I can tell from reading you that you already have low self-esteem and are looking to complete yourself through another being. That never works. Complete with yourself first and you will get to be a...
You sound very sane to me OP much more than all these guys, and you've had an epiphany and enlightening experience. You're speaking from a place of oneness which is what being spiritual is about. ...
You're here on earth for enlightenment. ANything that doesn't teach you or is exciting and new to your consciousness will eventually make you lose interest because it's like a cycle that isn't...
Messed up by asking for your father in law to pass the salt in the first place. You show respect, you don't ask him to pass the salt. His reply was legit.
