I am in a similar situation... I am seeing this guy that is really nice and is doing everything for me, like flowers and dinner and everything for already 2-3 months, but I never had sex with him, even if he is kind of indirectly asking whats wrong... I keep telling him that I am slow and I am not the type of person to hook up or have 1 night stands or so, I am kinda shy in real , but he was a bit like, " ugh, shy like how ?". The thing is that whenever we are out people give weird looks and i kind kept him hide, like my freinds dont know him while he is showing pics of me to like basically everybody, which is disturbing, ehmmm
The problem is that he is short and fat, like... really fat. IDK what I was thinking, I met him only cause I was bored and he is nice and funny so I was like, yeah, okey...but now as time goes by I am really wondering if I did a mistake.
He says he is in love with me, makes gifts, flowers and behaves like 100 % perfect, but I had only shredded guys and I am used to another kind of relationship and the sexual tension and stuff that I crave.
I aint no hoe, I am not seeing a side guy or dating or so, but hitting hard the gym right now and sometimes I feel like I would jump on one of those who do press with 100 lbs, like I need Jesus in my life.
Idk, I feel guilty but
I am only thinking about how it would feel with that huge belly fat over me and seeing up his double chin, fking disgusting... kill me already
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