That dude is definitely plowing her, when she contacts you next week after this dude can't commit. Don't cave, don't do it. Keep your self respect... move on man, move on!First ever post... struggling mightily right now.
I tend to ****ing hate most modern girls these days, so I'm not one to chase them. I pretty much just work, work out, and keep to myself. But I'd met this one a few times before, and we always clicked and had awesome chemistry. She reached out to me over Christmas. After briefly chatting, I asked her out, and we spent all day together. Smashed on the first date, and it was glorious. She invited me over to meet her family and spend NYE with her a few days later. Stayed over again. Spent the next week talking, and went out again Saturday. She just blew my mind over and over again in bed. And we got along better than I've ever experienced, including with a past spouse. This Sunday, she decided she wanted us to be a couple. I was all in. We planned a trip together and booked it. She asked me to come back the next day to meet her kids (which she said she didn't do unless she was sure the person was going to be around).
That next day, we drove with her kids to a nearby town, and this car pulls into the parking lot next to us. I know this dude (I work with him), so I thought he was pulling up to see me. He wasn't. She goes rigid, and I realize her kids know him. She won't look at him. He doesn't even see me in the front seat due to the angle and the window tint. He just saw a guy and realized she was on a date, so he pulled out and left without saying anything. She gets super weird, and she's texting somebody (i.e., him) the rest of the day. Says she's just "friends" (cue Biz Markie) when I ask.
She calls that afternoon to tell me she needs to take a break to think things through (a break after one ****ing day?). She tries to tell me that this 180 degree change happened as just a total coincidence unconnected to this dude appearing. I confronted her on how bat**** stupid I would have to be to believe that, and I finally get out of her that she had an on and off thing with him, and she realized she still had feelings when she saw him (I believe this, because I've known him for years and trust him, so I flat out called him to talk, and he told me the same about the on/off thing).
I've been ****ing gutted. Just dead inside. What's crazy is this joker has been in a live in relationship with another woman for 10 years, and from what I know, he's always scamming side chicks. He's not going anywhere on his long term woman, especially for a woman with a bunch of kids. So she basically ditched me for a non-existent chance with this guy.
I told her good luck, asked her to cancel my slot on the trip (there went that deposit), deleted all my pictures of her, and stopped contact, but god damn... I caught one-itis bad with her, and I keep trying to rationalize it away (e.g., "she didn't technically cheat", despite the fact that she lied to my face). And I'm cycling through all the emotions (denial, anger, etc) like a goddamned psycho. It won't be an issue for me to not reach out to her, but I'm afraid of caving if she reaches out to me. I keep trying to remember this dude is probably plowing her even as I'm writing this to reinforce myself.
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01-20-2017, 01:16 PM #121
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01-20-2017, 04:11 PM #124
going no contact on the world has been hard. every girl who all come in the same cookie cutter flakey prototype have been excommunicated. no contact on dating sites too.
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01-21-2017, 03:38 AM #125
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01-23-2017, 06:46 AM #127
I had wayyy to many drinks this weekend and was stuck downtown. Phone was dead and a cab home is 60$ for me so I decided to walk over to my ex's who I havn't talked to in a month. (The cab would of been the better option) Went completely soft and any hopes of getting her back is gone. I was a solid NC for a while. My goal was to better myself and get her back but I think that ship has sailed.
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01-23-2017, 07:00 AM #128
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01-23-2017, 01:49 PM #131
That's good that you won't respond, but did you notice something? We knew she was going to get back to you after week. We know it isn't going to workout with her fling, we know she's regretting it. We knew this would happen, even you.
Just keep up NC, you've been through this before man. You dodged a bullet, a big one. You'll be wondering why you even gave this woman a chance 30-50 days from now. Make sure to keep improving yourself, staying busy.. onto bigger and better things.Winter is Coming...
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01-23-2017, 04:44 PM #132
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01-23-2017, 05:10 PM #133
I met my ex yesterday to grab some stuff, first time I saw her since BU 2 months ago. I felt nothing, she seemed like a stranger to me. Kind of sad considering how much we were in love, but now I can move on knowing there is nothing there anymore. A burden has been lifted. Back to NC but I don't think I'd mind seeing her again knowing how I actually feel compared to how I thought I felt.
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01-23-2017, 05:21 PM #134
After I got the truth out of her (that he was an ex, and that she still had feelings for him, and that she needed a break to think), I basically told her to go figure out whatever she wanted to make herself happy and go do it, to not treat people like that, that I wasn't going to get in the middle of some stupid love triangle, and that I was out for now.
She responded with like 4 really brief lines saying nothing of substance (... that took 4-5 days to write). Some of it was kind of snippy. My buddy read it and thinks that she was trying to provoke a hostile response.
It sucks, but that response was probably a huge favor. If she had said something of substance, the temptation to respond would have been much greater. Now? Not so much.
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01-23-2017, 08:39 PM #135
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01-24-2017, 04:48 AM #136
Alright bros - update, my ex is definitely still using my Giant rewards card (I don't really care about this, because I get money off my gas so that's whatever), but she unblocked me on social media (which means I get to block her and she can't do anything about it - and I already did)... but keep me strong bros, hold me accountable for NC - I know the text/call/message isn't far behind even though she's with another dude right now. Keep me strong bros!
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01-24-2017, 06:48 AM #137
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01-24-2017, 07:11 AM #138
Respect!!
Afternoon @Splitt, just wanted to say thanks for keeping this going and up to date.
If anyone had said to me a thread would help me out so much I'd have laughed but it really does. Plus the difference between the NC bull**** elsewhere is it's some clown making up strategies, this is real guys with for the most part one common goal. Holding onto NC for dear life lol. Keep up the good work!!
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01-24-2017, 08:28 AM #139
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01-24-2017, 09:47 AM #144
Not posted one per se mate, just been taking general advice and pointers. What other men do and do not do can be of great comfort and teaching and this place is a godsend.
Long story short, she fell in love, I fell in love and I did not protect that, became displacent and drifted. She was all in and now we don't talk. Pretty pathetic really compared to others for sure. My regret would have turned into mega beta behaviour if not for sticking to no contact. 1 month exactly.
P.S Defo read yours but can't remember the specifics. You have made many good points too I've read em
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01-24-2017, 10:17 AM #145
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01-24-2017, 10:27 AM #146
Prepare to neg me, brahs.
Friday night, she hit me up. I caved. We spent the weekend together.
Basically all it did was confirm that I don't want to be with this woman at all. She just has a narcissistic/entitled personality that I cannot stand. Last time I went NC, I didn't block her number or on Whatsapp (I'm not on social media anymore so that wasn't an issue), but now I've got her blocked. No looking backward, only ahead.
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01-24-2017, 10:38 AM #147
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01-24-2017, 10:39 AM #148
False paranoia and trust issues. None of which she contributed to. I remember thinking this girl can't have fallen for me this hard this fast surely. However her actions matched her words, which makes it worse looking back. Don't get me wrong I treated her well and we got on like two peas in a pod.
Maybe I don't love her, but I do know I have never felt like this before, nor ever had a woman on my mind 24/7 and an indescribable emptiness. Not that I have to describe it you, you've had it/got it. She may or may not have moved on now. I think there has been a rebound but best to leave alone me thinks. What is your view on it?
By the way your post about Catastrophic situations causing better men etc is spot on for sure. Think you also mentioned something about a specific culture or warrior who get stronger from wounds. Very interesting read that one.
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