So I am guessing if you make it to Oz you wont want to stay with me and the little man?
My fingers are crossed for you Kris![]()
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Thread: Wot?
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04-22-2010, 03:03 PM #241
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04-22-2010, 06:33 PM #243
ps - Day 1 is GREAT! It means you have already picked yourself up <--- do you see the progress there where you didn't wait until Monday to start again? That you recognized it and are right back on with renewed enthusiasm to hit a higher number
You are ok .. trust the processRight now it doesn't matter what the results will be.
Whats more important is that you test the waters. You share the story.. you add a different aspect to your recovery..
Leap and the net will appear..
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04-23-2010, 12:04 AM #244
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None of us are perfect Kris...we all have ways of coping. Life is hard...life is unpredictable...life is always a learning curve. It's a fine line between under-eating and not wanting to eat too much....you'll find the right spot for you! I am sure of it. I find I wanna binge when I haven't eaten enough protein...maybe that could also have been a factor?
Both of you in Australia??? Seriously?? That would be AWESOME!!! Please please please head Downunder!!!
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04-23-2010, 10:19 AM #245
As long as you give him what he wants. And if you don't, I WILL!
Let me look into flights. This would be a fun 30th birthday present to myself!
I don't want to cope by eating, though. That's not good. I want to cope by doing something healthy. I had some time to think about why I did that and I know why. The family being here + work that night. I had good intentions and I was otherwise fine. My hormones are all out of whack, too. My period came a week early and I've been bleeding for ~ 10 days now. My skin is breaking out. I need a) a break and b) to feel comfortable in my own space. I have had neither and I think that is what caused it.
Speaking of family - they are being evicted from their apartment. You'd think they'd be at the apartment, packing, getting the hell out of dodge. Oh no. Not at all. They are currently in bed. Sleeping. WTF.
Workout was good yesterday. Leg press, front squat, reverse lunges, calf raise, and some extra cardio. It felt good to do that. My legs were shaking once I got to lunges.Food was good, too. I drank wine last night and woke up in a haze this morning.
Today: therapy and a workout. I plan to read tonight as well. Tomorrow, I get a haircut(YAY!) and I'll take a ride to the beach. My plan, weather permitting, is the catch sunset.Currently fluctuating in beautiful pulses
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04-23-2010, 11:31 AM #246
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04-23-2010, 02:19 PM #247
Painting and knitting are healthy ways of coping with stress and anxiety. That is my point. Healthy/Unhealthy does not always = exercise and diet. I'm looking for something healthy, inexpensive, and that will keep my interest. Eating nor exercising fit that for me at this point in my life.
Currently fluctuating in beautiful pulses
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04-24-2010, 10:03 PM #248
What about focusing on not allowing stress and anxiety to cause a need for a coping strategy?
[I only ask as that is where I am leaning at the moment]
Obviously, yes, sometimes there is going to be situations that cause the need for certain undesired emotions - thats a given.
But allow those
For the every day .. or every week issues (especially those you do not directly control) <-- don't allow them to stress you. Find a way to laugh insteadRight now it doesn't matter what the results will be.
Whats more important is that you test the waters. You share the story.. you add a different aspect to your recovery..
Leap and the net will appear..
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04-28-2010, 04:06 AM #249
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04-29-2010, 03:06 PM #252
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05-05-2010, 11:49 AM #253
I miss my evil twin even though I know you are living it up over there <--- thats just how you role
A drive by post? Can I throw in a request for that?Right now it doesn't matter what the results will be.
Whats more important is that you test the waters. You share the story.. you add a different aspect to your recovery..
Leap and the net will appear..
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05-05-2010, 03:57 PM #254
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05-09-2010, 06:29 AM #255
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05-09-2010, 10:00 PM #256
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05-15-2010, 01:02 AM #258
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05-15-2010, 04:49 AM #259
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05-15-2010, 10:30 AM #260
Well .. if she quit drinking coffee at 11pm then maybe she could be awake enough during the day to drop in
Right now it doesn't matter what the results will be.
Whats more important is that you test the waters. You share the story.. you add a different aspect to your recovery..
Leap and the net will appear..
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05-23-2010, 08:27 AM #261
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12-05-2010, 05:18 PM #262
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12-06-2010, 05:23 AM #263
Doh. I dropped my coffee and came running in here because I saw your journal and thought maybe you were back
Hope all is well, and I hope you get this message, and I hope you had a very HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!
(and thanks for the heads-up on the birthday megs!)Last edited by zigzag71; 12-06-2010 at 05:25 AM. Reason: Completely missing words... guess I need that coffee.
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12-07-2010, 05:19 PM #264
Hey crazy lady!! Get your beautiful behind in here and say something profound!
...heck...I will settle for a nice vegan recipe"Choice is ours whether
we become victim or victor!!"
"You know, when you get old, in life, things get taken from you. I mean, that's... that's... that's a part of life. But, you only learn that when you start losin' stuff. You find out life's this game of inches...."
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03-03-2023, 02:05 AM #265
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