work stress, caloric deficit, sleep deprivation, and just loneliness.
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    I've had many episodes of serious depression in the last 3 months. I felt very suicidal 2 days per week on average. I think it's a combination of financial stress, school/work stress, caloric deficit, sleep deprivation, and just loneliness.
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    sleep deprivations definitely a big one. it ****s with your head so bad. i've been getting 2-4hrs this whole week, and i feel like im ****ing dreaming or batchit insane. that and i haven't been able to hit the gym because of my work schedule. the anger is just getting suppressed inside me
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    Is it possible this forum could literally brainwash me? I feel like I'm just too consumed with this place and all the negativity here just fuels my mental issues. Just something I've been thinking about because this place got really negative with the incel stuff around 2016. Have you guys thought about not using social media period for a whole or is that even possible?
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    Originally Posted by 2RDEYE View Post
    sleep deprivations definitely a big one. it ****s with your head so bad. i've been getting 2-4hrs this whole week, and i feel like im ****ing dreaming or batchit insane. that and i haven't been able to hit the gym because of my work schedule. the anger is just getting suppressed inside me
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    Get some sleep man. At least when asleep you're relaxed
    its hard. i get home at about 7pm, and i have to wake up 3:30am to hit the gym if possible and go straight to work. when i get home i spend about an hour eating, then i spend time just relaxing, then it's already 10. and sometimes i can't sleep.
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    Originally Posted by eod8989 View Post
    Is it possible this forum could literally brainwash me? I feel like I'm just too consumed with this place and all the negativity here just fuels my mental issues. Just something I've been thinking about because this place got really negative with the incel stuff around 2016. Have you guys thought about not using social media period for a whole or is that even possible?
    It’s why I keep my time to this place to a minimum now. I rarely check the main misc anymore. I just am either in this thread or in the relationship part of the forum. I don’t know how some people are on here constantly where the same negative stuff is put into their head constantly. It’s just mentally draining to constantly read negative stuff & people talking **** to one another.
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    Woke up today thinking like time is just passing me by. I wake up day to day dealing with the same **** & nothing ever gets better. It’s like time is going by so fast at the same time I’m dealing with all these problems. It’s scary how by the time I know it I’ll be like 50 years old. I just have no way of getting better if my body doesn’t allow me to. I feel like my body has fallen apart & it can’t heal so I’m stuck with these physical & mental issues forever.
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    Originally Posted by BigTimePlayer View Post
    Woke up today thinking like time is just passing me by. I wake up day to day dealing with the same **** & nothing ever gets better. It’s like time is going by so fast at the same time I’m dealing with all these problems. It’s scary how by the time I know it I’ll be like 50 years old. I just have no way of getting better if my body doesn’t allow me to. I feel like my body has fallen apart & it can’t heal so I’m stuck with these physical & mental issues forever.
    Yeah my body is breaking down I just dont have any energy working 9-5 lifting and being isolated like this. Its 3 full time jobs basically and its utterly pointless
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    Question for anyone working with a therapist. What are the conversations you have like? I am currently seeing a therapist but it doesn't really seem to be helping. He keeps just talking about current events and things, but never has dug into things that may have brought up my depression in the first place. For example, we never have delved deep into the time a little over a year ago where my ex dumped me, my dad was diagnosed with cancer and 6 months later passed away.

    He did help give me a kick in the butt in terms of getting out of my shell and staying in my apartment all the time. But I don't feel much better overall and have been going for 6 months. I also don't have any past experiences to base it on and I know what I see on tv/movies with therapists is not what goes on in therapy (except for some instances in the sopranos perhaps?)
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    It never fails any time I am around more than one person I dont know what to say or people just start talking about chit I dont care about or people dont seem to care what I say. Theres no point in even trying to talk these days nobody cares about what you have to say unless you are like really good friends

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    Originally Posted by mgBsportsfan25 View Post
    Question for anyone working with a therapist. What are the conversations you have like? I am currently seeing a therapist but it doesn't really seem to be helping. He keeps just talking about current events and things, but never has dug into things that may have brought up my depression in the first place. For example, we never have delved deep into the time a little over a year ago where my ex dumped me, my dad was diagnosed with cancer and 6 months later passed away.

    He did help give me a kick in the butt in terms of getting out of my shell and staying in my apartment all the time. But I don't feel much better overall and have been going for 6 months. I also don't have any past experiences to base it on and I know what I see on tv/movies with therapists is not what goes on in therapy (except for some instances in the sopranos perhaps?)
    conversations for me were just like my therapist treating me like a baby

    i don't think traditional therapy works
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    Originally Posted by 2RDEYE View Post
    its hard. i get home at about 7pm, and i have to wake up 3:30am to hit the gym if possible and go straight to work. when i get home i spend about an hour eating, then i spend time just relaxing, then it's already 10. and sometimes i can't sleep.
    Why don't you just work out on the weekend?
    You work on weekends too?
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    I'm to the point where i don't even like to leave the house. Not even lifting makes me want to do anything. Even if i have a juicy pump. It doesn't matter anymore lol. Nothing has changed in the past 3 years it's just like every day i'm doomed to live this FA life.
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    Originally Posted by nnodcvcker View Post
    Why don't you just work out on the weekend?
    You work on weekends too?
    yeah i work on saturday. sunday i workout. my usual workout schedule is sun-friday but with my new job... it's really hard to get a decent workout in
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    Originally Posted by eod8989 View Post
    I'm to the point where i don't even like to leave the house. Not even lifting makes me want to do anything. Even if i have a juicy pump. It doesn't matter anymore lol. Nothing has changed in the past 3 years it's just like every day i'm doomed to live this FA life.
    Yeah, I didn’t leave my house at all today. Literally been in my room for 95% of the time I’ve been awake today. I was planning on going to the gym but I had no energy at all to go. This life is such a joke. I don’t get how some people breeze through life with no issues at all while others just never feel good about anything or things just are fuked up.
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    Originally Posted by BigTimePlayer View Post
    Yeah, I didn’t leave my house at all today. Literally been in my room for 95% of the time I’ve been awake today. I was planning on going to the gym but I had no energy at all to go. This life is such a joke. I don’t get how some people breeze through life with no issues at all while others just never feel good about anything or things just are fuked up.
    I'm basically invisible man i've never had a period in my life where it was this hard to either talk to people or find someone that wanted to talk to me. I swear getting older just sucks unless you already have an established social circle. Nobody my age gives a fuk about other people and the younger kids are too social and happy and in groups and all that. I just don't know anymore.
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