Hi, usually I only post in the Equipment section and thank you to those that have gave me advice on picking out stuff. I'm going to buy Olympic weights by this month and order my rack/bench by this year as soon as I clean my house and make some room to put it in.
Anyways, I always been a pretty shy guy my whole life. I just have problem with talking in group full of people because I don't want to say something unpopular and have one of those movie moments where the DJ scratches the wax off and everybody in the room stare at me.
I have no problem talking to people in one-on-one conversation because I know that there won't be a group of people to look down on me and I have that individuals attention. I can talk about anything. I'm really funny and entertaining to people that I know. My friends say I'm the funniest person they ever met and I always have them cracking on the floor.
I was never the type to approach girls and the bad thing about that is I went 21 years of my life and never had a girl come approach me.
I have acne, but I'm working on that right now.
I have always been skinny my whole life, but 1st year of college I got fat by eating ice cream every night and crying myself to sleep (just joking about the crying part, but I had an eating disorder and almost died). I'm about 150 lbs now and in great mental and physical shape. I was at a 108 lbs at one point and damn near killed myself. I was mentally messed up and a lot had to do with things going on in my personal life.
I don't drink.
I don't smoke.
I don't do drugs.
I don't go to parties or clubs.
I don't hang out late night.
I don't have a car or a driver's license.
I do have a monthly bus pass that I use to get from school to work and I do see girls sitting on the bus, but if I did hook up with them who the hell is going to drive to the date? It's really embarassing. I usually depend on my parents to drive me, which my parents has a van and there is no sit in the back, so I just sit on the floor and hang onto the seat belt. It's so embarassing to even be talking about this online, let alone in real life.
All of my best friends I had in the past. I don't talk to them because of distance and just kind of never called them and it kind of died down. I don't hang out with anybody. All I do is workout, go to work, and do my school work.
I don't have many clothes, so it's hard to match and be stylish. I only have three pairs of shoes; dress shoes, spalding basketball shoes, and LA Gear sandles. I use to dress urban/casual, but I dress more casual now. But it came to the point where I don't care about my looks anymore, so I just wear whatever.
I'm doing PE right now and have seen great results. I was packing a drastic 3 inches, but now it's 4-5 inches depending on whether I'm attracted to the pornstar or not.
I don't need advice because I'm doing fine now, but I think this is good therapy for me to write down and share my story with others.
21 years old
Live with parents
Pathetic Life that's not really going anywhere, but making progess