Misc. i dont give a **** if you guys neg me i do not care, i just feel like i need to get this out their. This is 100% serious, and a lot of information missing so it doesnt take up so much reading. if you can please take the time to read it.
My story starts with me being selected into a National State Touch team. I also played state rugby union but that has nothing to do with this. This was when i was U15 team. We travelled alongside the girls team, same accomodation, flights together, training together but 2 separate teams. not to brag or anything but i am quite an attractive guy, lots og girls be after me, and i was a realy realy good rugby player, this grabbed lots of attention form the girls. i was always talked about and i had a few girl-friends in their team who gave me all the goss ect. so i never realy noticed any of the girls, but one girl in particular was mirin me hard, not interested though. Their was this quiet, absolutely beautifull bonde girl i noticed a few times but never rely saw much and talked to. we'll call her kate.
So during our tournament interstate, i see this girl sitting on the floor of my hotel room, along with my girl-friends that gave me goss. straight away i was taken away by how beautifull she was. I instantly wanted her, and let my girl-friends know that i wanted her. they told me well she realy likes you too you know, you should talk to her. now i been with girls before this, not a problem but for some reason i was nervous as f***. anyway the whole tournament i was always around her getting closer to her and everything. this caused problems in the girls team, because they all wnated me (srs) and they werent playing well as a team anymore. anyway i didnt care, i liked her, more than normally and she did too.
anyway she made me so nervous and i never got to kiss her at state. i sat with her on the flight home but the whole way was scared to ask for her number. when we landed i didnt even get to say goodbye to her. anyway i return to normal scholwork and life but determined to get her. i looked her up on myspace (yes, myspace) and it became a habit of us talking each and every single day after school. i would literally run to the computer to talk to her, and she would do the same. so i finally get her number and we change from talking to calling everyday. i asked her to go to the movies with me finally. now we didnt live close to each other, i had just about 45mins on the train to see her. so i get all dressed up and stuff go to the movies and we're watching the movie but i didnt want to pressure her into doing anything she didnt want to do. so nerly the entire movie we just watched, towards the end i grabbed her hand and pulled her close to me and said im not leasving without a kiss, and thats when we started hooking up. now i asked her if she would be my girlfrien and she sed yes and kissed and hugged me so tightly, i felt very weak.
i was on top of the moon i had an amazing girlfriend and never been happier in my life. we would talk everyday about anything, and on weekends i would always make the trip to see her, and we would do everything together all the time. weekends were booked for juyts me and her. unfortunately her parents were not very happy that she had a boyfriend and werent very nice about it. i did not care we began to fall in love. 7th of december was our day, i will never forget it. i told her i loved her and she told me she loved me and i wasd so happy, and so was she. i cant even begin to describe the feelings that we were having. in the school holidays i would spend the entire time sleeping over my friends house because he lived only 10mins away form her. we were beginning to be a fairytale, boy meets girl they live happily ever after. i never even cared about anything mor than kissing, i loved her with all my heart.
pic of us kissing, about 3months, realy closeup
her family were always nice in person but talked **** behind my back, and i had done absolutely nothing wrong. but not once did i ever stand up for myself, i let them walk over me and stayed a beta phaggot bcoz tdoing that ment that i could be with this amazing girl. coming up to about our 4 month mark she was rely getting comfortable with me. her whole childhood she was teased by guys, i have no idea she is stunning and i was the first guy that ever called her beautifull, gorgeous ect. so i fingered and this was her first time doing anything, she had only ever kissed 2 other guys.
about the 8 month mark she wanted to go all the way. i put it in her one day but could tell she was scared, i cared for her that much that i stopped right their and told her i love her, and i feel like shes rushing. what guy would do that? obviously u get the picture of how much love and passion we had together. i did end up having sex with her a few weeks later, and we now performed sexual acts on a frequent basis, out of love and passion. i never had thoughts of other girls and never cared about anyting else, she was my top priority over all others.
anyway fast forwardng a bit i took her to my year 11 ball, man did she look amazing. i few details i missed were that i was very shy and didnt talk to her parents, scared of them not liking me even more and i didnt like to dance/sing because i was more conservative. anyway i was on top of the world, happy to wine and dine her everytie i saw her, but she wasnt in it for the money. 3 days after my ball she says that she wants to break up with me, randomly out of the blue for no reason. she said she still loves me and still cares for me and everything. i was absolutely crushed, heartbroken, shatered, its indescribable the feeling you have when the love of oyur life, the one you believe is ment for you, breaks your heart. truly dont understand. i didnt go to school for 2 weeks, i stayed in my room crying and crying and reminsing about us. we keep talking though and i find out that her reason is because she is very unhappy with how her life is, she wnats to be a better netball player, get a good score in her final exams and ect. but she cant do that with a boyfriend.
i accept it and hold hope for us getting back together one day, after she has done doing what she neds to. but she also says that she has never experienced being single and wants to hook up at parties. i am sooo hurt, the love of my life kissing another boy makes me want to die, i honeslty had suicidal thoughts in my head that would never leave me alone. so we keep going back and forth between her wanting me back one day and how magical it will be, and us never being togetehr because its too hard. anyway a few days ago i posted her 3 beautifull messages telling her about her amazingness and ect, strong WK basically except it wasdnt a white knight. now she didnt give me as much attention as i wasa hoping for and i got a bit angry at her, and when she tried to call me i didnt answer. for 2 days she needed me ut i wudnt answer the phone or call her. now on saturday night i finally called her, but with a horrible differance.
in this time she came to a conclusion that maye we arent ment to be, family comes first and her family cant hate me if we gona be together, shes not sure if im the one for her, shes not sure if she still loves me ect. right about now i am absolutely totally broken. im thinking what the hell have i done, i was trying to be alpha and strong but in fact i just pushed away the love of my life :'( seriously im hurting so badly reight now misc. i am soooo sorry for what idid and i keep trying to ake it up to her but she is just not sure anymore. im not so torn to pieces, i dont ever want to lose her, but i think that i might have. the only thing i can do is convince her parenst that im good and try to change our relationship. but if i fail then her parents will turn on her yet again and she will hate me. me being with her turned her and her parents apart and she wants it to be close again, thats why she doesnt know if she wants me bak.
i need help misc, please how can i prove that i am the guy for her. misc i swear to god their is no guy in the entire world that treated a girtlfriend, no actualy treated a lover with as much rspect as i did. i am the only guy that wud of done all the things i have done for her. last weekend i turned down a 3some with 2 girls because i loved kate so much. you realy dont understand how much i oove her, heres what i wrote her :
im glad i got to know what love is, but it hurt me to see what true love realy does. now you know why im never loving another ****ing person, no one but her
hopefully now you understand miscplease help me
EDIT: first pic is her and her sister, not me
EDIT: lol to all the phaggots calling me pu$$y ect. this is a mans worst nightmare, you will know when the love of your life, the best thing that ever happened to you, the best thing that you care for most, one day leaves you, and you cant get the thought of her being with another person out of your head. lawl to all you heartless phaggots
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09-12-2011, 06:45 AM #1
ITT The worst nightmare that any man will ever encounter (must read, cliffs, pics)
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CLIFFS
meet a girl
like her
spend lots of time
bf/gf
love each other
not rushing things, shes virgin to everything
fall even deeper in love
parenst never liked me
breaks up after school ball
im heatbroken
plays games with me more
try to be strong and ignore her, push her further away
now crushed to the days, no way out unless i make things better atleast between us and her parents
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good god that was hard to read are you 12, and yeah this is life, it happens, you CANNOT make her like you, or for it to work out, all you can do is get over it, for real, it sucks but that is life
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op you look like a girl srs
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