Shoulda taken it slower and be 210-220ish MAX after 4 years then 250 after another 4 years. You don't wanna be 300lbs, you want a 2k total. You're blinded by your ego at this point. You've been...
Green tea
Knee sleeves and wrist wraps
Books and audiobooks (Mastery, 48 laws of power, think and grow rich)
Yoga mat to stretch/meditate (no homo)
Good set of knives and cookbook
Guitar