Endomorph, hypothyroidism, trying to lose body fat
Hi guys,
I really really need advice. I am really frustrated and my self-esteem is -1. I recently had my thyroid killed, I was hyperthyroid and had to do radiation to become hypothyroid for health reasons. Since March 2019, I gained 20lbs of body fat. Originally I was 140lbs, now I am 160lbs.
I have been trying everything recently to shed the weight including sticking to simple, non/limited processed foods. I can tell you 65% of what I have been trying to eat daily is raw vegetables. I've tried counting calories and I am back to gaining and gaining and gaining.
10 years ago I would gain 2lbs a month until I was 210lbs, even on a restricted diet. I have poor genetics ad I am told.
My boyfriend wants me to do P90x for 12 weeks to try to help me lose weight. I am afraid I am going to do more damage and gain more as that is what always has happened all my life.
I need to know what I can do to lose 20lbs by Summer. I have my thyroid under control and I do take synthroid daily as well as a birth control. Yes, I have done macros and have gained weight that way too. I feel the only way I can be under 180lbs if I do 6 hrs of steady cardio daily. That is how I lost weight to begin with as well as my sanity some days.
My self esteem is -1. I don't even feel good enough to want to go out or go on a date or do anything. I hate how I have to buy new nice clothes cause of the weight gain. I am also a former smoker and everybody tells me I am going to gain another 20-30lbs just by quitting alone.
I am also an endomorph which everybody tells me that I have to work 5x harder than an average person and I have to be on a very restricted diet. Can't even have a slice of bread or a sprinkle of cheese. No sugars or processed anything. I have to forget about eating out on future dates for rest of my life. I was told 1 day of eating out can sabotage everything.
No, I cannot afford to go on Paleo/Keto diets.