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06-21-2018, 02:03 AM #1861
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06-21-2018, 02:04 AM #1862
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06-22-2018, 07:48 AM #1863
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06-22-2018, 06:16 PM #1864
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06-23-2018, 12:31 AM #1865
so you've actually talked to females over the internet?? strong.
ive just sporadically installed tinder throughout the years out of bordom. i know im too shy to actually message any females on there. last time was when i was in thailand (i'd been over there for a month for training) and i was packing to get back to melbourne (i was bored and was literally flying out in a few hours)
surprisingly got about 10 matches in an hour or so. never had tht many. ofc it being thailand it was a few ladyboys and probably a few prostitutes. like i said i can't message them.
strangely though a girl messaged me without me messaging first. turns out she was from Perth. actually talked to her for a few hours until I had to fly back.
back in melbourne tho pretty much zero matches and i actually got a message saving no new profiles in the region. that's when i figured it was dead.While you were partying I studied the Blade.
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06-30-2018, 05:09 PM #1866
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06-30-2018, 05:17 PM #1867
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06-30-2018, 05:34 PM #1868
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06-30-2018, 07:03 PM #1870
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07-04-2018, 10:41 PM #1871
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07-04-2018, 11:10 PM #1872
sup guys?
whats going on in here?
I am having quite a bit of luck on apps lately (for me)
I have so many girls to talk to or go out that I dont know what to do.
None of them are crazy good looking or anything but its kind of overwhelming.
Still havent had a girlfriend yet but I feel like its possible. I feel like I just want to get laid but every girl runs away at any hint that you want sex.. its annoying. Where are all the girls that hook up?Doordasher crew (SRS)
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07-05-2018, 12:55 AM #1873
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07-05-2018, 01:43 AM #1874
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07-05-2018, 01:19 PM #1875
- Join Date: Sep 2004
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I got a letter from the government the other day. I Opened and read it, it said they were suckers. Wanted me for the army, or whatever.
Pictured me giving a damn, I said "never""Honor is something that all men are born with. It cannot be taken from you nor can it be granted. It must only not be lost."
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07-05-2018, 01:21 PM #1876
I have no idea how to get out of this crew. I never want to be friends with anyone I talk to. I dont get it. Some people are cool too I just don't feel a connection
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07-05-2018, 02:24 PM #1877
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07-05-2018, 02:28 PM #1878
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07-05-2018, 02:39 PM #1879
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07-05-2018, 03:15 PM #1880
Don't think I've posted in here, but here goes.
Ex broke up with me about a week ago. Still hurt over it. Fighting hard not to text/FB him. He was my first real relationship so I feel like I won't find another guy like him. On top of that, I've been trying to reach out to my older sibling regarding this, but the same excuse is "I'm at work blah blah." I don't really have that many friends here in town and most of them are out of town. Just feeling uber lonely right now. On weekends my EX and I would be out and about doing things. Now I don't have that. Yesterday I was in my place alone eating, watching netflix, listening to the fireworks, etc. It was just fcuking depressing. I might go to show tomorrow, but I don't have any friends to go with. I feel like chit all the time.
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07-09-2018, 08:35 AM #1881
- Join Date: Oct 2010
- Location: United Kingdom (Great Britain)
- Age: 29
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Tbh I have been know to mishear things and I was absolutely **** faced at the time, it may have happened or I may have misheard. Either way I’ve put it behind me now and I am on the right anti depressants now imo and getting better. I’ve been going out almost every weekend this year which is huge for me, I used to hate going out but now I love it now that I’ve made some good friends.
Still no gf thoI always rape back (semisrs)
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07-09-2018, 08:42 AM #1882
- Join Date: Oct 2010
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I haven’t talked to a girl in 5 years in a flirty way, I have honestly forgot how to do it. This girl gave me nothing to go with.
What do I say?
(She initiated the conversation)I always rape back (semisrs)
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07-14-2018, 01:33 PM #1883
- Join Date: Sep 2004
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Just finished listening to Elliot Rodger's 'My Twisted World' which was 11 hours long. Listened to it in the format of a YT audiobook.
Interesting listen overall, how he recounts such detail from his childhood. It did however drag up a lot of dark feelings and pain (that I can usually suppress), in no small part due to how much I can relate to what is being said. How his childhood was fairly pain free as the harsh reality of the world has not yet set in. Then when his friends started having sex at anything from 14, he became jealous and envious at what he was missing out on. As a kissless, dateless virgin of almost 36, the pain of inexperience is all too familiar. The pain of seeing everyone around you form sexual relationships almost naturally and often easily. I've been duking it out for 13 years longer than Elliot did, so his pain was still fairly fresh. There was also the feeling of hopelessness, which can be empathised with; "how much longer is this going to go on for? 10 years, 20, 30, 40?"
The subject was also raised of sex itself being a "bad" thing. Elliot wanted to somehow obtain enough power to prevent people from having sex. Whilst I would not go this far, I will say that for me, sexual attraction has brought NOTHING but frustration, pain, confusion and sadness. There is no other way of saying it. It has never worked in my favour. The sexual attraction has only ever been one way, so it would be so much easier if I didn't feel these feelings at all. Its a totally useless commodity in that sense; a one way currency. Unfortunately I cannot just supress these feelings/desires entirely so instead I have to just duke them out like some kind of soul-feeding host.
I wish the drug 'Prozium' from the movie Equilibrium were a real thing. I would be on that chit constantly, as most of my feelings nowadays are negative and counterproductive, or if not just somehow 'void'. Being human can really suck.
Elliot was still unjustified in his murders; I would never defend or rationalise such evil actions. He murdered random people who really had nothing to do with his mental issues and suffering."Honor is something that all men are born with. It cannot be taken from you nor can it be granted. It must only not be lost."
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07-14-2018, 01:45 PM #1884
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07-14-2018, 01:51 PM #1885
People need love, intimacy and validation.....it's in our biology. As i get older i'm getting to the point where i need all 3 to feel human. Otherwise there is always an empty feeling and sorrow that plagues me.
It surprises me he was only 22 years old when he went mad. That was the age i lost my virginity.
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07-14-2018, 03:32 PM #1886
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07-15-2018, 01:16 AM #1888
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07-15-2018, 09:08 AM #1889
- Join Date: Oct 2010
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Went out last night and approached 2 girls for the first ever time one was about a 9/10 and the other 7/10. We chatted for a bit and she said she admired my confidence. Anyway after a while she said she had to inside to get a drink and that we can come, when we get there she said she has to go to the toilet, you can guess what happened after, they disappeared after that. Feels **** getting rejected but I am sort of proud that I approached someone.
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07-15-2018, 09:48 AM #1890
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