Am I weird or crazy because I feel like I am

[bodyhard]

missing something as I have not had a fight in a while?

My body is like jittery and jumpy and I am anxious all the time I feel somewhat out of sync, like beside my self....I honestly need to see a shrink for real. I thought I was feeling anxiety cause I wasn't working but I am working now and I still feel out of sorts.

Am I crazy?

[Fishman15]

missing something as I have not had a fight in a while?

My body is like jittery and jumpy and I am anxious all the time I feel somewhat out of sync, like beside my self....I honestly need to see a shrink for real. I thought I was feeling anxiety cause I wasn't working but I am working now and I still feel out of sorts.

Am I crazy?

Just keep taking it out on those db rows brother...

[Mark1T]

Hit the weights, Johnny.

[keepitnatty]

The fact that u think are going crazy means your not crazy

[bodyhard]

Just keep taking it out on those db rows brother...

Yeah he gym really helps.

Hit the weights, Johnny.

Yup yup

The fact that u think are going crazy means your not crazy

Very very good point!!

[mtpockets]

missing something as I have not had a fight in a while?

My body is like jittery and jumpy and I am anxious all the time I feel somewhat out of sync, like beside my self....I honestly need to see a shrink for real. I thought I was feeling anxiety cause I wasn't working but I am working now and I still feel out of sorts.

Am I crazy?

Considering you are the only one who is on a bodybuilding forum constantly thinking, talking/bragging about fighting, perhaps you are weird or crazy.

Or maybe, it's us, the other 53,678,92 members who who don't think, talk/brag about fighting as much as you that are weird or crazy.

All I know is it's too early for deep thinking and I ain't gonna see a shrink anytime soon, so I will just say Good luck!

[bodyhard]

Considering you are the only one who is on a bodybuilding forum constantly thinking, talking/bragging about fighting, perhaps you are weird or crazy.

Or maybe, it's us, the other 53,678,92 members who who don't think, talk/brag about fighting as much as you that are weird or crazy.

All I know is it's too early for deep thinking and I ain't gonna see a shrink anytime soon, so I will just say Good luck!

Last night a friend of mine was on FB live he was depressed and reaching out to people. My wife said call him John, cause on the live stream he said you guys know my number call me.

I called him, we got to talking and the majority of the things he was saying was how I feel and think. Aside from the fact that he was depressed, (lost his wife and kids, due to the fighting, streets, etc etc) I really did relate to him. He made me feel "normal" this place makes me feel abnormal since no one here can relate with me or I with them.

I appreciate your honesty man.

[ChazWood]

My body is like jittery and jumpy and I am anxious all the time I feel somewhat out of sync, like beside my self....I honestly need to see a shrink for real. I thought I was feeling anxiety cause I wasn't working but I am working now and I still feel out of sorts.

Yes, IMHO you honestly need to see a shrink for real.

in the meantime, vigorous cardio exercise would help.

[startingat56]

Stress can manifest itself in some unusual ways

de-stress your life as much as you can

I went through a period of working 6 days a week in a 24/7 environment. I thought I was having heart attacks, left arm numb and all that. My doctor showed me it was just stress .... I quit shortly after that. He told me when he was in med school, he used to fall victim to every disease they learned about, because of his stress

[JediRN]

The fact that u think are going crazy means your not crazy

Very very good point!!

I'm not sure what the clinical definition of "crazy" is, but it is quite common for people to realize that things are off mentally, getting worse, and seeking assistance.

I'm also guessing that you have had a fair amount of concussions in your life. It is becoming increasingly understood that these concussions often manifest in differing ways as one gets older, with irritability, anxiety, fogginess and other vague symptoms being common.

Psych is not my area of expertise but typically, if one thinks something is going on, something usually is at least with the patient population I serve.

[DiaMedic]

What you were experiencing is common with anxiety disorders called disassociation

Basically it feels like you're watching your self in a dream almost, like you were watching your body through your eyes but it doesn't feel like it is you who is really there

This is a common mechanism that your brain goes through feeling threatened.

[Cass40]

Go see the shrink or someone who can help you.

You are not crazy nor weird at all, anxiety is very common and they can treat it.

It doesn't mean that you need the help because of any weakness or anything but it could improve your quality of life, so what do you have to lose?

[bodyhard]

I just need to get into some kind of fight I will be OK thereafter.

[weiss1967]

I guess I could mention sparring with all the coaching and protective gear. Kind of like a substitute for a street fight. I am sure you can arrange for that, 300$ for good gloves and head gear, trip to your dentist to mold a mouthpiece, and another 300$ for club membership. I mean, if you can pretend to be normal, and not look for a fight inside the ring, this could help. Just don't bring this poor eyesight excuse, we heard it already, no one is buying it anymore.

[Cass40]

I just need to get into some kind of fight I will be OK thereafter.

Don't self medicate. That's like me taking hard drugs. It feels good at the moment but then you come down and feel even worse.

[bodyhard]

Don't self medicate. That's like me taking hard drugs. It feels good at the moment but then you come down and feel even worse.

Nah I am sure once I knock someone out everything will be back to normal

But seriously I feel out of sync right now and it has to do with not releasing that "energy/adrenaline" I feel when I am in an altercation, crazy I know, but it is missing...

[bodyhard]

I guess I could mention sparring with all the coaching and protective gear. Kind of like a substitute for a street fight. I am sure you can arrange for that, 300$ for good gloves and head gear, trip to your dentist to mold a mouthpiece, and another 300$ for club membership. I mean, if you can pretend to be normal, and not look for a fight inside the ring, this could help. Just don't bring this poor eyesight excuse, we heard it already, no one is buying it anymore.

My eyesight is not an excuse. You can not box with contacts on period. If I take my contacts off I wont see 2 feet in front of me and will get my ass handed to me.

[Cass40]

Nah I am sure once I knock someone out everything will be back to normal

But seriously I feel out of sync right now and it has to do with not releasing that "energy/adrenaline" I feel when I am in an altercation, crazy I know, but it is missing...

Does it always have to be physical? Can't you just start E-fighting, it's more fun.

[bodyhard]

Does it always have to be physical? Can't you just start E-fighting, it's more fun.

LOL too many keyboard warriors for me. I rather look em in the eye when I am ready to knock them out

[grubman]

Nah I am sure once I knock someone out everything will be back to normal

So, hypothetically...what would happen (to your condition) if you were the one who got knocked out in this inevitable encounter?

[startingat56]

If you need to knock someone out

Head down to Charlottesville VA, or or any other Southern rally and pick a side

make it count for something

some douchebag know one knows is a waste

[paolo59]

You could always take up shadow boxing!


You're about to get to the age where you could do some of that 'Tai Chi' stuff in the park first thing in the morning. Ha ha!

[weiss1967]

So, let me sum it all up for you. You can't be punched in a head or your contacts will fly out or whatever. But you want to punch someone else, or rather, simply beat someone. Kind of like punish someone for being bad, and you are all so fkn right, righter than my right ball.

Did I get it right?

[mtpockets]

I think the real issue is, why you feel the need to inflict harm onto others through violent tendencies. There are plenty of ways to relieve stress without harming people.

Its just going to take once, for one of your victims to hit their head on the way down and suffer fatal damage. Then who wins? Your family won't, the victim certainly won't and you're doing life, all because of foolishness.

[bodyhard]

So, hypothetically...what would happen (to your condition) if you were the one who got knocked out in this inevitable encounter?

I would shake his hand and say, you are one damn good fighter!

You could always take up shadow boxing!


You're about to get to the age where you could do some of that 'Tai Chi' stuff in the park first thing in the morning. Ha ha!

I rather be dead than see myself doing that

So, let me sum it all up for you. You can't be punched in a head or your contacts will fly out or whatever. But you want to punch someone else, or rather, simply beat someone. Kind of like punish someone for being bad, and you are all so fkn right, righter than my right ball.

Did I get it right?

LOL, in a real fight it doesn't matter, but in sparring it matters significantly, stay with the program will ya!!

I think the real issue is, why you feel the need to inflict harm onto others through violent tendencies. There are plenty of ways to relieve stress without harming people.

Its just going to take once, for one of your victims to hit their head on the way down and suffer fatal damage. Then who wins? Your family won't, the victim certainly won't and you're doing life, all because of foolishness.

Understood, you are the kind of person that people like me need around, seriously.

[Cass40]

Stop being nice, I want some E-fighting!

[bodyhard]

Stop being nice, I want some E-fighting!

Wouldn't it be nicer to see me knock someone out IRL than this BS E-fighting?

Come on say the truth....

[mferrandi]

I think you need Jesus in your life, I can sense you have a demon next to you

[grubman]

I think you need Jesus in your life, I can sense you have a demon next to you

That's just Cass

[bodyhard]

I think you need Jesus in your life, I can sense you have a demon next to you

Next to me? I thought they were in me.....