[QUOTE=apujols24;1138871623]Need some advice brahs.. I've been fighting addiction for the past few years. Back in January I got cleaned up and started talking to this girl, eventually we started dating. Our six months was just this past weekend, everything was going well. As a matter of fact everything was so perfect, that I got caught up in the moment. I know its hard to understand if you haven't been addicted before, but on Monday I slipped up. My girlfriend found out and she dumped me.. She said her trust for me was shot. Any advice on what to do? She says I broke her heart and shes in bad emotonial and physical pain. I can't eat, I can't sleep, I can't think. I know my only option right now is to get back on track and try to get things back to normal. I love this girl like crazy and it is eating me alive that I let her down and I don't know what to do. I can't stop thinking about her, and I can't stop being even more upset with myself for letting her down. She still texts me throughout the day because she claimes shes really worried about me, but she said she can't be in a relationship with someone who doesn't appreciate her. This was our first real fight and breakup. I literally treated her like an angel, and would do anything for her. I keep apologizing, and say it won't happen again and I'm gonna make things right, but she just says she wishes she could believe me.. I'm better then this and I know it.. Thanks guys[/QUOTE]
It's your fault man. You're going to have to come up with a way to makes things right and go out of your way to prove yourself worthy. She doesn't sound like a bad person at all, she just doesn't want to be dating a junkie.
I don't know what it's going to take, you need to come up with something by yourself.
[QUOTE=Csnauk;1139648673]I'd stay friends but don't hang around her that often since she knows you like her i think it would be awkward for both of you since she knows you have feelings etc so i'd stay friends but keep distance.[/QUOTE]
^nailed it.