moderation...(cheat weekend)

[cocopuffs]

this weekend i am going to the show at culvery city.. my trainer is competing in figure and i am her assistant.
well aparently tonight, tomorrow and sunday.. will be junk days.. not only for her but for me. she competes tomorrow morning but she has learned some new crazy thing to eat certain food that you would not call clean the night before but to not have any water hours prior to eating it or in the morning.. so that she wont bloat, but it will carb up her muscles and make her look more developed, muscular. but anyways i know that i am going to go crazy and want to eat non healthy stuff..
moderation isnt in my vocab. i mean sometimes it is but then 10 bites later.. what the hell is moderation?? haha
but have any of you gone 3 days without clean eating and really did a big bombshell.. ?
i know i am so paranoid.. but this is 3 days. i usually never cheat, and i know thats my problem.. im too serious! i've been dieting for the last 6 months and my real cheat since then was this recent thanksgiving..it was a damn binge fest, let me tell you.. sugar sugar sugar..
it was good though.. i felt 'alive' haha.

but advice or stories to share about having a cheat weekend?

[littleblkninja]

I can't have a cheat weekend. A cheat meal, but a weekend is too much of a shock to my system. Nasty things happen. Getting backed up, my skin looks like crap, no energy.

Will you have access to any clean food and weight equipment? And just because your trainer is cheating doesn't mean you have to, if you don't want to go to the same extremes you think she will go to.

Well, tonight I am having a cheat meal. After that, back to water packed tuna and chicken.