Women don't get it for you, they get it for themselves. It's not a mistake to do something to make oneself feel better. You don't like em? COOL but women who still plan on getting them will get them...
I find it hard to be good friends with guys unless they're
1)gay
2)have a girlfriend and are very faithful (so I feel ok talking to them casually)
3)and don't flirt with me beyond light joking...
hehe I was sorta anxious when I first went, but my bf took me and he's been lifting for a while so it was okie. the gym we go to isn't very big and it's not busy until after 5pm.
Logging workouts and changes in stats mainly, I guess.
I don't follow a strict workout or diet plan. I do what I feel like doing when I go to the gym, and I eat whatever I want whenever I want...
Sorry, this is a long post :(
I've had a really similar experience as OP, minus anything regarding a relationship (I didn't start dating until 19 lol.)
My depression started around age 12-13, and...