Starting to realize life doesn’t get any better
Idk guys I hate feeling like this, the feeling of feeling alone all the time. Even when I’m with my friends I feel alone. Never had a girlfriend, always tell myself that this shyt will heal but it never does. At this point I really stopped looking for someone I’ve gotten to the point where I just don’t care about anything. A couple of days ago I went to a party and when I left I drove on the freeway crying and speeding hoping I crashed but I didn’t. Some days I feel great for like 5 minutes then all the emotions just start to pour in. As much as I try to stay positive I just always end up getting negative thoughts. My dreams are starting to fade away everyday and I just don’t know how I can cope with it any longer.