Yeah I'm not really over him but I'm much better than before. I've done extensive work on myself (deep grieving, counseling, self reflection, self help reading etc) and on the divorce (finalizing all legal and financial matters which was a very lengthy and difficult process).
No the relationship was the opposite of perfect, but I didn't find out until the breakup because it was hidden. So I've struggled with this enormous cognitive dissonance between my happiness in the marriage and the truth. Was very difficult to reconcile mentally and emotionally and I've worked on that for years.
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06-02-2018, 11:22 AM #398
Are you gay or bi...I don't care your posts screech of attention seeking....I wrote this song Google it it won't come up bc a band is taking it...she was a beauty a dream come true in a time of despair, showed me the light , to NOT fight, to love that is the answer...live life like the man you are...I write lyrics....I jest with you. All you do is complain
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06-02-2018, 05:12 PM #404
Well I was with my ex for 17 years, so that's pretty significant. I also have a son with him. He did not and would not ask for the ring back. If he had, I would have given it to him. It wasn't a big flashy expensive ring either. Just a simple 1/2 carat solitaire that cost about $1500. I kept the house and I kept most of the furniture, kitchen stuff, etc. He made lots of money at the time of our divorce and I was just re-entering the work world so make peanuts compared to him. I could have never afforded to replace our stuff. We may not have been compatible, but he's a decent guy and he wouldn't leave me and my son sitting on the floor with no dishes. lol When I had to sell the house because I could no longer afford the upkeep on it, he even offered to give me more child support per month to stay in a safe area. I refused it.
Not Katya, but kept pics. You can't erase your past when you have kids together.~ In a world where you can be anything, be kind ~
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06-02-2018, 06:32 PM #405
End of my first marriage I kept very few pictures of us and they were put away out of sight. I didn't keep them to have pictures of him, but to have some travel pictures and pictures of me and my family. Actually put a few up on the wall here because those wedding pictures include family members since deceased that I don't have many pictures of.
Haven't seen or spoken to that man since the day we signed divorce papers.
To the second part I have a living reminder of him that I dearly love. She is 12 and staying with me half the time. I think maybe I feel that completely erasing him (family pictures) would hurt her in some way. I want her to have a sense of continuity and that things will be okay in this new normal even if it is hard and some parts really suck.INTP Crew
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06-02-2018, 08:03 PM #408
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There's a mental block in western culture when it comes to that. You can literally explain this in someone's face and they'll forget what you said .0005 seconds later because....SHINY BIG ROCK. STATUS. IMPORTANT. OTHER WOMEN LOOK AT ME.
It's absolutely fcking disgusting and vile. It's almost straight evil for lack of a better term.
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06-02-2018, 11:32 PM #409
[QUOTE=Silencespeaks;1552890971]Idk much about that, just that there was a movie about it.
Ok, I'll rephrase. If it was brought to your attention that the social cost of luxury commodities such as diamonds was literally the blood and torture of African kids, would that in any way impact your decision to purchase such items, or not?
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06-02-2018, 11:37 PM #410
There are ways around spending a lot of money.
Maybe she has diamonds that were in the family from a hundred years ago, that she's willing to donate so you don't have to pay an arm and a leg. That happened to a guy I know.
Women who want to spend a fortune on weddings and rings scream attention whore.
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06-04-2018, 09:33 AM #411
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An investment for us or his family's investment?
If it was his family's investment, then they own it; so I'd give it back.
If it was an investment for us; it would depend on various factors like what resources I put into the marriage myself, how long we were married etc. etc. But I suppose it would be both our property (?) so it would be sold and the money split. If the marriage broke down very quickly and I hadn't contributed much by way of resources I'd probably just give it back.
And yeah for both practical and sentimental/emotional reasons I'd rather get rid of anything relationship-related after a divorce/major breakup.
But the majority of people are graspy/materialistic/low integrity and would keep whatever they could get away with to sell. Aw and that includes men, contrary to some posters' fantasy red-pill misogynist world; I know plenty of men who were the less well-off of the spouses in a marriage and who made out like bandits.
In two cases (off the top of my head) the women had to sell their homes i.e they owned them before marriage, the guy had rented; to give them their settlement money.
Lol'd, esp. at sustainably sourced (kudos to you tho).Simple minds need simple answers.
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06-04-2018, 11:34 AM #412
I've got a friend who boasts about putting a 1.5 karat ring on his wife's finger. I look at ring, and it looks cloudy AF and almost yellow in colour with absolutely no shine. Yep, that's what a couple G's will get you. I thought to myself how i'd be embarrassed to put that on my future wifes finger. I'm one who does most things right, or I don't do them at all. The scary reality is, 10K just scratches the surface in 2018. Might be worth a trip to St. Martin just to save on the diamond.
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06-04-2018, 04:49 PM #416
Judging by the 80% of divorces + imitated by women it seems like a foolish idea IMHO but I digress. If it is symbolic of the love of the relationship, it is quite conceivable one could put that wasted resources to something useful.
It's wedding season boys. I will be attending several. While it isn't for me, I am OK with role playing, and seeing what happens at the singles tables.
I did have a weird incident last year. A married woman was texting me to 'come over. My husband is out.'
Fellas, I am the last person to moralize given the life of debauchery I've partaken on but, I must say, jimmies were rustled.
I think more gentlemen need run Elon Musks playbook and request a Post nup at the wedding.
And I obviously didn't go. I was annoyed she thought so little of me to do such a thing. This is not the first nor the last time.
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