not sure it was too heavy... clearly gets it high enough if he knew the movement he was trying to do, but is somehow driving backwards vs up, idk, dumb mechanics either way.
sounds like the biggest thing wrong with your life is your own attitude - stop wishing, start doing something interesting, you're 20 fcking years old quit acting like your life is over.
Probably 23. although I've been closing in again as I inch closer to 37. Arguably my cardio is far superior now (run about 40 miles a week and bike another 100 these days). Strength isn't any where...
its highly specialized and you get paid lots to do it - i.e hackers extorting millions from companies, and how much security experts (white hat) can be paid. can also make bank through bug bounties.
We've leaked cancer causing chemicals into absolutely everything in the last 100 years lol if you think deodorant is the only thing gonna give you cancer.