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i'm still alive, promise! <3 but taking a leave of absence, i guess. have been crazy busy lately; hubs was here, stayed an extra week, i finally got over the kidney issue; had a crapload of stuff to...

nice positive energy in here lately, glad to see it! taking a longer term view (like putting up with the downsides of bulking through the summer) is great. i suck at that (like not eating for two...

i just (finally) realized: your name is in your journal title. :rolleyes: nice to meet you, karina. i guess i can stop calling you 'nilla now. ;) what kinda massage you getting?

promise once i am feeling better i will catch up with everyone... i feel 100% fine a few hours a day but i try to get some housework and stuff done when i'm feeling good. when i'm not feeling good...

thanks girls. been a rough couple of days... a lil tmi ahead, just to warn ya... bloody urine now. thinking i won't be all better by the ultrasound but hoping!

mandy, i dunno why i'm flaring up...

pretty good. the evening digestive/pain shenanigans are WAY down. not having to lie down constantly. seems to flare up a little in the morning for some reason, but just a fever & bit of backache. ...

you sound like you're just a little wound up. don't cut cals to make up for a less-than-perfect day--i think you'll find it more stabilizing to just go right back to your usual cals/macros.

i think the ultrasound is probably just a precaution, so i'm hoping i start to feel better soon! last night i didn't have as intense an episode and i slept like the dead. but this morning i had...

i feel a lot better now knowing what it is, at least. i hate being useless and sick, it makes me feel so lazy and gross. it'll be a lot easier taking it easy for a few days since i know it's...

i dunno... i have to have it done at the hospital, so i am gonna try to call their radiology dept tomorrow and see how i am to do that, if i need an appt or what. and the doc shot me up full of...

well, looks like for once it might not be my doing, lol. i have a kidney (probably) or bladder (maybe) infection, on top of my usual digestive issues. so i'm going in for a pelvic ultrasound to see...

nah, no need to feel sorry for me--whatever is wrong with me is probably my own doing. :rolleyes: anyways, got an appt at 4pm, surprisingly enough there was a doc open today.

erg, it got really bad last night. and still having a little residual pain this morning, i think from all the spasms in my abs and back. ate breakfast anyways though since i can't seem to count on...

spoke too soon. it's working its way up to mega ouch right now. i guess tomorrow i will research what docs i can go to, i think there's an online system or something.

happy weekend dear!

i just watched juno this week--loved it!

so the tummy is just slightly aching, nothing too rough. i think it might have fixed itself. :D

that's worse. we had no insurance when i was a kid, but my mom was a nurse so the docs she worked for always helped us out. it was better when the hubs was still in the military, as far as...

i don't really understand the point of bodybuilding with powerful drugs? but then i don't know much about it so i wouldn't say anything, normally.

aww, that's so cute about the 3rd grader! what'd you say back?